I once heard that women's hearts are lethal weapons
Did he hold mine and feel threatened?
Love is one of the fundamental lessons in life
But so is pain
It covers me like a second skin
So familiar
So confortable
I welcome it like an old friend
So welcoming
So warm

I heard you're talking to my name twin.

I saw it in your eyes

You think it's a win

I wish it was all lies

Hurt will cover me like a second skin

Maybe I won"t try

To make my name twin

Turn into me

I never wanted you to hate me
I miss going to martial arts with you
I miss sitting by you on the bus
I miss going to K&K Gardens, and seeing you there
Why did we stop being friends?
When did you decide that I'm not important to you?
What made you go away?
I hurt myself so you don't get hurt
I think about you before I go to bed
When will you come back to me?
Why can't you understand I need you?
How will you go on with life knowing I still love you?
I know I messed up.
I know that you were hurting.
I've dealt with my hurt, but with sharp pieces of glass




You're just a stranger I know everything about

Hey, it's been awhile
You probably forgot
I used to like your now boyfriend,
And now I do not.

October 2024 was a struggle
Three flashes of metal, it was gone
My mind was at ease,
No one to please

November, December January, and February
I had to take out of me
Making myself into small pieces  
Smaller and smaller until it was gone

I had to remember
Every time I saw
You and him in the same room

Now I cannot remember
Who you really are
Who he really is

It's a new day,
It's a new week,
It's a new month

Nolan, I miss what you were
You were the sun
You were the stars
You were the planets
You were my favorite person to talk to
You were days and nights thinking about you
You were mostly fine  
  
                             I'll love you until the sun explodes
                             The moon erodes
                              and the earth implodes

I was water
I was air
I wasn't clear
You aren't here

I miss your hair
I miss your clear words
I miss you
I miss you calling me your type