I want to pour hydrogen peroxide through my veins
so maybe then it will flush you out.

it's not my fault I had to lie
because no one ever wanted the truth
(even though they told me it would set me free,
it had to stay locked inside, so only I could see.)

We will both take that
commitment
of the
picture engraved into
our skin.

A pain that we caused to
each other,
on our own terms.

A way that you
can't forget me,
and I can never forget you.

When I'm old and gray,
I will be reminded of the
days where I was 16,
vulnerable and
stupid.
But a mistake
that I will never regret.

You will be on me
for the rest of my life.
Forever.
And ever.

You will stain my skin
with that memory
that I will never be able to forget.

A pain that will remind me of
you for the rest of my life.

And this is the only
way you actually
wanted to hurt me.

He left his heart in my chest,
and that is the only thing I have left.

3 years later,
and im still
doing the
same **** i did
back then.

i did it once

so why not again