A rejection is never pleasant...honestly it hurts.You work hard for something and then get told 'no'..it stings...but it's way better than a fake promise...and anyways a rejection doesn't mean the end of the world..use that rejection as source of motivation which spurs you on to try even harder...sooner or later you will succeed...you just need to believe in yourself and keep trying.

You are the most beautiful dream i've ever had
You are the most incredible person i've ever met
It's been months since we've seen each other
But the taste of your lips still lingers in my tongue
You have pretty much made your own place,both in my mind and heart
I was an empty vase of sorrow
And then you came and filled it with the most beautiful flowers of happiness and joy
I've tried so hard to decode you
But have failed each time
You on the other hand read me like an open book
Do i really give away that much?
Truth is you've given me the best years of my life
I'm just a shy and humble creature deeply indebted to you
Thank you for always being there for me
Thank you for putting up with my insanity
Thank you for always being the way you've been
Thank you for believing in me
Thank you for giving me hope
Thank you for giving me a new lease of life
Thank you for everything

No experience in life goes to waste..Be it a good one or a bad one...You always learn something.

I rise
I fall
I defeat my problems and stand tall
I shed tears
I face my fears
Every once a while
I try to smile
I explore
I travel
But the truth about life...
I can barely unravel
I reflect
I ponder
And at times i wonder
What if the world was different?
What if i were different?
Who am i?
What is my identity in a crowd of over seven billion?
What have done in my life?
I someone just like you
I am a no one who wants to be someone
I am a somebody who wants to be with somebody
I am lips waiting to taste someone's lips
I am body waiting to feel another body
I am skin waiting to feel another skin
I am a soul waiting to merge into another soul
I am eyes waiting to get lost in someone else's eyes
I am a heart waiting to meet another heart
I am a dream waiting to meet another dream
I am hope waiting to meet another hope
I am fear waiting to encounter another fear
I am a monster waiting to meet another monster
I am life waiting to meet another life
I am no one....
And yet i'm someone

The mirror can never tell you your true beauty my love
Look into my eyes and you will see how stunningly beautiful you are

I'm drowning in your love
Please let me
Don't hand me any straws to clutch on to
I'm just getting started
I wanna sink to the bottom

I sometimes feel we are like darkness     and light
We are incomplete without each other
And yet we can't co-exist
We sometimes cross paths
We sometimes interact
We sometimes merge
We sometimes blend in one another's world
But truth be told...
...we are worlds apart
And yet we are each other's weakness
Your presence motivates my existence and vice-versa
We quarrel over trivial matters
We can't ever agree on anything
Our story is like a messed-up movie
Even hope is apprehensive of redeeming our story
And yet somehow amongst all the chaos we've made it this far...
...this fills me with hope
And so a part of me still believes that we can make it work
We might not make a good team
The important thing is we're still a team...
...and in the end that is what counts
I don't know whether we're right for each other
All i know is that i'm crazy about you
You rule over my thoughts
I breathe you every single second of my life
You give a proper definition to my life
Don't think about the future
Just walk with me
Here's to us.....

The feeling in your gut is important;sometimes more important than all the **** in your head.-The Americans

*** without love is as hollow and ridiculous as love without ***- Hunter S. Thompson

If i try and fail,i'll accept it
But if i don't try and fail..i'll regret it

Sometimes when a relationship outgrows itself...its better to let go of it.  The first few days will hurt a lot but in time you realize that it was for the best. There are a lot of actions you will take in life that might not be pleasant but you still need to take them 'coz its the right thing to do.

I'll die for you
                Or i'll die with you
     Either way you will be my priority

It's only words and words are all i have to take your heart away-Boyszone

Your love is like poison
But sometimes poison is the best medicine

Best friends are the siblings GOD forgot to give us.

Of late i think there's something wrong with my heart..
...i'm starting to wonder if it's functioning properly
..'Coz the emotions i'm supposed to perceive, feel and convey seem to get lost in translation
I think perhaps the fact that it's remained idle for such a long time seems to have impaired it in some manner
I've got to stop listening to my **** brain all the time
And start paying some much deserved attention to my heart
F*...how could i've been so selfish???

What is life?
A little bit of pain
A little bit of gain
A little bit of sadness
A little of happiness
A little bit of sanity
A little of insanity
A little jubilation
A little humiliation
A few forgettable moments
A few memorable moments
A few regrets
A few moments of sheer satisfaction
A little bit of love
A little bit of hatred
A few dreams
A few screams
A few achievements
A few disappointments
A book with no ending in sight
A difficult path with a little bit of light
An experience which teaches you everyday
A topic which you will not understand even till your dying day

Life is much more than you can ever feel,imagine,think or experience
It is the deepest ocean
And no matter how deep you dive
You will never reach the bottom

Never live your life trying to please everyone...you will never succeed and you will never be happy.

You watch me crash
You watch me burn
Don't smile so much
Someday it'll be your turn

You laugh at my grief
You mock me misery
Don't be too happy
Someday you'll face a similar tragedy

A storm is coming
It will blow you away
Right now i might be bruised and broken
But i ain't going anywhere...
...i'm here to stay

Sometimes we would do anything to protect the ones we love...even if it means disagreeing with them or being a bit harsh with them.

Dear lover,
                   This is my first letter to you in quite a while
You came into my life
And filled my empty canvas with an array of beautiful colours
Now my soul doesn't sport a solitary colour
It is an assortment of hues
You've pretty much resurrected my life
You've given me a reason to live
I smile more often now
The skyline of my life is witness to a rainbow more often
But it's been a while since we've seen each other
I've been out of the city for work
I miss you so much
How've you been?
Not a moment goes by when you don't occupy my mind
In the summers you're the cool shade i long for
During winter you're my cozy comfort
You mean everything to me
The days here without you are so hard to pass by
I hope we can make it through till the end of time
I love you and cherish every moment spent with you
I'll be back soon

                                            Take care
                                            Yours only

The other day you asked me about us
Let me tell you...
You need a broad shoulder and a passionate person...that's me
I need a strong mind and a warm heart...that's you
You complete me
I complement you
I'm your favourite painter
You're the inspiration for my painting
I'm your favourite writer
You're the inspiration for my thoughts
I'm the sugar in your tea
You're the icing on my cake
I'm your daily sun
You're the moon in my night sky
I'm your favourite bed
You're my favourite pillow
I'm your favourite underwear
You're my favourite shirt
And finally let me tell you that any man could drown in your beautiful eyes and get lost in your magnificent hair
I feel so very lucky to have you in my life
With you around i can even see the funny side of adversity
Thank you for staying with me
And bearing with me!

'You know you can do anything.'
'I know and that is what i'm most afraid of.'-The Americans

A kingdom of sadness
Leading to madness
A broken heart
Destined to fail from the start
I try and fight
But fail to see any light
There seems to be only darkness and despair
My life is broken..sometimes I think it's beyond repair
Someone told me to not lose hope
He told me life wouldn't leave me hanging and would surely offer me a rope
But I realized later that person was me who was giving myself false motivation
When it was quite clear that I was too far gone on the path to self-destruction
The war against my demons has worn itself out
I'm freefalling into an abyss of darkness without a doubt
Can I be rescued?
Will I be ressurected?
Perhaps revived?
May be loved?
I don't know
So for the remainder of my life..I guess I'll pretend to smile and put on a false show
And truth be told I've been doing this for many years
Putting on a mask...When in reality I've been basically forming a strong and deep bond with my tears
Dear loneliness... Can't you see???
You and I...we were meant to be

If living life is an art
Then finding someone who loves you for what you are is like creating the ultimate masterpiece

It's not what you leave for your children but what you leave in your children that truly counts.

I believe the Lord always hears our prayers even if sometimes the answer is 'no'.-Deep Impact

The only time your mind should be idle is when you sleep.

Money can't buy you happiness but the bitter truth is...it can buy you things happiness can't.

I don't hate home
I just want to know what it feels like to be a million miles away from home

It's been quite an effort on my part to forgive you and accept you back in my life...please don't make me put in that effort again...'coz honestly this time around i won't be able to do it.

They say that when life gives you that one opportunity you've been waiting for,you gotta grab it with both hands..'coz sometimes it's now or never...to be honest it's the 'never' part that scares me.

The only way you can overcome your fears is by facing them...there's simply no other alternate remedy for it.

I don't just love you
I live you
I breathe you
I feel you
I experience you
....every single second of my life
Your love just doesn't leave me
....not even for a moment
It is what has kept the monster inside of me dormant
It is what helps me sleep
Ever since it's been there...i am always happy...i never weep
Through every up
And every down
You taught to smile
And never put on a frown

What would i be without you?
Nothing
Where would i be without you?
Nowhere

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me
You complete me from every aspect of my life
And a lifetime isn't enough to express my deep gratitude to you
THANK YOU for always being with me

"Love isn't a distraction.Life as we know is complicated....love just adds another dimension to it.I'm not getting into the debate of whether love is a blessing or a burden.Love is exciting,challenging,demanding,furious and intoxicating...some accept it with open arms...some have reservations about it.....some take time to embrace it...some hope to reach that elusive zone of bliss and calm thru this medium...while some are destroyed by it...whatever it is...one thing's for sure....when you are going thru this process of love you learn so much..you experience something you never thought you would ever experience....you display emotions and feelings you never even thought you were capable of having in the first place.At times it works like a rejuvenating tonic for your soul which has taken far too much battering.It's such a beautiful conundrum that you wish you were fortunate enough to be given an opportunity to experience it.I mean....at the end of the day..a morning of togetherness is far better than a night of loneliness."

You dumped me after 5 years of togetherness
Didn't even bother to give a reason
I was crying
My heart was bleeding
But the more i was crying and bleeding...
...in some ways i was also actually healing
'Coz i realized that a **** had just vacated my life!
And this fact to me was pretty comforting

If i had one wish which i would love and dearly want it to be fulfilled is that my mom should outlive me.

To the world you may be one person;but to one person you may be the world!

If you truly love someone you will set     that person free.-Sting

During my childhood whenever my favourite toy broke i would weep inconsolably...tears just wouldn't stop streaming down my face...Then i grew up...got a real taste of life.I saw the many facets of life,learnt many lessons and now my condition is such that even after suffering a heartbreak i hardly feel anything....is it absurd??...abnormal??...often i ask myself these questions??...why don't i feel the basic human emotions anymore??....emotions like lust,greed,anger,love or sympathy.Has my heart suffered so much that it's gone completely numb??Have i grown up too much or may be the truth is i never ever grew up...i guess i'll never quite figure it out.

Sometimes i feel like i can't keep pretending to be human anymore.The mask is slipping and i seem to be running out of ideas.What are my strengths?what are my weaknesses?Why does everyone misunderstand me?What is the one thing i'm good at??....so many unanswered questions....it's F** frustrating...Tick!Tock!.....the clock is ticking....time is running out...Last man standing wins...it's either me or the devil imprisoned within me....it's a fight till death.No one's a winner here...the victor shall be referred to as the Heartless Slayer.

I'm losing my edge
Losing my sanity
Lost and confused
Seem to be drowning in a sea of self-doubts
Nothing seems to make sense no more
My conscience it seems has become corrupted
Every human relation that i've ever been a part of is cracking wide open
My head feels like it will explode any moment now
Every day i'm fighting this constant inner battle
And gradually the battle is reaching its peak
Darkness is consuming me
And i don't really have much of a defence
I'm exposed now
Transparent as water
They said time is the best healer
As of now time doesn't seem to be playing that part
F*... everything's going haywire
For the first time in my life i feel like a virtually hopeless person
And yet a tiny voice inside me head keeps telling me all the time....
....Don't lose hope
....Keep going...it's never over till it's over

If you'd asked me for my life i'd have given it to you
But you asked me to give up my dream
How could i give up the only thing which kept me alive for so long...

Either you love me
Or you don't
Don't play games with me
Or else..
...i'll f** tear you apart

I fell for you
I lost myself for you
I crashed for you
I burnt for you
I self-destructed for you
I cried for you
I changed for you
And not even once did you notice!

It's never too late for anything in life.Life keeps giving you these little opportunities every now and then...you just need to be aware.

Be it a relationship or health or work or academics...you have to keep working at it constantly...you can never be complacent.