When your heart is melting and all you can do is cty. Crying from the pain and hurt you have been through and you always dream to die. A blade in your hand is all you need to take your pain away. It wants to make you bleed. 1 cut 2 cuts 3 cuts 4, and maybe just one more. cross the blade over your arm while the dark red blood starts to run. over and over again you feed the demon inside you. Now you are covered with cuts. feeling numb, feeling at ease, but also saying please god make my heart whole again please. This is the path you took. Now like any other addiction, your hooked. You need help darling... you really do.