I am not sorry for anything
There were problems easy to see
That's why I am letting you know
I am not even sorry for me

Why must I feel the way I feel?
Want to wake up but this nightmare is real
Too many mazes clouding my brain
Swirling in circles driving insane  
Poor judgement leading emotions down hazardous roads
Lugging regrets like oversized loads
I worry
Stress over nothing at all
Convince feet I'm destined to fall
Tripping over thoughts I create
Actual obstacles don't get in the way
Self-sabotaging before having a chance to fail
Sink the boat BEFORE setting sail
It is better to know you're a loser than be unaware
Best get used to being alone because others won't be there

You were always
Someone to live for

And now you’re gone....
And now I’m alone....


And now,
I have something to die for.








Why does everyone leave me?

I am broken
I am flawed
I am weak
I am a fraud

I am damaged
I am filthy
I am a liar
I am guilty

I am ruined
I am ashamed
I am immoral
I am to blame

I am negative
I am biased
I am unworthy
I am defiant

....could you love me anyway?

and inferior we are not
you and me
biological ancestors
creator
mother father
equivalent
we are identical companions
in this parallel universe
realise the existence of human rights
and the extreme planetary cleanse