I love you
you never noticed
I wait hoping for a smile
anything to give me hope
do you even see me ?

I smiled at you again today
a small hope to be noticed..
you smiled that sweetest I have ever seen
and hugged the same woman I have seen

I dont like waiting....
but I just have to
If waiting means having you..
Then I will wait till I have you...

I wish that one day..
You'd understand
The reason why...
I keep my distance...

I wish that one day
You'd realize
The way you feel
I feel it too

I wish that one day
You'd find the heart
To forgive me...
for shying away...

I wish that one day
we'd find each other again
The piece of me
The piece of you
Two longing hearts ...
We belong , yes we are and ...
...this pure Love shall stay....

He sits so near
I can hear his heart pumping
He turns around, moving closer
I can hear his breathing, so hard
He touches my veil
I shyly avoid his hungry eyes
He removes my head gear
I hold my head down
He lifts up my chin
I can now see the man...
for the first time...
He plants a kiss on my forehead
nervously , eagerly
So...
He is the so called husband
I am the so called wife...
To him... obey I should
To him I surrender my innocence?

In complete silence
A new episode begins
The crumpled silky bed sheet
stained with ******'s blood
Did I hurt myself?
Should I stay silent?
Show me
The evidence
We are married ....

When sun stops shining
When the wind stops blowing
When all the things stop moving
When the clock stops ticking
When I stop breathing
That is the only time
and the only time that I can live without you.....

It is late
You promised you won't forget
and you will not let me wait
but this is too late
I will no longer wait
you forget I cant wait
but actually I can wait but you forget
the date and time you asked me to wait  
so good bye its late...
I can't be here long to wait....
It isn't my fault not to wait
It is your fault to forget...

I don't write for LIKES
Never crave for attention
I write for share
Some ideas
Some words
Some stories
Read my writes if you like
If you don't
never mind... just pass
Tomorrow I write still
I will

Though you be many miles away
We'll never be apart
I just reach out my hand
To feel the beating of your hearts

Though the world may divide us
part by part
Our hearts will remain
Nothing... can tear us apart.

I humbly write a poem for you
I do not need a dime or two
These beautiful words are meant for you
I appreciate that I can be part of you
Please don’t even bother to say “thank you”
If you don’t understand the picture
Of words I painted for you….

Why do I need to seek you?
You are there always
Never leaving me
Never forgetting me
Never once you desert me

Do I deserve your love?
I am ashamed to reflect
Looking down inside me...
The faith I am holding on to...

God is loving
God is forgiving
Even if you don't seek him
Even if you don't love him..
He never deny your quests or thirst...

Have faith...
Keep believing in god...
Never will he let you down...

Seek god...

How could you not see me?
When i stand out in the crowd..

How could you not notice me?
When only your name i shout?

How could you avoid me?
When I am the one who made you proud?

How could you?

You are what you think you are
You are who you think you are
You are WHAT and WHO you are
Isn't that so simple logic?
Damage your brain again
and think what other people
think of and about you?
Have a self pity...
Love yourself more
and protect your healthy brain...
because you want to live long
and you need your brain especially..
You are who you are despite what others think what and who....

SMILE!!

night
she lies
breathing gently
moonlight caressed
her face is radiant.
sleep well my love

morning
rise and shine
she smiles
her eyes shine
her face sunny
fresh new day
fresh new start
God... how I love her more
and more each day....

This heart of mine
is made of gold
Don't you try
To touch it...
Don't you dare
To break it...
Once broken
You can't bear
The cost of its damage...
Priceless heart of gold
This heart of mine.........

The world may say you are not here
But you are here and here only
You never really left my side
Even now you are holding my hand
In every paths , no matter where
You are always watching me
smiling at me, talking to me
You are there, here,
in fact everywhere
Where I go I will find you
You are here
You are here and here only

Lost is her love
Where did it go?
Has she looked
within herself?
Try to look inside you
To find the love you claimed
You have lost...
Perhaps you have only misplaced it...
Where is the love?
Care to search
Keep looking.....

We used to play hide and seek
In the lush green gardens
In our friendly neighborhood
We hid ourselves behind the trees
We even explored inside the bushes
It’s rather a sad fact today…
We allow people to cut our plants and trees..
In the name of development
They even took the flowers and gardens away..
Do they care to preserve what remains?
So our kids have a place to play…

Hope is lost
Misplaced, perhaps?
Keep looking
You'll find it
right where you left it..
Keep searching....

What is the best description of you?
I have lost the words to describe
What is the best way to thank you?
I have lost the right words to say.

What is the best description of me?
You say you've lost the words to describe
What is the best way to thank me?
You say you've lost the right words to use

What is the best description of me?
You will  search the words to describe
What is the best way to thank me?
Well just use the words in your heart

Dear world,

if you hate people standing out--
say it.
dont give kids false hopes.

dont say ***** like:
"be yourselves".
"the world loves you for being you"

cause you dont.