I used to space out too much
Feelin so alone, full of shame and disgust,
My world glows a faint blue light
Lifeless light of the night’s dim lit sky.

You’re all that I could hope for,
Maybe you’re just too good to be true,
Too good, for me to ask you for more,
But, all I could do is write this poem for you…

You’ll never ever know I feel,
How I know its wrong and yet it feels so right,
Tell me, how will I know its real?
How will I know your words aren’t just products of your senseless flight?

You’re way up there, just too far
Too far for me to hold and reach
Way impossible to join your cluster of stars
Its all a dream, I never thought I could beseech

There you are clueless of how I feel,
Clueless of this shitless sore feeling that would never heal,
Here I am acting like a sick puppy in love
The noob I’ll ever be, same me the world will always have

There you are pretty oblivious of the facts
The shepherd of the flock
You say, thine’s heart belongs to the poor,
What about the love struck fool?

Will I ever get to say goodbye?
Will I ever gat to tell you how you light up my sky?
Will this feeling get to be heard,
Will I forever be looking over my shoulder of all the hurt?

Coz honestly, I do like you too,
From the start you never knew,
You’ll never know what I always knew,
Will never get to wear my shoe.

Coz I heard it all along,
I heard your pretty little song,
So confused I am ‘bout  your tune,
So did the soul got pale as the moon!

How I wish I’ve been prepared for more of this,
But tempus fugit and your all at ease,
You’ll never know I had it hard for you,
You’ll never hear me say it before you.

Coz you’re a disaster in shiny old parcel,
You **** the life out of me,
Ignorant, stupid mongrel,
I’ve waited all this time for you to see…

Cant believe Im leaving
All these years I’ve spent becomes a little farther, moving
No, I cant stop time
It slips from this good grip of mine

Crossroads, Oh crossroad ahead
I hope to meet you there again, a friend
Im so torn, this cut’s too deep
Cant bear a glimpse of it

You know, I don’t wanna leave
But what’s ahead drags me quick
Cant contain my deepest doubts and fears
How I wish you’d be there when I’d weep

Wastes millions of seconds staring blankly ahead,
Humorless, lifeless but nothing’s worth the wait
Now Im turning my head back
Wanna see and all that I couldn’t bring in my backpack

Not yet ready to face the world
Oh, No, not yet, not now a warrior enduring a gravely wound
No, not now, just not yet
Not yet ‘till the last laughter I’ve spent

Cant I just stay?
No, the world keeps my worries at bay
How I wish I could keep your laugh underneath my pillow
Comfort me, bring me home as I sail deep, deep,  just below

Much more uncertain than ever,
Now Im blinded by the shallow waters
Cant find my compass’ bearing
Don’t know what Im searching

All I wanna do is stare at my rearview mirror
Hoping against hope, on the way I’d find shelter
Too lost I am
Too confused, too shattered too bewildered to claim.

This world full of sorrow and hate,
I tried to get to the bottom of the lake
Tried to keep hold of fate,
and maybe change things for the better and escape

How’d you deal if people kept on pushing you away
When you’d want at least someone to make you stay
When all you try to do is say hey
And it was like all this lonely May

Talkin’ like a big talker
And no one wants to respond either.
So how’s that for a start?
From the beginning you have that broken heart.

Like that complicated up-do,
No one wants to be with you
How is it being bullied and neglected
Instead of  being cared for and accepted?

When your silence is taken up for malice
When your smiles for slyness
When people around you keeps on judging you
When sick ******* mock you.

When my world was just this empty space
And nothing could compare with anything else
It was damp and pitch dark
And the last thing you’d want to see is a sky lark?

Im suffocated, feelin’ more like Ill be executed
The last thing you’ll need for the day to end up dead
Is spoiled pasta and bread.
Hair soaked in oozing smelly ****** red

All I see is the dull ocean
Black and white Dalmatian
Words and thoughts coming in and out of my head
Like a spinning wheel with a dull glossy thread.

Time’s my mortal enemy
Of you I had much to envy
You take away what you want
As ugly as the witches’ chant

Just as painful as cutting my heart
With you Mr. Time they’re gone
With, them that you want
It flashes before my naked eyes
All time that were never lies

You don’t know what’s the value of what you take
Give me a joker half *****
Nevertheless you’re ignorant
Of what’s to me is important

You see, you always win
You selfish mister who’s clever and keen!
But you know, Your kind
To give me a better find

More or less you’re a blessing in disguise
To protect children whom he created so wise!
You heal your subjects’ wound
Tamed Hades’ feral hound

Thank God you’re there!
To give the downtrodden’s share!
You’re the wind that floats
The rain that grooves!

Kabataa’y minsan lamang kung dumalaw,
Kaligayaha’t halakhaka’y umaalingawngaw
Oras ay tumatakbo
singbilis ng tibok ng puso

Oras ang kumakain sa tanan
Pagbabago’y siyang tahanan
Paglayo’y di man dama
Agwat ay di kayang hilai’t isama

Noon at ngayong panahon
Kayo’y narito, ako’y naroon
Aking nasilaya’y di niyo maikukumpara
Sa inyong mundong bumubungad sa tuwina

Pangaral ay mano po at opo
Pagluhod sa butyl ng monggo
Pag uwi bago ang ala-sais
Mga tamis anghang na pulang dilis!

Pag-akyat ng matarik na bundok
Tuhod na kung lakas sumuntok
Kalarong di makatiis
Sa pagtakbo’y humahagibis

Langit, lupa, mahuli ang taya,
Sing saya tuwing gunita.
Paglalaro ng apir-apiran at teks,
Ice tubig, sili…. Ngeks!

Ganyan ang aming buhay noon
Nakasakay sa ulap nang mga hamon
Kayo ngayo’s nasaan,
Mga batang sa ami’y nakipaghalinhinan?


Kompyuter, telebisyon, at Nintendo Wii,
Cellphone at iPad para sa sarili
Sining ng pagtula’t musika,
Nakaliligtaan na!

Sa mga mata ng panahon,
Makikita ang salamin ng kahapon
Di man naabot ng inyong kamalayan
Sapat nang silipin ang nakaraan

Inyong panaho’y ‘wag sayangin
Darating din ang araw ng mabilis na hangin
Magdadala sa inyo sa malayong himpapawirin
At nakaraa’y inyong lubos na nanaisin.

Sng oras ay oras,
Sa kanya, tayo’y patas
Sa buhay, tayo’y maglalaro
Sa kanyang mga hintuturo.

Lahat ng nawala sa dagat ng panahon,
Kailanma’y din a ibabalik pa ng mga alon
Mga isda nga’y nagpapailalim
Kaya’t marahas na kinabukasa’y wag suungin

Magngyari’t lasapin ang halakhakan,
Takbuhan sa piling ng mga kaibigan
Wag sayangin sa pagkukulong
sa mundo ng pag-ibig, gadgets at pagsulong!

The world is a court
The criminals to death
The worst invented sport
The reddest blood ever spilled

Sending an arrow to flight
Without the slightest might
Towards the aimless sea
And the mighty warrior flee

The strongest storms ripples and triples in thee
While the sweetest winds never lands on a tree
The quiver of thy arrows
The faltering promises and vows

The purest of the pure
When lost in cure
A slap for a chum
Comes a rough muted hum

Never heard of the sweetest ****
Actions failed to mount thine hill
Songs never with notes
Three fold empty boats

When ends don’t meet
Anger shows its gritted teeth
What is it that sees but cant feel
So its wounds, sand to stone and never heal.

Oh, how your eyes used to twinkle
How they dance and sparkle
Just the way your lips curve into a smile
I just knew I can always travel back in time

Your so wonderful, beautiful
You just don’t see, don’t know
Gave me picture perfect memories
I’ll treasure them like the morning daisies

So, so lucky I found you
Im so glad I am somebody to you
Never really thought all these years
You’d be there to wipe away my tears

You’re the person who knows my deepest fears
I know there’ll always be a YOU just so near
Told you I trust you so bold and true
Coz you know you’re a one in a million, just so few

‘Tis your crisp laughter I wont forget
Meeting you, I will never ever regret
Your sorrow, I swear I’ll always turn into happiness
Coz I can’t bear to see you in sadness


I wish I can carry the brightness of your spirit
Wherever I go I may draw strength from it
Wish I can memorize your every breath
wish I can make your chuckles the sheet of my bed

You held me up when Im so down
You made me hold my chin up when I was about to drown
You gave me a thousand reasons to trust again
You’re my hero in iron cape, shinin’

Hey, Im gonna tell you I wont say goodbye
Though these years, Ive been abnormally shy
I’ll know we’ll be several miles apart,
Don’t worry you’ve always got my shoulders and my heart

Its graduation by tomorrow
Say, it’s the saddest day of the show
But ”BESTFRIEND” I shall call you no matter what
Hold my hand and together we’ll take the best shot.

All I need you to do is trust me
Hold my hand tight and you’ll see
I wish upon tonight’s brightest star
You and Your smiles will stay, wont change through all the upcoming wars.