sometimes i worry that the war will never end
sometimes i worry that blood will always be shed

sometimes i worry that children will die
sometimes i worry that humanity cries

sometimes i worry that he will never think he's good enough
sometimes i worry that she will never hear she's beautiful

sometimes i worry for my future son & daughter
sometimes i worry we will run out of water

sometimes i worry that we won't wake up in time
sometimes i worry that we've all lost our minds

do you ever worry about these things in your head?
when you can't get to sleep, and your laying in bed.
i do all the time, it's hard to ignore,
all the pain and the lies and the hate in the world.
it's madness out there..
but i have faith that the divine human spirit will pull through.
i have faith in me & i have faith in you.
all i really want is to love you, wont you let me in?
i know you wanna love me too, and let healing begin.
let's clean the slate, erase all hate, re-write our fate, before it's too late.
to everyone you meet do nice things & enjoy the little joys life brings.

eyes meeting
hearts beating
minds racing
fingers tracing
hands clutching
flesh touching
lips locking
bodies rocking
sweat dripping
clothes slipping
time urging
souls merging

with feelings so strong & unexplainable,
it's hard for me to put them to words,
and even harder for me to share them with you..

i fear the effects they may have,
the hearts they may take,
the lives they could make or break…

i don't understand why anything happens the way that it does,
or how & why we fall in and out of love,
or crave the things we don't have,
or why are we so clueless to are reason for being here…

it's tiring being in two places at once.
inside two hearts.
its painful.

my heart's an oasis
my veins, rivers
flowing my love
to my brain
where it drains
out of my mouth
and you breathe it in
in quenches your thirst
to find love
to taste divinity
to feel infinity
how does it taste?
like adrenaline and blood

my mind is a game of Tetris
and i just can't seem to fit the pieces
in the appropriate manner
it builds higher and higher
a traffic jam of thoughts
stumbling to find their places
all actors on set
all hands on deck
ready or not, here life comes.

people have been scaring and wearing me out.
doesn't anyone hear the cries & the shouts?
seems like nobody has anymore room for compassion,
no remorse, no guilt, just hate filled passion.
you've all put your heart up on a shelf,
you can't even produce any love for yourself.
but mines still here, and oh how it aches.
at the lack of kindness that has now taken place.
but you know what, this is just me..
and this is how I chose to be.
trying so hard to take care of all els,
in a world where it's every man for them self.
but it's a burden that I choose to bare,
cause you know.. someones gotta care.

i'll be your rock,
you can count on me.
you just hafta ask,
and say what you need.
watever works best,
is what works for me.
if it causes less stress,
then I'm all for it, please.
things may see dim,
but I'm hopin to see,
a chance in our fate,
so eventually,
we can all coexist,
so harmoniously,
but we'll never get there,
no we just won't succeed,
until we drop all the hate
and start making peace.
there's no time to waste,
we're chasing our dreams.
until then I wait,
to see true unity,
but just know through the chaos,
that you can always count on me.