Everytime you kiss me
I go weak at the knees
My insides scream with joy and say more please...

I'm lying in bed next to my lover
And yet I feel a sense of loneliness within me
What feeling could be more worse than this?

I love you not because I find some deep connect with you(Which I do)
I love you not because you make me happy(Which you do)
I love you not because you're my friend or confidante(You're both)
I love you for a very specific reason...
...when I'm with you.. I feel 'SAFE'
And as far as I recall I've never felt that feeling ever before in my life

The other night I forgot to wish the stars before going to bed
It seems they're upset with me
Since they haven't shown up tonight
I'm looking and searching all across the sky
But all I see is the lonely moon
And all I feel is my lonely heart

Whatever tomorrow has in store for me
I shall wait for it with a sense of hope
Whatever be the scenario...good or bad...
..I'll deal with it accordingly

It's a new day.. a new show
Once again my dear self.. here we go
Another day of concealing pain behind a smile
It's only been a few hours since I last did that...yet it feels like quite a while
Another day of staring at the vast sky
And wondering why did my close ones leave and give up on me.. Why???
Another day of loneliness and depression
Happiness in constant suppression
Another day of suicidal thoughts
My mind and my soul ******* in knots
Another day of trying to find a reason to live
I never was heard or understood..i had so much love to give
Will I ever find love... probably no
Alone I was...Alone I am...Alone i shall go
Life and I.. We took a chance
We held hands and tried to dance
But it just didn't work out
Death is the one I'm not complete without
And so now I very well know...
Alone I was.. Alone I am.. and Alone I shall go...

No one can and no one will ever know you like you do...you're acquainted with every single trait and facet of your personality...you know you're vulnerabilities and strengths..you know what works for you and what doesn't...so trust your instincts, work accordingly  and believe in yourself...sure listen to what meaningful people around you have to say...take the helpful and positive aspects from there and apply it to your own strategy and method of proceeding...this might not always give you immediate success but at least it will create a roadmap for it.

I love your eyes
'Coz when I look into them...
...I forget all about my problems and worries
And I see the most beautiful of images
I feel this incredible rush of inspiration coursing through my veins
I feel this incredible strength...
....and this amazing sense of happiness
Your eyes truly are quite something
I don't know what it is in particular
But I just feel at peace when I look at them
They're like an oasis in the desert
I always feel glad when I look at them

You can never truly love yourself unless you wholly accept yourself.