My heart breaks with disuse
and every night I cry myself dry
hoping that I can be another one
of those things you left behind
and returned to love again

My heart breaks with disuse  
and I wonder if you can find it in you
to love me again
because god knows
I can't find it in me to stop loving you

there is a storm trapped inside her heart
and it seeks a ruination that will rattle
the stars.

and there is a rhythm to pain
it swings to and fro
like it is trying to eat you whole

And yes the earth orbits the sun,
But not eveything is a metaphor
For you and him.

and this is the apathy that will **** her,
this rotting agony which roils in her veins.
and this is the apathy that will break her bones,
regardless of her attempts to halt it.
and this is the apathy which will eat her whole.
and this is the apathy that will decimate her soul.

You give yourself no credit;
A being of stardust and wildfire.
You give yourself no credit;
A being that puts natures beauty to shame.

You are not your mother
And you are not your father.
Your life is your own
And the only sins
you should have to cary
Are the ones you commit.

I am not human, I am a star and this is the part where I burn out.

She falls to quick,
And she falls to hard.
And the world wont care
When she falls apart.

you wrap your hands around my throat and i am scared that you will not crush it.

this fear in my chest has lived for longer than i have been alive. it whispers in a language so crude i do not think a human tongue could speak it. it is restless and reckless and all consuming. it has no gender it has no age, it forgot its name so it calls itself a demon.

you wrap your hands around my throat and i can only hope.

I am a conniption personified, and you have stars in your eyes.
-no wonder we didn't work out

i want to live without coating my joy in resin
worried about what will tarnish it.
how do i grow if my past is always there
encased in a love i never think i can feel again.

dream me a world,
where the stars in my veins
are put to good use.

You hold me like you think i will leave
Like the constant contact we keep
Is the anchor holding you to me

The rocks can not stop
The waves from meeting the shore
And distance can not keep
My heart from beating for yours

his love is like the sea
as uncompromising
and remorseless
as the current
tends to be

She drank gasoline like water
and had the audacity to be surprised at the flames that caught when she held a match too close.

Look at how she's burning up.
Look at how she's burning out.
Finally. Finally. Finally.

You were not worth my heart.
But i gave it (gave it, gave it)
To you.

I want to know what it is like
to light my soul on fire,
without getting lost in the flames.
without burning myself out.

And is it love that shakes
My bones, Or lack of it?

if i was any more of a mess
id have ****** up
written on my forehead

and what is love
but the breaking of a heart,
but the destruction of all that's true.

And you say god lives in a church
but i've felt her in the moments
before our skin touches.

I've seen her when i bawl my eyes out
to a moon who does nothing
but ignore me.

I'm not religious but 
 if faith brings me something other
than the lonley feeling in my gut,
then i dont know why
I haven't converted yet.

and i would give anything
to spend a night in your arms
instead of a nightmare

who do i be
when the world
doesn't want me

you will drown. you will rot.
this raw feeling of reality will swallow you whole,
and the only wish you will have
will be as to how fast it takes you.

There’s nowhere left to run.
What’s someone born to a race of runaways to do
when their legs have been cut from under them?
Victory was never ours, and to have thought it would be
was the start of our downfall.  
This is the world nearing its finish. (galactic reset)
Hand us the knives we’ll slit our own throats, give us the stones and we’ll smash our heads in ourselves.

Peal back my skin,
Tear through my ribs.
Find my heart
(Rotting, rotting, rotting)
Inside me after all.

because she would beg on her knees to a god she doesn't believe in,
because the sky could cave in and her world would go with it.

Don't you dare preach to me when you kiss every ******* person you can just to feel alive.

Don't spew words and lines like you haven't twisted morals just to feel like you're right.

Don't you dare come to me saying anything when you shy away from mirrors just to avoid seeing the monster you've become.

You can't preach heavens light when you're as far from enlightenment as you can get.