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 Jun 2020 Lee
JaxSpade
Dear Diary
I need something to inspire me
I'm just too plain
And no one knows my name
Or desires it

I haven't any friends
Just my pen
And what ever I write
No one cares

Man

I need something to inspire me
Someone to desire me
Dear diary

Your the only one
That listens to me

But what I need is some inspiration
Something to help my motivation

Because I lack all it takes to be
Successfully making it

Dear Diary
I need something to inspire me
And set me on fire D

I need some inspiration
But i can't find the invitation
Someone must have misplaced it

What's going to drive my thoughts
My heart
My soul
To write down something
Better than this bull

****

Dear diary
Are you tired of me
Begging for inspiration

Like a baby
I'm not patient
For breast milk

I'll cry
Until I *** the ******

Dear Diary
I was hoping something
Would inspire me
I guess I'll be retiring
But it was fun trying here
Anyway

Perhaps
I should try

Inspiring you
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
Lost
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
I'm lost and scared,
I feel like I'm not here,
I've ruined my life,
Thought I had it under control,
But I didn't.

I ******* up,
Sitting at home,
These thoughts going through my head,
I'm fighting them,
But I'm going insane,
I cant stand it anymore,
I wanna go,
And be alone,
But I can't.

Cause I'll just try to **** my self.
Please help me I cant stand it anymore
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
Why
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
Why
I'm ****** up,
Hated,
On Pro B,
Faded,
My life,
Dated.
For anyone who don't know my version of Pro B is probation not the oral feminine stuff
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
stuffy nose,
clip them toes,
**** those hoes,
make a show
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
Done
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
I'm done,
going down hill fast
need help,
just gonna go quick,
one shot,
I'm gone
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
Jumping
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
Looking down
I don’t think
I just do

Looking up
I don’t think
I just do

Jumping down
I don’t think
I just do

Falling down
I don’t think
I’m just through.
In a really bad place right now in my mind....😒😞🥺
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
Why
 Jun 2020 Lee
Orion Lesneski
Why
Why is it when i get close to someone they always turn on me in the end? Am i not worth it to them? Am i just a side toy to them or something? I cry myself to sleep knowing you treated me as such😭... it hurt knowing that you used me. Why am i such a failure?😩😩😭😩
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