i open the curtains
behind my windowsill
so you can glow in the sun—
light spilling over your petals,
straight into my eyes.
they water, of course,
but you look so radiant
i forget to blink.

i breathe you in, and everything burns.
my eyes won’t stop itching,
my chest feels heavy,
my throat a slow flame—
the weight of loving you.
but i never move you.
i let you bloom
right beside me,
because love, i think,
is sometimes choosing the ache.

i'm afraid that i'm going to turn into you
i don't want to hurt people like that

Maybe tonight the moon comes by,
Maybe they wouldn't call me crazy every time I pass by,
Is it to much to ask why stay just a another night,
Is it me, that's causes you to flight or fight,
Will you leave me just like others did,
After I show you my inside Kid,
Dreaming is believing,
Believing is seeing,
I just want to leave this world behind, and
Meet to in-between