Can’t this be a fantasy
Caught in a landslide
Why can’t I escape reality

You’ve took my feelings inside
And turned them upside down
As I thought of my life without you

Remember the past
It went so fast
Is this because I loved you

The times I made you cry
Hurt me deep down inside
But do I don’t want to be without you

If I can’t keep you by my side
I can't live my life without you
Your the only thing that matters to me

Didn't mean to make you cry
As i look up to the skies to see
Sending shivers down my spine
My body's aching all the time

I hope it's not to late
To put this past behind

If I pull this trigger I’ll be dead
So love me or just leave me to dead
With these feelings inside

Why do you do this to me
Anyone can see
That nothing else matters to me

With the noise of the city
With the cries throughout the night
With sirens blaring

What a hell of a night

This is very true
For those who don' know

It's a different lifestyle
that you should never know

If you don't know the city
It's whaht we love

Visit it once to see
A different side of life

I can’t describe the pain I feel

So I write it down for all to hear

And I can’t help but admit it’s true

That I’m losing my mind over you

i prayed for the first time in awhile yesterday.

i prayed to God that He would take away my sadness and sorrow and give me something to smile about rather than to cry. i begged Him to show me my way; to help.

i cried again today, but this time i cried out of happiness.
my heart finally doesn’t hurt.

i prayed for Him to let me be happy and now i am.