I've lost all my hair
I've lost all my teeth
I've lost half of my vision
I've lost my family
I've lost my job
I've lost all my friends
Last month i lost the only companion i had-my dear cat 'Mindy'
I'm stuck in a wheelchair now
The big empty house
It's dark rooms..
..they all haunt me now
..the loneliness just eats me up
All the good memories that i had
Have now become distant dreams
My heart hurts
My soul aches
I cry buckets
And yet week after week
Month after month
Year after year
I keep surviving
I keep fighting
'Coz the only thing i haven't lost is my will to keep on living

Love looks through a telescope;envy,through microscope-Josh Billings

Instead of constantly trying to find faults and flaws in a person,learn to appreciate the good qualities they have...appreciate the efforts they make to improve themselves.Encourage them and not demotivate.No one on the planet is or will ever be perfect and both you and the concerned person are no exceptions to that rule.

For instance when someone who isn't the greatest of cooks,learns a new recipe and cooks you a meal...appreciate it.Even if it isn't that great don't just outright reject it...By doing this you are not just hurting him or her but also shattering the confidence of that person.Tell him or her as to what you found wrong with the meal and give suggestions if you can.Constructive criticism is good but destructive criticism is totally uncalled for.

Be like a firefly which glows in the dark
And not a cloud which hides the sun
Be like a rainbow after a downpour
And not a season of drought
Be like a cherry on the cake
And not the excess salt in the curry
Be like the anchor of a ship
And not the broken oar of a tattered boat
Be the best you can
And not the worst you could

Love is good
Love with great *** is even better
But love with daily ******* of the soul is by far the best

Come and get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I have no twists and turns
You get what you see
I'll take you for a ride
Don't worry..
..I'll be by your side
I'll be your friend,philisopher and guide
We'll travel and see many places
Meet and greet new faces
Getting in is very easy
You just a few sweet words
And after that the journey is nice and breezy
We'll have candy floss
And play that shooting game
Don't worry..
..i won't tell nobody your name
An entire day of fun and frolic
Will give your soul the much needed tonic
So what do you say?
Wanna come in and play?

I rise
I fall
I defeat my problems and stand tall
I shed tears
I face my fears
Every once a while
I try to smile
I explore
I travel
But the truth about life...
I can barely unravel
I reflect
I ponder
And at times i wonder
What if the world was different?
What if i were different?
Who am i?
What is my identity in a crowd of over seven billion?
What have done in my life?
I someone just like you
I am a no one who wants to be someone
I am a somebody who wants to be with somebody
I am lips waiting to taste someone's lips
I am body waiting to feel another body
I am skin waiting to feel another skin
I am a soul waiting to merge into another soul
I am eyes waiting to get lost in someone else's eyes
I am a heart waiting to meet another heart
I am a dream waiting to meet another dream
I am hope waiting to meet another hope
I am fear waiting to encounter another fear
I am a monster waiting to meet another monster
I am life waiting to meet another life
I am no one....
And yet i'm someone

Every setback you face in life also provides you with the opportunity for a comeback...so never let setbacks bring you down.

I'm standing outside the door of your heart
And don't seem to have the key to open it
Would you open it for me and let me in please?
It's pretty cold outside
And i could really use some warmth
A cup of tea would be good
And some cookies to go along with it would do
I've just come here to say that
I Really Really...like really LOVE you
So please unlock this door
'Coz i wanna see more
I promise to give you my everything..
...body,soul and mind
I'll help you get through the tough times...
...i'll help you relax and unwind
I'll be the sugar in your tea
The ship in your sea
I'll be the moon in your night sky
Baby you're the only one who makes me high
I'll be your blanket in the winters
And your bikini in the summers
I'll be your umbrella in the rain
I'll never cause you no pain
I'll be everything you want
And much more than that
So please unlock this door
'Coz i wanna see more

One of the hardest things to do in this crazy,messy and chaotic world is to be yourself...and the truth is you can't be yourself if you don't truly know yourself.

If you don't respect others, expect them to return the favour.Respect is earned by the way you treat other people.Your behaviour,attitude,actions and speech are the criterias on which respect depends.So be aware of all this factors when you're presenting yourself to the world.If you think carefully,via the above mentioned factors you are basically advertising yourself to the world.Respect is also deeply connected with love.If you do not respect a person,you cannot claim to truly love him or her.Respect is the basic step of any relationship...without it there can't exist one.

Never say-will i be able to do it?
Rather say-i can do it if i want to

If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you’ll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine-Factotum

*** without love is as hollow and ridiculous as love without ***- Hunter S. Thompson

I never thought we'd ever be together
And here we are living millenniums
Sharing dreams,hopes and fears
Painting our love on the canvas of the sky
Making the sun jealous with the bright light of our love
Making the moon envious of our serenity
Making the rainbow blush
Dancing with the constellations
Drinking tea in the cups of our love
Writing poetries on the November tree leaves
Exploring anatomy under the sheets
Being who we are
What we are....
Fearless,uninhibited,stupid freaks
Who don't care 'bout nothing
'Coz all we need is one another

Life is so weird...just when you think there's no hope and it's gonna get worse...you meet someone or something magical happens and the whole situation changes.Sometimes all it takes is one good thing to kickstart your life in a new and re-energized way.So always be optimistic...your life always has the potential to improve...you just need to focus on the right areas.

Money can't buy you happiness but the bitter truth is...it can buy you things happiness can't.

In my humble opinion the 3 most beautiful languages in the world:-
1)the language of love
2)the language of silence
3)sign language

It's hard being alone
Sleeping alone
Your pillow being your only companion...
...Your tear drenched pillow
It's hard waking up alone
Waking up each and every day to the cold and painful realization that you're all alone
It's hard watching sunsets alone
It's hard being alone on a beautiful moonlit night
It's hard walking on the beach alone
It's hard sitting on hilltops alone
It's hard being alone and having no one talk to
It's hard being alone and not having a shoulder to lean on
It's hard watching  romantic movies all alone
It's hard walking this road all alone
Isolation is bearable upto a limit
Beyond that it's sheer torture
At some point you wish you had someone in your life
That someone who will never make you feel lonely again

That funny and weird feeling you get when your birth date catches up with your age!

They say that when life gives you that one opportunity you've been waiting for,you gotta grab it with both hands..'coz sometimes it's now or never...to be honest it's the 'never' part that scares me.

As i approached her
My heart started racing
This was my first time
I was trembling and shaking
She was wearing a **** negligee
She could sense my nervousness
She smiled and giggled a bit
She took off her clothes
She had an amazing body
She unbuttoned my shirt
Then she took off my trousers and the boxers i was wearing inside
Just relax...she said.
She made me lie down
She started kissing me
She licked my *******
Then she focused her attention on my manhood
She started ******* and licking it like a hungry animal
I was going crazy
I had entered a new world of ecstasy
I felt sensations i'd never felt before
Then she began to ride me
At first slow
And then gradually she increased her pace
The intensity of her pace was increasing
I couldn't take it no more
And as she could sense that i was almost ready to ***
She started riding me with much more ferocity
Finally i could my feel my love-lava leaving me and entering deep into her world
She then rested upon me..
..kissed my forehead
And said-'not bad for a first timer!'

Having lived life uptill now(by the grace and mercy of Almighty)...i've learnt and realized some important things-
1)you are your best friend
2)you are your greatest enemy
3)you are your biggest motivator
4)you are your greatest discourager
5)there's no such thing as a free lunch in this world
6)never underestimate the capacity of other people to let you down
7)hear out what others have to say even if you don't concur with their views
8)your hardwork and patience both will be rewarded someday
9)trust only 2 people-Almighty and yourself(if you're lucky..you'll get a few more people in this department)
10)confront your enemies but avoid them when you can
11)be open to change
12)do things that make you happy
13)live like it's the last day of your life
14)love like there's no tomorrow
15)And lastly remember..you don't have to prove yourself to anyone..be confident,have self belief and just do your thing.

You might not be tall
You might not be good looking
You might not be wealthy
You might not have a six-pack
You might not know poetry
But if you have a non-saleable and compassionate soul
You have everything..
...'coz a wonderful soul is the most beautiful piece of poetry that can ever exist
Layers and layers of goodness
Piled one upon the other
There's chocolate with vanilla
Oranges and peaches too
The body withers and weakens
But the soul is evergreen
The soul speaks without even saying a word
The soul defines you
The soul represents you
The soul is your true identity
Value your soul
Protect your soul
Fill it with all the goodness you can
'Coz it is what makes you a true man

I once went to a restaurant named 'sadness'
The ambience inside was pretty gloomy
Wrinkled and tired souls were the only customers
The waitress came to my table to take my order
'Whats your speciality?'..i asked
'Grief salad with a topping of negativity,sir'...she replied
I said...'lets taste it"
She brought me my order
And as soon as i tasted it...
...i spat it out
'Yuck!..you call this food.I'm not even paying for this ****.'
It's tasteless

I left disgusted and irritated
I then came across this restaurant named happiness
I went in
The ambience was vibrant
The waitress came to my table to take my order
'Whats your speciality?'...i asked
'Joy salad with a topping of positivity,sir'..she replied
'Lets taste it'..i said
She brought me my order
And as soon as i tasted it...i was over the moon.
'This is too good to be true'..i said
She replied-'sometimes happiness does feel that way.'
I was thoroughly impressed and also tipped her
I left elated and satisfied

If i had one wish which i would love and dearly want it to be fulfilled is that my mom should outlive me.

Terror has no face
It is pure disgrace
Terror has no religion
It is pathetic
It is sick
Those who don't respect humanity
How can they even claim to be humans?
What is wrong with the world?
Every single day you read the papers
You watch the news...
There is nothing save for depressing stories
Someone gets shot 'coz of the colour of his skin
Someone gets molested
Someone gets murdered
Someone is discriminated against just 'coz of his religion
Some country gets bombed
Then that country retaliaties by counter-bombing
Virtually every single country is intent on increasing it's nuclear power....
In some countries democracy has become a joke....
...The right to freedom of speech and expression is merely present in the constitution
All of this just makes me so so very sad
I sometimes so wish that Mars becomes suitable for human inhabitance
They have found traces of water...
...haven't they?
'Coz frankly speaking i'm totally done with Earth

It's nice to be important but it's more important to be nice.

Your love is like poison
But sometimes poison is the best medicine

Darkness has its days
But light will always be equated with years
At times things will be rough
There will be tears
There will be fears
There will be doubts
There will be negativity
But someday light will shine through
And dispel the dark
Coz no matter how dark it is
A little light is sufficient to defeat it
I sincerely pray and hope that.....
A new day will come
A day which will see peace
A day which will see humanity in it's purest form
A day which will see the end of war
A day when we can be proud of our planet
A day which we all will look forward to

It's difficult to resist you
When you have sensuality draped all over skin
I know this is wrong
But looking at you..I can't stop myself from committing this sin

Your lips are like an aphrodisiac
Once i get i taste of them...i'm hungry for more
Tonight i'm gonna be your beast
Tonight i'm gonna roar

Your **** black lingerie is putting ***** thoughts in my head
Let's not waste anymore time
Let's go to bed......

You are my hero
You are my best friend
You are my sunshine
You are my moonlight
Ever since i met you i've been in a different zone
You're the only who's considered me as his own
Now that you've given me a reason to stay
Please don't ever leave me and go away
I've suffered enough
I don't wish to suffer no more
My mind's been battered
My heart's been sore
You've rescued me from the jaws of depression
And treated me with respect and compassion
In your arms i've found true bliss
Come let's seal our fate with a kiss

Reason and logic are not to be associated with love.Love rules without any rules.There isn't always a specific or proper answer as to why you love a person...neither can it always be comprehended as to why a person stops loving a person,he or she loved so dearly.We can try to guess or speculate as much as we want...love can never really be understood...it can only be felt...and truth be told-i'd rather feel love than know the meaning of it.

It's a limited time we have while we are here...so use it to love.The most important thing-if you love yourself then you are capable of not just falling in love but also sustaining it for a fairly long time.

I'm standing at the doorstep of your heart
Won't you let me in?
For many years i'd been wandering around like an aimless traveller
Please give me a chance to begin...
...something beautiful

Happiness has been alien to me
Peace has never been by my side
For the first time i feel optimistic
Please accompany me on this joyride

I can't promise you the moon or the stars
I can't promise no fancy stuff
All i can give you is an abundance of love
And truckloads of sincerity
I promise to always be by your side no matter what
My life revolves around you
It always has
It always will

You could read tons of books...study whatever subject you want..get a degree in whatever field you like...do all the research you want...BUT unless and until you've studied yourself...unless you know yourself...you'll always be an illiterate.

The lights have gone out
Darkness has descended
It's pouring outside
The shrieks of lightning can be heard every now and then
We both are drenched
Our clothes are off
We lay down on the bed
Our naked bodies viewing each other
I wrap us in sheets
I can't help staring at you
You look so seductive
We start kissing
At first slowly
And then fiercely like untamed beasts
Lips biting
Tongue in
Tongue out
I hold you tightly in my arms
And start exploring you
Your neck
Your collarbone
Your *******
Your tummy
Your back
Your jewel
Your thighs
Your feet
I don't leave an inch
Your smooth porcelain like skin
Your intoxicating smell
Is driving me nuts
My arousal is going out of control
I then start to enter you
I begin with a slow pace
And then as the decibel of your moans increase
I start to ****** your pleasure walls with greater ferocity
And when it finally ends
I love the look of satisfaction on your face
And as the moonlight shines upon our naked sweaty bodies
I say to myself-
'Moments like these are pure magic
And i want to live these moments with you every single day of my life
Who needs those **** electric lights?
The moonlight is enough to shine light upon our lives'

When you can just completely blank your mind for a few moments and just let go of every single emotion you have ever felt in your life....it truly does work wonders.It's the best therapy for the soul.It's like rebooting your system.Close your eyes...forget the world for a moment.Forget that you even exist.You've entered another dimension...you're a different entity now.You're in a state of trance now.Everything around is still.Peace and tranquility surrounds you.Now as you start to return to reality...play the best memories of your life in your head over and over again and by the time it all ends you will feel this incredible sense of unbridled joy and new found energy surging through every inch of your body.

Snow covered mountains
Temperatures in the negative
Not a soul in sight
Few white patches in the sky
A few birds hovering around
The moonlight adding to the beauty
A sparkle in my eye
A smile on my face
A sense of satisfaction in my soul
The constellations as my witness

This is the kind of setting i want for my death
I don't want no one to miss me
Just remember me for the right reasons...
...that is all i ask

As long as you've got a heart that's beating you cannot even think of giving up...it would tantamount to a crime if you did so.

Behind every smile there is a story.

The eyes tell more than you can imagine
They are in effect the window of the heart
No matter how much it tries to conceal
Ultimately everything it does reveal
Virtually every emotion can be conveyed through the eyes
Love,grief,sympathy,anger,despise
When it can't take too much..it releases tears
Or may be it's just it's way of dealing with fears

Every eye has a story of it's own
You just need to look
And you will find an entire world of emotions
The pain it hides
The joy it expresses
It is a deep sea with no end

I've seen the way you look at me
The way you take in every bit of me
The passion in your eyes
The lust in your eyes
That hungry look in your eyes
This incredible fire that burns in your eyes
And i'm afraid that one of these days
..i might be tempted to be engulfed by your flames

The demons within me sometimes torment me
They torture my soul
There's this constant inner conflict going on in my head
Am i fit for this world?
Do i need to change myself in order to survive?
Am i a good person?
Questions like these haunt me every night...
...not allowing me to sleep
I mostly suffer in silence
Sometimes i do weep
I can't explain these things to no one
I can't share these things with no one
I sometimes feel so lost
I sometimes feel so weak and helpless
I sometimes feel alone among a multitude of people
Slowly but surely i'm going insane
With whom do i share this horrible pain
I sometimes wish i were dead
The problems
The sadness
The depression
At times it all becomes a bit too much to take
But then i realize..death would be a cowardly escape
I need to face my demons
Eliminate my self-doubts
Take my problems head-on
Fight it out
Take a few blows
But make sure that i will be the last man standing

Come near
Let go of your fear
And just say those three words i so wanna hear!
Don't think
Just say it without a blink
I've already fallen for you
Please join me and make me feel brand new
My soul lusts for you
My heart thirsts for you
Please make me wait no more

Once death said to life-"i think i'm more compassionate than you are."
Life seemed a bit surprised and asked-"how is that?"
Death replied-"i **** a person only once...while you **** a person each and everyday of his or her life."

Never doubt yourself when things are'nt going that great for you...but most importantly...Never ever doubt yourself even when the person closest to you doubts your ability and expresses lack of confidence in you...Have faith...you've been through tougher times..you'll also get through this.

I never celebrate my birthday
Personally i never really got the concept of birthdays
Dressing up in good clothes
Cutting a cake
Having a party
Going out with friends
And celebrating a year of being alive
It all just feels a bit weird to me

Each year when the day arrives,i just tell myself-"Congratulations...you've just made it to another year...you've had your highs and your lows...you've done some good things and some not so good things...try and improve yourself in every aspect and make the next year even better."

To the world you may be one person;but to one person you may be the world!

Poetry is the oil which burns my lamp
Poetry is the moisture which keeps my spirit damp
Poetry is the elixir which refines my soul
Poetry is my lover...
...she completes me...she makes me whole
Poetry for me isn't merely a form of expression
It's what helps me get through the day..helps me overcome depression
Sometimes i find it tough to get any inspiration
Although there's never any lack of motivation
I write when i'm angry
I write when i'm lazy
I write when i'm sad
I write when i'm glad

In the beginning i stutter and stumble
Then the words start to flow
At first..real slow
And then they just put on a show

If i were to define poetry i'd say this...
...poetry is the combination of the speech of the heart and the thoughts of the mind
...it is the result of the darkness in your head being processed and turned into something beautiful

Sometimes i think my poetries know me better than i know myself!

Happiness and sanity are an impossible combination-Mark Twain