The first step towards learning from your mistakes is admitting them.

A right is not something someone gives you..it is something which no one can take away from you...it's very sad and extremely unfortunate that the world in which we live in..many of the basic and fundamental rights exist merely in the constitution.

Boy when you lose your health..you really do lose your mind!!!
It's true what they say..'health is truly wealth.'

Virtually all of us judge people.We judge people on the basis of their appearance,nationality,sexuality,financial status,religion,the lives they lead behind closed doors...but just think about it..when we don't want ourselves to be judged..why do we judge others?...in the eyes of God,we are all equal.We all bleed red,we all suffer in some way or the other,we all cry,we all have moments when we feel weak and helpless,we all have moments of bliss...we all are different in many ways but also similar in so many ways...Judge not lest ye judged.

You left me heartbroken
I was shattered
I felt miserable
It felt like my entire world had collapsed
But you also left me stronger and wiser
It wasn't easy to move on
I had loved you
I had trusted you
But those never meant anything to you
And so i told myself that i wasn't going to waste my tears over someone who wasn't worth it
I deserve better

Sleep has deserted me tonight
Post midnight
It's just me,the empty streets,the constellations and the moonlight
The quiteness all around is haunting
Save for the odd eerie cries of the night owl
A nice cool breeze is blowing across
The sound of the treeleaves fluttering is so *******
I'm out on the rooftop
I'm trying to write
But thoughts refuse to come to my aid tonight
I'm blowing smoke puffs into the air
Trying to give the impression that 'bout nothing do i care
I'm feeling bored
So i start chatting with my dreams
We often interact with each other..
..share stories and give each other advice
Then fear comes along and joins the conversation
He asks me about my greatest fear?
And i reply that my greatest fear is that one day i will have no fear left to deal with
And that day i'll be finished
'Coz without the most powerful impulse of the human spirit...
...how will i push myself?
So there i am staring at a blank page
Feeling frustrated
Scratching and banging my head
What the **** is wrong with me?
Why can't i write?
Where have the words disappeared?
It's like my brain's gone in a state of hibernation
I just can't get no inspiration
I listen to some music
Even that doesn't help
So i take some pills and decide to sleep it off
And when i wake up and the first rays of the sun hits my face
I see the most amazing sunrise
And like a kid's first run
It all comes back to me
The thoughts are born
Ideas arrive
The imagination starts to run wild
Words get created
I'm punching the keys of my laptop
And all's well in my mind again

How can you truly love me, when you don't even respect me?
....they both go hand in hand...don't they?

Make a playlist of your favourite songs.Sit in the backseat of your car.Let someone else take the wheel.Just go for a long drive.Now as the car drives along the road at full throttle,start playing the songs and close your eyes.....as the air outside cuts through and hits your face with utter disdain and sheer ferocity...the combined effect of the music and the air outside will take you to a new world of ecstasy.The feeling will be *******.You will never want the ride to end.Now think of that one memory of your life which stands out...the one memory which you want to go back to all the time.Keep playing this in your head over and over again.Imagine yourself all alone..floating amongst clouds of euphoria.You are now connected with your inner self.Every single nerve in your body feels alive.The process is complete.When the ride ends you will feel as if you've found something rare,something undescribable...something close to pure bliss.

My personal recommendation of artistes for the playlist:-
1)Coldplay
2)U2
3)Hoobastank
4)Dj Sammy
5)Armin van Buuren

If you put a low price tag upon yourself
How do you expect others to value you?

You are like the air
You are never visible
But your presence is vital for my survival
Sure there are days when you can be a bit harsh and challenging
At times you push me to the limits
But on most days you're just such a soul refresher
On those hot and humid days you're like a source of positivity
Honestly...I don't know what i'd without you

I've always loved the dark
There's something special about it
It's always been my friend
My confidante
I share all my secrets with it
I can be myself in the dark
...Uninhibited
...Unabashed
I truly live in the dark
I truly breathe in the dark
I cry in the dark
I imagine in the dark
Whenever i'm out in the light
I feel as if i'm constantly being judged
But in the dark i feel safe
For the dark never judges me
It accepts me for who i am
...Torn
...Tattered
...Broken
...Fragile soul
My soul is tormented on a daily basis
But the dark helps me survive
It gives me moments of peace
It gives my bruised soul some relief
It gives me temporary refuge from this world
...A world which constantly judges me
...A world which constantly misunderstands me
...A world in which i sometimes feel i don't belong to

Always keep in my mind that every decision you make in life and every action of yours based on that decision doesn't affect you alone...it impacts every single person associated with you.

Without commitment and efforts your dreams will remain as dreams.

Earlier your thoughts nourished me
So i had them on a regular basis
Of late though they asphyxiate me
So i've stopped
And i'm wondering why?
What's changed?
Am i getting cold vibes?
Am i sensing hatred? ...mistrust?
I still can't quite fathom as to how things've changed
What's happened to us?

You are darkness
You are light
You are a menace
You are a delight
You mock me
You shock me
You motivate me
You captivate me
Fantasy's child
Lust personified
Deadly nightmare
Beautiful meteorite
Poisonous kryptonite
You are the sun that keeps me warm
You are the cold wind that freezes my spirit
You make me smile
You make me cry
You are courage
You are fear
You are destruction
You are ressurection
You are life
You are death
You are the beginning
You are the end
What are you?
A dream
A nightmare
An illusion
A reality
A mirage
A conundrum
Are you the answer to my tired and lonely soul?
Are you the one who will complete me?
It's hard to live with you
And even harder to live without you

If i am a song
Then you are the lyrics
If i am a flower
Then you are the petals
If am the sun
Then you are its source
If i am the world
The you are the universe
If i am the night
Then you are the most beautiful moonlight
If i am the world
Then you are my universe
If am a rockstar
Then you are my guitar
If i am life
Then you are my breath
If i am music
Then you are the sweetest symphony
If i am a writer
Then you are my inspiration
If i am a painter
The you are my masterpiece
If i am humane
Then it is only 'coz of you
If i live
Then it is only for you
I am a part of you
I'm embedded deep in your skin
I'm imprisoned in your heart
I'm stuck to your mind like a constant thought
You can feel me in every aspect of your life
And so can i
You and me...we're inseparable

It is sometimes during your darkest moments that you discover your inner strength...a strength which you never knew existed in you...a sense of courage which was hidden deep inside of you...and it is this courage and strength which helps you make it through those trying times.Each and everyone of us have within ourselves this amazing fighting spirit...we just need to find it and unleash it at the right time.Never underestimate yourself...you can be strong if you want to.

I never thought we'd ever be together
And here we are living millenniums
Sharing dreams,hopes and fears
Painting our love on the canvas of the sky
Making the sun jealous with the bright light of our love
Making the moon envious of our serenity
Making the rainbow blush
Dancing with the constellations
Drinking tea in the cups of our love
Writing poetries on the November tree leaves
Exploring anatomy under the sheets
Being who we are
What we are....
Fearless,uninhibited,stupid freaks
Who don't care 'bout nothing
'Coz all we need is one another

A cool breeze on a hot day
Sunshine on those chilly mornings
White patches of clouds across an azure sky
Falling rain on a barren land
A dying man's love song
A kid's first step
New leaves on a tree
The fragrance of blooming flowers
An astrounaut's first space experience
Jupiter's magnificent ring
A kitten's first cry
A snow-covered mountain cap
An assemblage of stars across the night sky
A bird's first flight
Missing pieces of a complex puzzle
These are a few of things you remind me of...
You are the source which powers my constellation of thoughts
Always keep inspiring me
Always be my guiding force
Its hard to imagine life without you

If you don't respect others, expect them to return the favour.Respect is earned by the way you treat other people.Your behaviour,attitude,actions and speech are the criterias on which respect depends.So be aware of all this factors when you're presenting yourself to the world.If you think carefully,via the above mentioned factors you are basically advertising yourself to the world.Respect is also deeply connected with love.If you do not respect a person,you cannot claim to truly love him or her.Respect is the basic step of any relationship...without it there can't exist one.

Happiness and sadness...both are equally powerful sources of inspiration for writing
Some are good with happiness
While some are champions at sadness
Of course there are those who are good with both...
...but they are a bit rare
I haven't seen or met a lot of them
But whenever i do meet someone like them, i must say...i kinda' envy them
But not in a bad way
They actually inspire me

Tonight there's no pen or paper
It's your body and my tongue
I wish to use your body as a canvas
And paint an exquisite picture with words
Let's see what i can come up with...
...(my mouth is really watering for you)

When there is a storm and you stand in front of a tree,if you look at it's branches..you swear it will fall but if you watch the trunk...you will see it's stability.
-The Revenant

Be it big or small
Peaceful or chaotic
Simple or lavish
There is simply no place like home
There is no substitute for it
The feeling that you get when after a long time you enter your home and smell that familiar smell..ah..so good!
And the feeling you get when hit the bed...sheer sense of relief and joy

The first step towards learning from your mistake
Is accepting that you've made a mistake
Be bold enough to admit your mistakes
And smart enough to learn from them

I wish to **** myself
'Coz i loved you
And you did too
But neither was brave enough to say it
We both kept waiting for the other one to make the move
And ultimately life just pushed us apart in different directions
It was such a cowardly relationship
If only i had said those words.....
You are married now
You have 2 kids
When i see you now...honestly it's hard to look at you
My heart just pains
Every inch of my existence just bites me
My soul weeps
And no amount of consolation can comfort it
So i wish to die
Probably death will help relieve the pain
'Coz life is not making matters any easy

The true use of power is to know when not to use it.

Over the past few days there's this rage that has been boiling inside of me….a rage against all my doubters,a rage against all the haters,a rage that seems to consume the major portion of my mind.There is nothing wrong  in letting off a little steam every now and then…I feel its important to do this…makes you feel lighter.Relationships are complicated and humans in general are a complex species.It’s hard to understand or predict them...with other animals you get a fairly certain idea of what they might do in particular situation.With humans you just never know what’s coming.

Our very existence is defined by the things we say and more importantly the things we do.Actions don’t just speak louder than words…they create an impact so powerful that can be felt for generations to come.A life might perish but the memory(whether good or bad) of that person lives on forever.So it ‘s important to try and make an effort to make a difference in someone’s life,to try and do some good work before your time is up and whenever life does give you that rare second chance do make it full use of it coz’ those are like lottery tickets…you never know when you’ll get lucky.

A wee bit of insanity is important to survive this chaotic and messed-up world.There's a thin line between being too nice or meek and trying to be aggressive...it's kinda' hard to balance the two out.You be too nice and people will trample over you...you get too aggressive and you will labelled as a monster.Truth is there is a monster in each and everyone of us.In some it's very dormant while some have awakened it unintentionally.The trick here is that you need to be in control of the monster and not the other way around."

The year is drawing to a close
And December is getting ready to bid goodbye
It's new year's eve
The streets are all dressed up in the most vibrant of colours
They look like newly wed brides
There's a festive spirit in the air
The roads are all filled with people
Some singing
Some dancing
Some soaking in the awesome ambience
All are waiting with eager anticipation and open arms to welcome the new year
Some will party long into the night..
...revelling in the fun atmosphere
...lost in the fun and frolic
...intoxicated by the flavours of the night


On the other hand there are those for whom every year is the same
Filled with sadness and despair
They are barely able to survive
All they do is try to fight it out
All they can do is hope
All they can do is dare to dream

It's so sad that the world is still so massively divided between the haves and the haves not.My heart goes out to those who live in war zones,who are barely able to feed themselves,
who don't know whether they will witness the next day,for whom each and every day is a battle for survival and who don't know what the future for their children will be.I sincerely pray and hope that they experience happiness and all their troubles go away.

Personally for me...i look towards the new year with hope...a hope that the world will become a little better place to live in.I hope a positive change happens in the world and people become more tolerant of each other.I just want to let go of all my fears and all negativity inside me.I just want to sit back and cherish and relive the good memories i've had this year.There have been some bad and horrific memories as well...and i just wanna forget them.I just want to reflect on the year gone by.There were things i did right,things i did which made me happy,things i did which i'm not proud of and things which surprised me in a nice manner.I will try and do correctly the things i did wrong.I will work even harder and try and fulfill all my dreams and achieve all my goals.I will try and improve in every aspect of my life.Above all..i will try and be a better person.

Goodbye 2015!
I will miss you
You've mostly been kind to me.
You've given me some fabolous moments
...moments i will cherish forever


I hope 2016 is even more better and brighter
I wish each and every member of the Hp family a very happy and prosperous new year
May all your dreams and wishes come true

In life it doesn't matter to me whether i'm moving at a slow pace or at a fast pace...as long as i'm moving..i'm good.

When inspiration strikes you
It is imperative that you act
Procrastination is not a good option here

You ask me whether i love you
Then you ask me as to how much i love you?
I don't need to say that i love you all the time
Every inch of your body knows it
Your soul knows it
Both are familar with me
My taste, smell, feel and touch...
.....they are all imbibed in your senses
There's no getting rid of them now
I reside in you and vice-versa
I long to taste you everyday
Your silky hair feels so good to touch
Your porcelain like skin feels incredible when it brushes against my skin
Those ocean deep eyes...they say so much without saying
The freshness and beauty of your being is something i look forward to every single day
Your words are my greatest source of inspiration
I aspire to be like you
A heart so full of warmth and always ready to give
A heart that is selfless and kind
A heart that provides hope

If i ever let pride and arrogance overpower me
Then i will run the risk of losing myself
For my humility is all i have
I deeply treasure it
And i won't give it up at any cost

I choose to cry alone
'Coz i don't want no one to see my tears
In front of people i try and pretend to be brave
'Coz i don't want no one to see my fears
But i know that on the inside i'm fragile
I can break any moment
All it needs is a little push
And gravity will do the rest
There have been many ocassions when i've been put to the test
My soul has been pushed to the edge of a cliff
It has been kicked and punched
And yet it has hung on
But i wonder how long it will be able to do so
One slip and that's it
There's no winning against gravity

Never doubt yourself when things are'nt going that great for you...but most importantly...Never ever doubt yourself even when the person closest to you doubts your ability and expresses lack of confidence in you...Have faith...you've been through tougher times..you'll also get through this.

I've tried it on many ocassions
But each and every time i tried it
It just didn't satisfy my soul
And so i have finally come to the following conclusion
...coffee is just not my cup of tea!!!
I was,am and always will be a tea person

'Half of my time goes in thinking about the should'ves and could'ves of my life' i said.
'Broaden your horizon' she said.'It's not wrong to remember the past...just don't obsess over it.No matter how bad the present might be and how bleak your future might look ...always have ur hopes up...u see the thing about time is it can change any moment.It is like the sea....ever unpredictable and ever changing.'
'But what about the pain and agony of life??...how do you endure it??'
'You don't...you just make it a part of ur existence and learn to accept it as and when it comes.

Never depend on anyone for your happiness or success
'Coz if they ever betray you or hurt you
It can get really difficult to find a way out of that mess

I once dug a hole for my ego
But fell in it myself
I tried to struggle
I tried to fight
But to no avail
I had to spend there the entire night
When morning light hit my face
I realized that all i needed to do was give my ego some space
And we could co-exist together
I just need to keep it in check
And never let it's waters reach till my neck
And ever since this realization we've lived happily ever after

Experience counts for nothing if you don't use it...don't just keep it stacked up like an old book in a bookshelf..learn from it and apply it.

I once met love and asked her.."why do you keep running away from me?"
She said..."Coz i fear that you will self-destruct if you come in contact with me."
Then i met life and asked him..."what's your deal?"
He replied..."My deal is pretty simple...i 'll push you to the edge of sanity and test the limits of your patience."

Happiness and sanity are an impossible combination-Mark Twain

In order to fight for your rights you first need to be aware of your rights..if you don't know what you're fighting for, then even before the battle begins...it's a lost cause.

Magic light
Starry night
The constellations tonight
Are shining so very bright
Blurry eyes
The more i age..
..i don't seem to get no wise
Love never met me..i mostly got despise
Broken dreams
Fearful shrieks and screams
That's what my life has been
Happy and fulfilling days..very rarely have i seen
I live in a land which is steeped in traditions
And more often than not those traditions seem to suffer from contradictions
I'm usually referred to as obese
Oh please!
Yeah i love chocolates and cheese
Yeah i ******* love to eat
So what?..i ain't no cheat
Don't judge me coz you don't know nothin' about me
You can't see things the way i see
Everybody got their own set of baggages
And i ain't no exception
Life's always been cold to me...
...so i never expected no warm reception
I have never quite been a believer in fate
When i need it the most..it always arrives late
Money never interested me...
...neither did fortune and fame
Family & friends is what matter...
...everything else is just lame
Politics *****
And politicians even more
Very few of them work
Most merely roar
Society is the biggest pretender
It preaches in the disguise of a bartender
I cherish everyday i live
I have nothing save for prayers and blessings to give
As long as my mind is racing
And the heart is pacing
I'll keep thinking
I'll keep writing
I'll keep exploring

Hello 2016
Gone is the year fifteen
I hope you have good things in store for me
A change for the better in the world i hope to see
I know you've just begun
But i'm already eager to see the first sun

Dear life...if you can't provide me with the answers or some clues...then plz don't pose such tricky questions in front of me....I mean sometimes you don't even give me sufficient time to think about the previous question and you are already shooting the next one.I have tried to please you,conquer you.ace you....but just haven't been able to crack the code....what is about you??...what do you want??..The longer these questions remain unanswered the closer i'm going towards insanity...i guess either i'll figure you out or go insane..or may be death might come to my rescue someday.

Ignoring or overlooking a reality
Doesn't make it any less real
If possible try and prepare yourself for the reality
So that it becomes a bit easy for you to accept it when you finally face it

My love you are both my source of strength and as well as weakness
You bring out the child in me
Ocassionally you also awaken the monster within me

My love you are weird in the most beautiful ways
You can make me smile even in the most trying circumstances
And you can hurt me when i least expect it

My love you are like an intoxicating drug
Too much of you is harmful
And too little of you doesn't serve my purpose

My love you are the best problem i've ever faced in my life
And i ain't got any intentions of solving you
I simply want to prolong you till death whisks me away....