Have you ever heard a song a couple times and enjoyed it or whatever but then you hear it again and and you think,
“**** this is the best song i've ever heard.”like you already knew it existed but for some reason it really hits you that one time. and you're like wow i wanna hear it again. so you play it again and you think you're only gonna play it once more but then you play it again. and again. and again. you fall in love with the beat. you fall in love with the rhythm. you fall in love with the lyrics and everything about it. you cant get enough of it. it's constantly in your head and all you want is that song. i think that's what its like to fall in love. you know about that person for a while but one day something about them catches you off guard. then you start talking to them which is like hitting play, and you wanna keep talking to them so you do, which is like putting it on repeat. then you fall in love with their eyes. you fall in love with their smile. you fall in love with their personality. you fall in love with everything about them. you cant get enough of them. they're constantly in your head and all you want is that person. i think falling in love is like discovering your favorite song, it feels perfect <3 . (even if it’s not for that long)
I don’t know though because i’ve never actually been in love… so…. Ye :p

i can never tell why i’m crying, cause one second I’m so sad and then the next I’m smiling we’ll tears are streaming down my face. I’ve never cried out of joy so I think, but I cry every day. Some of it has to be out of joy right cause I’m sad and then I’m happy and I’m sad again and i want to die so I sleep because it’s like dying but not because i don’t want to, but do and that’s the closest i’ll get

i have found that when i feel overwhelmed i tend to distance myself from the situation. well, hold on, i take that back. when i feel an emotion that overwhelms me i distract myself from it, try as hard as i can to ignore it. until i can't, that's when i have to go, i have to find a place to disappear. a place i can sit, think, and feel for a moment until i shove that feeling back down my throat again. i never know when or if it will come back up, but when it does it means i have to leave.

Hi,I'm sincerelyW.W! I come on here every now and then and post. I have not posted that much and not many people see my work. I'm not very good but I enjoy getting to post for the few people that read my work. I've mostly posted ‘poems’ there… pretty bad… but that's besides the point. I've kind of stopped writing in this way, this format, whatever you want to call it. Instead I kind of just write down my thoughts and whatever I feel. I want the people who read my work to be able to relate to it. Think ‘hey i totally get where they're coming from!’ So in order to do that, i'm going to start taking the streams of conscience i write and heavily water them down. Some may seem like poems so are just thoughts or stories.

You can come here anytime! You can read my work, message me, if you ever need to vent you can even do that here! I want everyone to feel welcome and appreciated. Because, well, you are.

If you are reading this you have no idea how grateful I am that you have found me/come here. I hope you stick around! Thank you for all the kind comments you have given and any constructive criticism! I appreciate you all so much and thank you!

<3

Monday, 3rd February, 2025                                                       Entry 4
Pain

Pain it's sticks with you your whole life
It floods your mind,

It's sickening.

You feel it in your gut,
you try to scream out,
But as usual,
Not a sound.

“Is there something wrong with me,
Can I speak my mind?”

“Am I really just a misunderstood child?”

My limbs are tried
My eyes droop.

Pain,
The pain that haunts me,
You will be with me forever.

Sincerely,
                  W.W

Wednesday, 22nd January, 2025                                                     Entry 3

Praise

The thing we all seek,

The thing that keeps us going,

The thing that takes over your self esteem.

Well, it may not be the thing that you want.
Deep down you know this.
But you will live in regret if you don't please them.
You make them happy,
Do what they want.
Because you need someone to fill your life with love.
Even if it's not real.

Praise
A fuzzy little feeling

Fills you with warmth

You spend it on someone who means oh so much

And hope for one day to feel the unconditional love
You give up your life happy with a smile,

To make sure it lasts until tomorrow

Praise


Its there when you need it

There for the taking

And we all want to feel

Like we are wanted

Praise

it makes your life worth just a little bit more.

Sincerely,
                  W.W

Something pt II

Something,
Something I could be,
Something that's only for me.

Something,
Like someone,
To trust,
Who will not be weeping,
when I come home bleeding.  

Something,
To dream of,
To hope.  

Something,
In the distance.
Which way,
I do not know.  

Something,
I know I could be.  

But is this,
“Something,”
Something I want,
Was it my choice,
Or yours.
Did dream of this day,
Or only plan and obey.

Maybe this something I've been chasing, is something just not, for me.  

Sincerely,                  
               W.W

Something pt I

I've been told i'm something more,
Something great,

I know there is a something for me,
Something to be,
Something to see.

Something that will bring me back,
To realize what I could be.

Sincerely,                  
               W.W