This is the biology of our brains
pulses moving in between our veins
spaces filled with love so true
cranium filled with thoughts of you
moments in between the lines
deja vu of better days spent next to you

this is the biology of our brains
love so real and love so very strange
addicted to your left side
addicted to your right side mind
lost in transit in your head
love so real it makes you feel it in your pineal

my psychedelic lover
got me running for your cover
my trippy hippy baby
you got me going crazy

this is the biology of our brain
coming together as one
before maybe baby we go insane
but at least i got my maybe baby in my dreams

i got you under my skin
i got you so far deep
i can’t let anyone else in
you got me wrapped around your finger
and I’m just the broken heart singer
the waste case in a band
who keeps trying to understand
whats right and whats wrong
whats the next lyric to the next song
who else am i forced to smile to
what am i even doing this for
know what i want
know what i need
know who i am
know I’m not who i used to be
yet here you are
not here with me
so close yet so far
could just hop in my car
and ruin everything i got going for me
beautiful home, perfect life, fairy tale fantasy
but that passion drives me wild
that one i felt from the second i saw you
luring me in like a nymph to her prey
you had my heart and soul the very first day
i saw you before you saw me
and i knew that you were the one i had to meet
your voice, your smile, those eyes
every word you’d ever say i'd memorize each day
your flaws consumed me
your lies confused me
how could something so real be so fake
when all i wanted was for my heart to never break
which was another one of your empty promises
i love you means nothing if theres no one to help you recover
doctor doctor can you save me from this hell
from this 2 year itch i can't seem to scratch
from the bottom of the pit i buried myself in
stitch by stitch and the pain is just as fresh
fresh as the flesh that gets older as the day grows younger
as if it happened yesterday
i can’t forget
you seep through my veins
like water through wood work
you make me a super hero
you make me a negative zero
who am i
who is this girl
she once knew herself
but **** you make me out of this world
you get me going
you got me crying
you got me smiling
then why does this feel like dying
what would you say to me
probably wouldn’t care
would it be the most bittersweet truth
my baby gone free would it be the sweetest lie you'd ever say
whatever it was that stole you away from loving all of me

Every day I got a new set of problems
Can't figure out just how to solve em
Each day I find new ways to dodge em
But they keep coming back
Full circle revolver
What's a dollar to a billionaire
Spend all there money on diamonds without a care
Yet none of them seem to be happy
Rolling in cash yet smiling so sadly
Here I am waiting from cent to cent
Trying to afford food gas and rent
But at the end of the day
I can rest easy
Satisfied
Indefinitely ok
Is it the same for you mr. Billionaire?
With your fancy car ladies parties
In the designer clothes you wear
But what I see
All around me
Is beauty in simplicity
Beauty in the struggle
The empty pocket pit
Living off that next pack of Ramon noodles
Pressing on
Never settling
Knowing that your day will come
Because happiness isn't about the things you acquire
It's about the love you spread
The good you transpire
the universe returns to you
Threefold to fulfill selfless desires
Sometimes in wealth
Sometimes in power
You lose yourself
Forget To stop and smell the flowers
But I'll hold my head high
Through the hard times
Wait for the good
Gaze at the stars
And feed my head
With all that's left
The beauty in everything

Why does seeing your name drive me so crazy
Every time you even like my page
I think there's some weird underlying meaning
That you might deep down in that beautiful ****** up heart of yours
There might be some bizarre love left for me
you probably would just want ***
I thought I meant more to you than that
Just a wet hole for you to stick
That part of yours I once believed was sculpted by the hands of the gods themselves
Call me crazy now
But **** those fire works would explode when we kissed
The first time we what I thought was making love
I saw shooting stars exploding
Like a universal connection
You said you felt the same way
you called me the beautiful artistic lady from space
I can literally recall every single, talk, movie we watched, places we went, drugs we did, beer we drank, concerts, even ******* dates, we had together!
Do you know how ******* sick I think this is too?
It lasted five months
And then I found out about all the other girls you made feel the same way
One of them even came up to me at a bar
Knew my name and everything
You said she was just trying to ruin our "relationship"
Nice word usage there
But later you told me it was really a choice between me and her
But she was the one who inspired you
Ha
You even had the ******* nerve to say that I wasn't the only girl that you made cry
And that courtesy call was at three in the morning three weeks after I hadn't talked to you
And found out you have a new girl friend on the one and only wonderful social network called facebook
And that wonderful news was two days after you
Said you loved me
Told me we were more than friends but didn't want a girlfriend
Used me up
not even a kiss on the cheek
just a hug goodbye
And then that was it
I saw you one last time after all this
On my 22nd birthday at a concert
I tried so hard to be overly nice like I always was
And act like it didn't bother me
I mean as much as you can when you drunk on your birthday at a concert
Then you moved to California
That was seven months ago
Almost a year
Two months longer than I was even seeing you for
And then you call me out of the blue
Your in town it's the last day until you leave
Do I want to hang out
I want to be your friend
I miss you
Stay in touch
I want to know about your band
Will I please come hang out you'd really like to catch up
...and now I can't stop thinking about you
And ranting about you apparently
And I'm in love with someone else
And I'm friends with you and your girlfriend
So I can see the love you share
As I'm sure you see mine
But yet still every time I see your name
And think about what you did to me
I die a little inside
I could still cry
I just don't understand why the **** did you just not be honest with me
I would have understood
But I instead act overly nice like always to you and now to your girlfriend too
So you won't ever really know, or maybe you do.
And this poem is for both of you
Because you'll never see it.

Words are just words
Unless there's feelings behind them
I can't stop loving you
But you hate me
Which feeling is behind these?

Words so sweetly heard
And so delicately placed
Words filled with love
Words twisted with fate

A word so deep and kind
With broken hearts dragged behind
A love so strong and true
Completely lost in you

Forgetting of the past
To build something to last
Forgetting of a we
That was never meant to be
Never for you
Never even for me

But the memories run dry
Like the tears in my eyes
Words to heal the past
Words meant to last
Words to soothe your soul
Fill all the space of the time to unfold

A strength growing a new
All because of you
This fire burning away the pain
Saving the sanction of my brain

Love so true in you
Knowing the sweetest words
Will always be the opposite
Of your old lies untrue
That you spoke to me
When all I did was love the heart in you

But at last we have found our closure
Full exposure of what we held so much closer
A memory of you
Will always ignite me
And imploding explosion of light to grow
To heal what's buried so deep inside my skull.

I still feel you.  Although the times have changed. I still want you. Even though we've both gone our separate ways. One foot in front of the other. Walking slow. When I want to run for cover. Your arms were shelter in the eyes of the storm. Your heart was home. Your eyes always warm. I'm shaking in my bones. This skin it feels so thick. When all you did was leave and change behind my back. Can't lose this feeling when it's a fire inside my soul. Trying to put together the pieces. Trying to mend these fresh opened holes. You came and left so quickly without a second glance. Left for California
                                                     without a second chance.

There was a troll
That lived in a hole
Underneath a bridge
He had long hair
And didn't care
All he did was dig
There were pots of gold
In his knoll
One day along his way
He came across
A field of grass
Where leprechauns went to play
There were ten little men
Dancing around there little feet tapping the ground
He didn't eat one
He didn't eat two
He stole all their gold
Then ate the whole crew
And that is the toll they had to pay
For getting in a scary trolls way