You know sometimes you get those heartaches where you are extremely sad and devastated and yet the tears just don't arrive....its like you're absolutely blank and confused...what's worse is that you don't even have anyone to share your feelings and emotions with...and the fact that you don't have anyone to share your mental state with actually hurts more than the actual cause for the heartbreak.No matter how mentally strong or how practical a person you might be...it s tough to deal with sadness all on your own...you need a shoulder to lean on...someone you can hug....someone who can act as a pain reliever of some sort.I sometimes look at families who project that sense of togetherness and completeness and wonder.....is it for real??....can a group of individuals living together be so connected and happy??....i sometimes envy them and wish...if only.

At times we try to hide our feelings and emotions but forget that more often than not...the eyes say it all.

Keeping a grudge is easy... it's the forgiveness part that's difficult. I have tried and failed countless times... but i'm determined to succeed..i don't wish to keep no more grudges.. coz all a grudge a does is that it keeps feeding on your soul like an agitated ant.

Why do we fall?
So that we can learn to pick ourselves up.-Batman begins

In order to experience joy and fully understand it's value
You must taste sorrow
Remember if it's sorrow today
It will be joy tomorrow

In order to understand the true meaning of success
You must fail
Remember if you're struggling to swim today
Someday on a magnificent ship...
...you will proudly sail

The dreams that i've weaved in my eyes...
...don't just belong to me
Half of those belong to you

My heart doesn't just belong to me
Half of it belongs to you

My mind doesn't just belong to me
Half of it belongs to you

My bed doesn't just belong to me
Half of it belongs to you

My body is nothing without your touch
My soul is empty without your love
My existence without you is meaningless

So let us dream together
Let us feel together
Let us see the world together
'Coz you and me...
...we are incomplete without each other

I'm but a sailor in the sea of your love
And i'm helplessly and completely drowning in it
I must confess though..
...i haven't seen anything so serene and beautiful ever before
I have never ever felt so much at peace
My heart feels different
It's singing a different tune
My mind feels intoxicated with these flavours i have never tasted before
My soul feels enlightened
My stomach is experiencing a strange tingling sensation
I can feel this rush of incredible energy surging through my veins
For the first time i have truly felt alive
Each and every quality of yours blows me away
Your touch fuels my soul with this uncontrollable burning desire
Your words fill my heart with joy
Your kiss engulfs me with extreme lust and passion
There's so much more of you that is worth exploring
So many facets of you worth knowing
And i intend to do that
But i will take it slow
No need to rush
We've only just begun
For me time will never be a constraint
I'll love you beyond the depths of time
...beyond the barriers of life
...beyond the limitations of existence
...beyond the boundaries of society
I'll love you till infinity and beyond
I'll keep loving you even after i've gone

Silence never yet betrayed any one!-Antoine de Revarol

I wanted to share with you all of my secrets
Instead you became one of them

Try and live a life where people say the following word to you abundantly-'Thank you'
And where you use the following word very sparingly-'Sorry'

Moral of the quote-Help as much as you can and hurt as little or not at all if possible

If every single person you know was happy with every single decision took, then it would be like the snake and mongoose posing together!..miracles like this don't happen in the real world and you shouldn't expect them to happen.Every single decision you take in life will first and foremost impact you.So,it's important that while taking a decision you first think of yourself...and this not you being selfish but being practical..sure there are the odd trying circumstances when you're forced to take a decision...but in general the rule has to be-me first.You don't want to take a wrong decision just for the sake of pleasing others and then end up regretting it.

Love without any limitation
Work without any expectation
But with sheer dedication
Fight with aggression
Hate with caution
Treat people with compassion
Think before making a decision
Handle your problems with precision
Be to everyone around you an inspiration
Generate positivity and motivation
Never be desperate for adulation
Just do good work and sooner or later you'll get the deserved appreciation
In your lover's eyes shine like a constellation
Make her heart feel on a daily basis that special sensation
Always be honest with her...
..Avoid falsification
Fill her life with elation
To hell with sophistication
Be simple
Be humble
Be the best you can..
...Someone worthy of being called a 'man'

Among the many positive and powerful emotions a person can have and experience...faith,hope and love stand out...and the greatest among these is love..for love not only gives us hope but also rekindles and strengthens our faith.There is no life without love...none worth living anyways.Loving one another and giving with all of our heart is something we must all strive to do.

There are some questions in life which don't have any answers....apparently for everything else there's google!

'The only thing worse than being blind is having sight but no vision'
-Helen Keller

You know it's so funny...
Even though we didn't like each other
We could hardly ever agree on anything
And as far as i remember
There wasn't a day when we didn't fight
But inspite of all this
I still loved you
I still cared for you
I still hated watching you leave
You had left many times before
But you'd always return
But when you left that day..
...you didn't just leave
You took away every single fond memory of us
You made me cry a river of hurt
You shattered my heart into innumerable pieces
And i've been trying to gather the pieces ever since

When in love be prepared to go through hell
'Coz it is through the challenging path of hell that you will have to make your way to heaven
It's not gonna be easy
It never is
You will need loads of patience..
..and an unlimited reserve of willpower
There will be times when you will have self-doubts
There will times when your faith will be shaken
The more closer you reach the more rougher the tides will get
But you gotta be strong
You gotta weather the storm
You have to fight out
You have to be prepared to put your hands into the flame
You have to give yourself a chance
And then if you finally make it you will have truly achieved something major in your life
I'm not saying that you'll come out of it totally unscathed
But even if you can make it out of hell with some minor injuries..then that too would be quite somethig
After all love is something worth taking a few blows for

Lets sit in silence for a while
And take in the beauty of it
There's something magical about the sweet sound of silence
Its haunting and yet so beautiful and humbling
Forget about the world
Its just you and me
It's a dark a night as i've ever seen
There is the occasional sound of thunder
The sound of rain falling all around
Almost seems as if the earth is quenching its long desired thirst for fulfilment
The lights are out
The darkness all around is overwhelming
Lets hold hands and just feel the moment
Neither of us will say nothing
Try and think of your toughest times and how you overcame them
Then you will learn to embrace the dark...
...it won't intimidate you no more
I'm here for you
And I will always be there
But remember...you are strong enough to fight your own battles
You can and you will triumph every battle of your life

'Even though i know i'm a dead man...i'm worried i'll miss her...the years i have spent with her have been pure magic...she has always stood by me no matter what..she's the sole reason for my happiness..and to see her in tears now doesn't feel good...and no matter how much science might have advanced..i realize that after a certain point we are all helpless in front of God's will...we have no choice but to accept it...so as i'm standing on the brink of death and preparing to exit this world...i can't help but think of how we met and eventually fell for one another...she a writer...me a scientist..the two don't usually go together..but there are always exceptions..and we we were definitely one of them...she fell for my honesty..i fell for the fantasy world she created through her words....She completed me from every aspect of my life.So my dear wife....as i lie on my death-bed i just want to tell you that i love you,admire you and respect you...always keep writing,stay strong and never give up...and whenever you miss me just look up in the night sky...i will be out there among the constellations shining my love upon you...i will always be with you..even when i'm not there.'

The greatest disaster in life is not failure...it's not learning from it.

If i had your eyes ....
The world would've seemed so different
If i had your ears
The world would've sounded so much better
If i had your feet
I would've covered every inch of the planet
If i had your voice
I would've shouted out my love for you
Truth is.......
....If i had you in my life, i wouldn't have needed the world

'Isn't that what we do in this world?....try to salvage the wreckage of our disappointments,losses and broken hearts,cherish our moments of magic and glory,forging ahead and charting a new course.'

-Megan Kearns

Never keep a heavy load on your heart
You are depressed or upset
You feel hurt
Or bothered by something
Just let it out
Share it with someone you trust
And who you believe will understand you
There's no point in keeping it suppressed within you
It will only suffocate you
Once you let it out
You will feel much lighter
And better

There are more mysteries contained in a woman than there are in the entire galaxy.If i were to consider life as an enigma(which it mostly is)..then women would certainly be the greatest part of it.I have at times tried to decipher women...but have failed each and every time.So what is it about a woman?...what makes them so different from us men?..what makes them so special?..i guess for starters they are emotionally so very complex,which makes them hard to read..they can cry at smallest of things and stay strong during the toughest of times..they are extremely expressive when it comes to the emotion of anger and happiness.They are no less than men in any field..in fact i have absolutely no qualms in admitting that they are smarter than us.They multi-task so effortlessly.I'd be lying if i said i don't admire and envy a woman's physical form..especially the hair..there's just so much more that can be done with it as compared to a man's hair..but then again,i'm no fashion expert..so what do i know?
And secondly her smile..i mean i'd **** to have a smile as charming as a woman's.
In the end i'll say this-'the world is blessed to have women.They truly are unique.'

It doesn't matter whether i live or not
You will always live in me....
In my heart
In my soul
In my mind
In every nerve in my body
In the blood that runs through my veins
You are and will always continue to be a significant and an integral part of me
And even death is not going to change that

Take me with you
Take me into your being... Your existence
Drown me in your love
Bathe me with your rage
Submerge me in your depths
Take me to that sweet spot.. Down at the very bottom of the sea bed
Where it's all dark and calm.
Where the mind is at peace
And the soul in a state of trance
All my worries and troubles going into oblivion
Take me to that place where no light reaches
Take me to those glaciers
Where the ice melts and the droplets of cold water tease the **** outta my senses
Take me to that place where the river meets the sea and they amalgamate into a different being
Take me to those dense dangerous forests
Where I can hear it all.. The sounds of life and death both at the same time
Take me to those desolate and harsh deserts..where I can experience both the warmth and coldness of Nature at its best
Take me to those graveyards.. Where I just sit among the dead and try and listen to their stories
Take me to those ruins.. Those desolate places of destruction.. Where I  keep realizing that one day I too shall crumble and perish.. So I better make the most of whatever little time I've left
Take me to those Rocky Mountains where I can greet the clouds up close
Take me to those Rocky arches.. Those magnificent pieces of architecture.. I just wanna witness their beauty one last time
Take me to the darkness outside the planet.. Where I float in zero gravity
Floating around without a care in the world... dying a most beautiful death

Sometimes I feel so out of place in this world
A world which passes quick judgements and labels everything... Its so ******* annoying.

It's good to be optimistic but it's also important to attach a certain sense of realism to it.There's no point in expecting or hoping for good things from people who you know will hurt you or disappoint you at every given opportunity.Have expectations where it is feasible to have them and chances are you won't be disappointed.

Sometimes i feel trapped in a maze of suffocating thoughts.Every now and then they keep popping up in my head and just cause total havoc.Sometimes i keep hearing these voices in my head.These voices criticize me,demean me and humiliate me...they shout out loud...'You are a coward.Your life is and will always be a failure and there's nothing you will even do about it...'coz you're too scared.' I feel like i'm drowning in a sea of self-doubts.My fears are overpowering all of my senses.My confidence is taking a beating on a daily basis.The people who mean a lot to me keep hurting me.When i need their support they seem to desert me.I'm not sure as to how much more of this my fragile soul can take.I'm losing track of my life.I'm losing my mind..insanity looms large.There have been times when i wished i was dead or never born.What am i doing with my life?..where am i going?...what do i want to do?...when will i achieve success?...will i ever find love?...who are my friends?..what is the essence of my life?...what will be my legacy?..so many unanswered questions...these questions strangle me on a daily basis.The mirror is my only companion.Its been with me through every high and low.Its never seen me smile.Its been a witness to my eternal tears.Unlike others it has never betrayed me.
What will i be?...i don't know.Where will life take me?...i don't have a clue.I just keep drifting along the current of life.Who am i?...just a nobody who wants to be somebody.You and me...we're no different.Just like you i too have my dreams and aspirations.At times it feels a bit weird that inspite of my life being so miserable i still dare to dream and aspire.Perhaps its a sign that things are bad but there is hope.
May be i should give myself a chance,give one final effort...one final push..and prove those voices in my head,wrong.Its now or never.I have this one chance...this one opportunity to dispel my misery forever and i can't let it slip.I alone am responsible for my future and it's brightness depends upon me.So i have decided to do whatever is needed to be done to make it better.I can't go to my grave with the regret that i didn't try.

I saw the world with my own eyes
It seemed like such a horrible place
I wanted to die

Then i met you
And saw the world through your eyes
And it seemed so very beautiful
I wanted to live again

Kabhi kabar khudko ek bezubaan jaanwar ki tarah mehsoos karta hoon
Dil may taqleef hoti hai par kisiko woh taqleef bayaan nahi kar pata hoon
(Urdu and Hindi)

English translation-
I sometimes feel like a speechless animal
I feel hurt in my heart but can't quite convey it to anyone

What an amazing feeling it is
When you are able to give a smile
At a time when someone expects your anger
When you are able to stay strong
At a time when someone expects you to shed tears
When you are able to fight
At a time when someone expects you to give up


I wish i could do this more often

Let's make love under the stars tonight
Look how beautifully the moon shines upon ur porcelain-like skin..so bright
Let's bury our sorrows for a while
And get lost in each other's smile
Let's make it a special night...one we can cherish
Let's make it a night that dispels very single blemish
Love me like an obsession
Like me with pure passion
Be angry with me...but think about me
I know in your dreams i am is what u see
I am but a slave to your charms
No place else i want to be...save for your arms
There is none like you...
Each and every day you make feel new
You're the only one who seduces my mind
I will follow you till the end of time...leaving everything behind

Your love is like the sun
It warms my soul
And provides me relief from the harsh cold winds in my life
And yet at times when it is at full might...
...it burns me
But it is my only source of energy
And i can't live without it

Fairytales are true not because they tell us that dragons exist...but because they tell us that dragons can be defeated.

Sport is the best form of reality tv.There are no scripts here...the joy of winning and the agony of losing is real.At the end of a match or a race or a competition you see such contrasting emotions...one one side..the winner is congratulated and flanked by one and all,while one the other side is the defeated...hanging his head in disappointment and dejection..sometimes he is all alone..while at times his family and team-mates are there trying to console him...but defeat is never the end of the road.Sport just like life is such a great leveler...one day you could be on top of the world...the best in your game and the very next day you could look like an amateur.Sport is beautiful and one of the best gifts life can give us..it teaches us so many valuable lessons like integrity,dedication,the ability to bounce back and team-work to name a few..but the most important lesson sport teaches us is that..one should never give up and keep fighting till the very end..you never know when the tide might turn in your favour.Play sport to learn...but most importantly to experience...sure you want to win and you should try your best to do that..but winning is not the only thing..there's much more to it than that...see this as an opportunity to know and discover yourself..to know people..to know places..to know life.Sport doesn't just bring people together...it brings nations together.It bridges the most widest of gaps.

You don't need beauty products to beautify yourself...just decorate your soul with love,integrity,humility and every other goodness...that's all.You don't need to do nothing more.Work on the enhancement of your soul 'coz unlike your outward beauty it doesn't have a shelf life.In the winter of your life...your outward beauty will have long betrayed you..and it is your inward beauty that will shine through.

Be careful whom you give your heart to

Unlike an object...the heart once broken

Cannot be glued back together

There 2 ways to live life-first you merely exist.People who fall in this category are chronically passive...they don't take any initiative regarding anything.Neither do they take any risks.They just sit quitely and wait for things to happen.They don't have no ambitions.They are happy with the way things are even if there arrives an opportunity to improve the scenario.
Second way is that you actually live..you take risks,push yourself to the limit,push your boundaries,think big,broaden your horizon,explore,communicate and interact both with your interior and exterior surroundings,make things happen rather than waiting and hoping for a miracle,do the things you've always wanted to do and above all take control of your life.

The choice is yours....do you want to merely exist or do you actually want to live?

Be kind to everyone...for every person you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about.

The timing has to be right between a man and a woman
Otherwise even something with potential cannot materialise

The world saw her beauty
But they never could see the pain she concealed beneath the veil of her smile
Her eyes gave absolutely nothing
And yet one look into her heart would tell you everything
It's just that no one ever bothered to know her heart

I like worrying a little because it keeps me on my toes and helps me not to take things for granted.

Living life is like driving...there are times when you need to slow down,times when you need to accelerate and times when you need to press the brakes.The road of life is a tricky one...no matter how much safety precautions you take,there will be the odd accidents along the way...but don't let these accidents deter you...recover and get back on the road and drive again.Along the way many will ask you for a lift...choose wisely.A pleasant co-passenger will make the ride fun..while a wrong one can make it a hell.

There's a difference between a house and a home.Any cemented building can be referred to as a house..but what makes it a home is the presence of love and happiness.It is the close connection among the people living in the house and a peaceful environment which make it a home...A house is just a structure with four walls;while a home is a place of sweet memories...and truly like they say-'there is no place like home.'

There was chaos and destruction all around
People running around and scampering for cover
The sound of bombs puncuated the air
This was followed by the painful sound of tears
Bodies here
Bodies there
Grief and sorrow everywhere
Families destroyed,torn and tattered
Among the debris and rubble a family somehow survived
The little boy was bleeding red
The little boy was feeling scared
He asked his mother-"mom why are missiles being fired at our home?
What wrong have we done?
What is our fault?"
His mom said-"the fault my son is of the times we live in
We live in the most power-hungry and heartless era of mankind
And they are firing missiles 'coz they don't fear Almighty
'Coz human lives don't mean nothing to them."
It's so sad and disheartening that war has become such a common thing today
I never imagined that the degredation of mankind would be so rapid
When will this insanity end?
How many more lives will be taken?
How many more childhoods will be destroyed?
How many more dreams will be shattered?
How many?
Dear GOD...please help the weak and the oppressed
Please give their families the strength and courage to go through these tough times
Please take them under your refuge
And please give them justice

Snow covered mountains
Temperatures in the negative
Not a soul in sight
Few white patches in the sky
A few birds hovering around
The moonlight adding to the beauty
A sparkle in my eye
A smile on my face
A sense of satisfaction in my soul
The constellations as my witness

This is the kind of setting i want for my death
I don't want no one to miss me
Just remember me for the right reasons...
...that is all i ask