When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share...
When you are sick, for you I will care...
You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope...
When you are confused, I will help you cope...
I am here now because I love you
I want to be with you forever and always..
My sad tears are all for you....
I vow I am waiting forever
for you........

On angel  wings
I sit and sing
I close my eyes
I started to think
How wonderful I feel
Flying  so far..
Feeling so high,
How beautiful I feel
even when i close my eyes
I still see the angel wings
I hold them tight...
as we slide and swing..
How I wish ...
To have lost my wings...
So...Forever  I will be
On angel wings...

Memories keep lingering
bringing you back to past life
Never letting you pass
as you wanted to move on
memories are just like your shadows
never leave your side
Tagging along with you
your entire life
even in sheer darkness
The memories still haunting you
at the end of a dark alley
when there is a little light
you only wanted to forget
yet the old scars keep reminding you
the shadows of the past..
wrapped tightly around you
suffocating you yet keeping you alive
to suffer the misery of remembering!
the ugliest episode in life
the unpleasant days..
that remain intact till the day
you exit yourself
from the world.....

Listen
Don't say a thing
don't even whisper
can you listen to
What my heart says.  
Everytime it beats...
listen...
Don't you move
Don't even try to run
Can you be responsible
With what my heart says
just listen... Listen... Listen...

The door slams...
Wind howling fiercely...
Lights flickering...
Laughter can be heard from the room above...
The haunting melody...
Fills this haunted house...
The floor is flooding...
with fresh red blood...
The wall gets taller... narrower
meaner... angrier...
swallowing me up...
chewing my bones...
The terror ends...
The horror story begins...

Love melts us in one atmosphere
When we breathe
but there seems to be  no more air
Love melts us in one desire
When we hold each other
Two hearts melt together
still we hold each other tightly
inseparable...in this one honored
place
Heaven...

Some Days that I am counting the stars
Hoping you would  come by...
But the truth is
You simply forget about me..
A pang of sadness
Teardrops on the pillow
How could you forget
to remember me...
My Frustration
My anger
a perfect mixture
Somedays that I remember
the wide ocean in between
Neither you nor me have the guts
To brave the strong waves
or the angry sea...
Yet we called ourselves LOVERS...
shamelessly
Some Days that I realize the fact that
You are the SUN and I am the MOON.....
Our roles don’t fit
Our time doesn’t meet
Just forget the love we keep...

Heart is melted by a candy floss,
Lulled to sleep, dream big dream of stars
Sudden TSUNAMI , dreams are shattered..
Heart broken , pieces by pieces
Too late to realize what they had lost.
Like a fool, Asking around high and low
“How could i recover my loss?”
Pathetic.... What a loss

"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.

I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.

I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.

I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.

I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.

I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.

I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye."

She then began to cry and walked away.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person.
An hour to appreciate them.
A day to love them.
And an entire life to forget them

What is your deepest fear?
Fear of being inadequate to someone?
Fear of being a loser in life?
Fear of the unknown?
Fear of not knowing your own potential?

Often we fear of who we can be
Even without trying to be
brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are we not to be?

The world is expanding
Why are you shrinking?
Fear not to face the world
there is a space for everyone
on this precious land...
so do not hesitate to give yourself another chance
to shine... to shine....

let overcome this fear...
and do what we should...
as not to hide our potential hidden anymore....
and let others to follow suit
and **** their deepest fear...

If bed could talk..
It’d tell you to wake up
For most deals are done
While you’re still sound asleep
Snoring in your bed….

If bed could talk..
It’d tell you its ok..
Cry yourself to sleep
Share your grief with me
Where else could you go
When you feel so blue..
Except for the cozy me…?

If only bed could talk…
Be amazed of what it witnessed..
Thousands of false promises
Were made by a lover sleeping next to you..
While you were still sleeping, dreaming…

If only bed could talk…
It’d share one thousand and one stories
Of Your success, Failures, stupidity, embarrassment, awkwardness, pain, misery etc etc…
If bed could talk…
Would you still count on it?
Every night when you need to sleep?

If I needed you
Would you come to me,
And hug me?
And say you'd always be here for me?

If I needed you
Would you come to me,
And ease my pain?
And whisper words of love again?

If I needed you
Would you ever try to come at all?
And risk your life?
For ever loving me?

If you needed me
I would come to you
Would never hesitate...
Would never contemplate..

I'd swim the seas
I'd cross the rivers
I'd climb the mountains
I'd sail the ships
I'd travel the miles
Just to make sure you are allright..
Just to make sure I'd ease your pain
Just to make sure we'd survive..
this risky love once again...

By Rina...

Thinking hard...
always thinking too hard
Hurting my precious brain
A little damage it seems today
Technical problems in the brain wires...
Connectivity issues...
Hopes its not too obvious...
Or I'd make myself looks too dumb..

Trying to look strong and cool...
Still My mind travels elsewhere...
and it seems to be everywhere...
Searching for the cure...
a treatment is  nowhere...
I am praying for a speedy cure
Oh god...
Where did My mind go?

Love is...
as soft as the white clouds in the sky
as tender as a mother's touch on your skin

Love is..
as flaming hot as the orange sun
that shines so bright
burning your feet till your brain is baked
love cookies in your heart...

Love...
shelters your heart
at night it gives you shade
when the shy moon appears

when the stars start to twinkle
all you can witness is the words of love...
the night sky sparkling with love

Love is...
always as sweet as honey
sometimes can be as bitter as your black coffee

Love is ...
as sharp as the white roses thorns
as cruel as the life in a metropolitan city

Love is just simple you see...
It just has too many meanings...

My heart is never lonely
I can feel you always
The rhythmic beats pulsing
Indigenous to the same body

Miles apart
But embodied as one
In a dream
Leaving me breathless

My hand is your hand
Your breath is my breath
Encapsulated
Are we

Magnified is love
Inside of thee
I surrender to myself
At thy will of my unspoken word

Hush to myself
As I search
Roaming magnificent
Pearls of an ocean inside

I collapse
In thee a breathless wonder
Amazed is the love
That took me under

He sleeps on my lap
and breathes my name
O my sweet darling
Will not let anything
hurt you, disturb you

I don't sleep a wink
The whole night
I am delightful
by just watching my angel sleeps

My precious diamond
I can't lose you again
Let me sacrifice my sleep tonight
Just to be the person
who witness your first smile
tomorrow at dawn....
before you breathe my name the last
and leave me forever......

My teacher comes to class as usual
She is the first to come, I mean
and she said Hello like she does everyday
and she smiles like she used to ...
What is so special about today then?
My teacher comes as usual, says Hello and smiles?
May be you guys do not notice
But I do...
Listen to the way she speaks now..
She has this weird kind of accent
Look at her smiles now...
ain't that usual friendly smiles...anymore
and she didn't ask us what we did yesterday too.....
Oh really? let's make her grin....
show your stupid face
see  what happen?
Oh No!
Our teacher had lost her teeth...

Tonight
I am standing outside
What a night...
I am...
Staring at the widest sky
My eyes are searching
for my favourite shiny thing

Its a strange night though...
I feel awkward standing right here
in my garden
Its dark... Charcoal black..
I couldn't see a thing..

Where is the moon that shines?
All of a sudden...
a soft whispers
to my ears
Am I allowed to be lazy?
Let me not shine
just for tonight..
I am tired to death...
I need the rest...
Sleep is all I need...

I don't really know my sweet moon
I can't answer on behalf...
to avoid your routine?
You'd leave me in complete darkness..
Not me but millions
in sheer black night...
They'd be blind
groping in the dark
Everybody needs a moon..
and so do I...

Everything is still unclear
Why did you leave me here?
Where am I? I can't see in the dark
Need my car ... where is the car park?

I heard you cry so loud..
Tell me why? and how... I can avoid
Being isolated in here.. what place is this?
Explanation.. I need that please...

I heard the kids sobbing
worried... their sobs is so disturbing
get me out from here dear darling..
You need not to worry about anything...
Let me take care of you and the kids and everything...

I heard the sound of your footsteps
and the kids footsteps
and many other  footsteps above me..
Is it earthquake? Why is the earth shattering?
I am scared... help me ..
Why are you leaving .. walking away

and then there is complete silent
all alone, I screamed the loudest...
I called your name, the kids names, my mom's and dad's name..
I am buried here covered only with a piece of white cloth
can't even turn to the left or right...
can't even peep outside..
Where am I... Where am I?

Is it true?
Is it fair?
Is it necessary?
We are all different in our own way
but at the end of the day,
we all have feelings!
do not judge so easily
without first trying to understand...

I am in despair
Couldn't find you anywhere
Aren't you goin to say something?

I am searching for direction
Been lost ... need some motivation
Aren't you goin to say something?

I am so confused
Feeling so abused and used
Aren't you goin to say something?

I am so depressed
Must have been so stressed..
Aren't you goin to say something?

I am writing a letter for you..
I am stuck in the middle i cant continue
Even the finest vocabularies fail to describe how I feel
for you
what is the most appropriate diction to encapsulate
this tangle heart of mine..
Funny sometimes when we lost all kind of words from our heart.
Only to convey some simple feelings
or state of minds
and....
The search for words will continue...

My ink is drying
loss for words..
my poetic mind
shrinking in its size
try few romantic lines
poetic dictions are gone
need inspiration perhaps..
Give me a hand..
my ink will be filled by you...

My grieve
in my heart
I sealed it tight
Tears on my pillow
Who will know?
My wound is not healed
its bleeding again..
fresh red blood
dripping non stop
from my ripped heart...
I am helpless...

Today I grieve
For what’s been lost.
I almost have it again
in my grabs...
I see my whole world apart
if i lose someone closest to my heart
and with all the strength
I still possess
I try to cling on it
and try to go on
its hard
its dragging and its boring
I almost give up
its difficult to breathe alone
and he knows...
he knows whats best for me
he makes me lose a diamond
my precious diamond
i thought I cherished
and he replaced my loss
with a real diamond that brightens my life
healed my pains
the real diamond that shines
that sparkles... thats says its ok
to experience pain
in order to learn that
I deserve better....

TO LOVE A WOMAN
Try to look deep inside her
Try to understand her
Try to fulfill her every needs
Her heart desires.....
Try to to giver her... her freedom...
Let her fly..... reach her dreams....
TO LOVE A WOMAN
Try to know her
Try to be in her world
Try to explore
What she really wants....
Tell her that you want her...
Tell her she’s the only one
That you really really want....
TO LOVE A WOMAN
Try to convince her
That she is really wanted
That she is really needed
In your heart.... In your life... In your blood....
When you breathe... you breathe her...
When you feel... you feel her...
And tell her it will last forever....

Look in his eyes..
The demon eyes are hidden
behind his every charming smiles
You are the demon
in my head
Confused..
This pure heart in the beginning
What has it turned into?
Will my innocence
be ruined one day
by listening to this demon
every seconds...
keep talking in my head
telling me evils
unimaginable thoughts..
whispering sweet nothings...
sheer lust... false promises...
hates, revenge, lies..
The demon..
keeps looking for chances
every opportunites are counted
to conquer gullible heart entirely
and crush it ...
and break it..
the demon keeps bragging...
while I weep in my sleep..
he is laughing out loud!!!
While deleting my name...
One down.. more to come..

Past Mistakes are the best teachers
Repeated mistakes are sheer stupidity
Surrender to what is
Let go of what was
Have faith of what will be...
Life is a lesson everyday...

How could I say I LOVE YOU?
When you no longer listen?
How could I miss you?
When you no longer here, there or everywhere?
How could I be yours?
When you have never been mine?

I could only wish...
To say I LOVE..
Without caring... without hesitating..
I could only dream...
To meet you... To hold you..
Without fear... without worry
for all that existed in this world..
is only you.. me.. and love..

Hope to feel that freedom.. freedom of love...
you and me.. just us two..
nothing else matters..
only this special kind of love
that i feel for you...

You should have known...
My silent words.. my bleeding heart..
my unshed tears...
Tormented...
I shunned this love for a reason,
let it buried within...

Grieving my pain.. mourning my own death no more..
If you care.. come visit my grave..
Read what my tomb says..

" I SAID I LOVE YOU IN SILENT
TOO SCARED IF YOU COULD HEAR ME
I PROMISED I WOULD KEEP MY DISTANCE
KEEP MY DISTANCE AWAY.....
SO YOU'D NEVER FALL FOR ME...
YOU'D NOT EVEN HEAR MY WHISPERS... MY SILENT WHISPERS OF LOVE..
I DIED TODAY FOREVER WITH LOVE..
SO I KEEP MY DISTANCE AWAY...."

I wanted to cry
But the tears wouldn’t come
I cant hold back any longer

I am choking..
there is a blockage in my throat…

I am gasping for air..
There is no more air to breathe..

But before I say goodnight
and put myself to sleep
Please let me cry….
One last cry….

I couldn't understand a thing..
A reflection of me
in the mirror...
What I see
is what I have been seeing
for almost 45 years
the same cheerful girl
the same oval shaped face
the familiar pair of eyes
and the sweet smiles
that warms each rooms I live in...

Confusion has filled in my room today
As I was standing right infront
of the same mirror I had for years
Has it been lying to me?
How much have I been deceived...
How much have I aged?

Oh my god
As I was brushing my hair tonight
I almost fainted...
I almost screamed...
at the top of my voice...
Aging sign oh no!!!!
I cursed my magic mirror
and have it covered forever...

People say 'something good is worth waiting'
Patience comes in while waiting
and so does determination.
So...i'm in no hurry,
just sit back and I wait..
I wait and be patient
wait and be patient
and  enjoy the beauty of it..

Something I'm trying to hide
there is no way I am telling you
Day and night...my heart beats and talks with you..
my feelings is stuck bottled up inside.

My eyes are always hiding
The gleams when it sees you
What if I blurt it out?... exactly how I feel for you?
As real as it is.. pathetic..I am still hiding

The truth is I fear of the way I feel
Fear of this love...like a magician I hide
Appear to be ignorant .. only if you do feel
Everything in me I fold it safely... I keep as I hide...

I hide this feeling ...only because I know
you do feel the same, its obvious you know
been fighting these feelings, we both know..
We cant be lovers, we are friends, yes we do know..

Lets be on the pretext, that we dont know
for many reasons, must **** this love you know..
let it go.. die slowly like a melting snow...
my friendship with you like a river that flows..
a hidden treasure underneath only god knows..
too beautiful.. too worthy to ruin it by three words...I love you!

Is this love
an adrenaline rush
my heart beats and pounds so hard
every time our eyes meet...

Is this love
a deep longing heart
an endless despair
every time we are apart...

Is this love
a beaming smile on your face
upon seeing me....
my lip hurts, for it yearns
to taste your sweetness...
LOVE....makes a smile complete....

She brushes her hair
for the countless times
Looking out at the window
for every five minutes
Checking the dining table
for every now and then...
Everything needs perfection
For her lover is in town..

She glances again
at her own reflection in the mirror
Still pretty, perfect slim body
Exquisite... she smiled to herself..

Restless...She sat on her bed...
If only her bed could talk...
She thought for a second..
She couldn't remember
how many times
she has surrendered herself there
Her body... Her soul..
She has lost counts
How many times too
She cried herself to sleep...
When her lover left again...

If only her pillow could speak...
Perhaps it would say repeatedly
Don't you have regrets..
A lover's game is to wait...

To warm this cold and cruel bed...
Just for a while till your heart breaks
I witness the days that you weep

And the lover learns to patiently wait
though waiting hurts and kills
died several times and made alive again

sometimes she has no heart, frozen
sometimes she is really hot, burning
sometimes she doesn't even know herself
or what she has been doing...
She has gone too far
too deep
She cannot run from this
forbidden relationship...
There is no turning back...
Trapped in a golden cage..
She has lost her soul...

Is this the price she has to pay
To be somebody's secretlover?

I am sensitive and you are too
try to understand but it leads to argue
I want to tell you something..
but you always misunderstand..
You want to explain everything.
but the words choice i cant stand..
Hey lover what do we do..
I said North and you said south..
What i mean is lets go to the west.
you misunderstood and led me to the east not west..
How can this love survive...
If all words and means are troubles
love and attention should never be deprived...
If lovers can win and fight all the troubles...

East or West?
North or South?

Loving you
is the hardest thing to do
Loving you
makes me say I do
Loving you
Yes I do
Loving you
still the hardest to do
Yet loving you..
I do.

Having a relationship is beautiful
Sharing love is sheer happiness
Care not to find your happiness solely in love
Never allow yourself to rely on relationship
Be wise not to depend on love ... only love
as your pillar of true happiness
Its a very special thing to find love
Its heaven. Nothing can match it.
But be wise to find other things in life
to love besides.... your love
because... when your love falls...
so does your happiness...

The midnight train roars..
In the coldest and darkest night
Bringing the dead and alive
All dressed up to vampires' party

Innocence
Love is...
Pure feelings
when two hearts attached.
To love
is never a guilt
Never a crime
If you ever felt guilty
for loving someone
Perhaps you don't
even understand..
don't even know
what, how love is...

In times of sadnss
In times of pain and hurt
With loses and wins
You stand by me
Holding my hand through it all
With gratitude our love stays
Amazingly strong...
Even when in doubt
When hateful words and emotions
get the best of us and...
Take the unfriendly toll on our minds
You stand by me
By my side you stay
You never leave my sight
You won't ever let me go
Oh say you won't...
Our love is strong
Always in our hearts...
And in our souls
We love
We laugh
We live and cry
You stand by me.
Forever...

Even when love is silent
Love is there
deep in the heart
Always love
Always will
Always remember
I love you affectionately
Can't you hear?
Every whispers of the wind
says Hello I love you...

You are the meaning of my life
You are the dreams of my thoughts
You are the lyrics of my feelings
You are the literature of my silence
You are the journey of my emotions
You are the translation of my path
You are the definition of my identity
You are everything for me
Just do one thing for me
Allow me to be me....

A heart that loves greatly and nurtures,
weeps for others and prays.
All the while celebrates life  with joy
and dances before God who knows her,
loves this woman with a passion so GREAT,
not one tear shed went unnoticed.
Ever.

Its because I love….
Hope you’d be my Valentine again…
Its because I miss you…
Wish you’d come back to me…
Its because I need you..
Pray that you’d still love me too

Remembered the joy you gave me
For so brief a while…
In this world that we’d built together…
And shared as our own…
There was so much love
How to thank you for giving me so much….

You made my heart your home
And every time our eyes met,
My heart melted too
Even for a while I felt we were in heaven…

Thank you for being so faithful and for caring
Only you could make my world
As only you could do…
My wonderful love, you were the greatest friend and the best companion…
How I thanked god for this opportunity..
To having to love and be loved
By someone so loving like you…
Even a brief moment with you..
On this Valentine’s day..
I would cherish it forever..
Sweetheart….Would you be my Valentine once again?

I heard her cries
I shared her sorrows
Deep in my heart I pray
God please heal her wound
Erase her pain
Wipe her tears..
Oh god help this child
save her from the evil
and hate
of the crude devils
who knows no sympathy
who knows no mercy...
I heard her crying in pain
It broke my heart in two...
For the least I could do...
To save her what should I do?

Can you peer through those eyes?
The radiance must be blinding.

As I gaze into them I’ve come to understand
what the ancients must have felt,
looking up toward the shimmering night sky.

All the mysteries and wonders of life
are clearly reflected, as is the light.

And even if I’d never be sure
just what chemicals kindle a stars faithful burn.

I would still spend every night
dreaming up poems about your eyes.
Its not ordinary pair of eyes
Its Kate Middleton's eyes..

The moment
My lung stops to breathe
My soul leaves my body
I still do hope
I hope
my brain will keep its space
the memory of you
I can't erase
to be safe and sound...
I just hope...
wish I could...

The moment
My eyes are closed
My heart stops to beat
My body is lifeless
I still do hope
my heart hears my pledge
and has its mercy...
dear heart...
do keep a place
just in your tiny little corner
so I can still see my precious
with the eyes in my heart ..

In my heart
the wonderful memories
I want to keep it safe...

Missing the hands I used to hold
Your hands in mine, very tight hold,
never letting go of the hands I hold
Then I realized the hands I hold
is not mine to hold...
I let go your hands
It breaks my heart, it feels too cold
My hands too old
My heart too cold
Not again I hold....
Your hands not mine to hold

Take me to paradise with you
Live forever among the chosen angels
Countless blessings by god..
Eternal life in paradise...
Only you
who will hold my hand
stand tall beside me
protect me from hates and evils
prevent the hell fire...
The burning heat
beneath my feet...
Only you
who will make sure
I won't stumble and fall...
drown in a river of fire...
boiling in hell
Only you...
who will let me cross
that path.. that bridge
making sure I am safe..
while you wait
at the other end..
with a smile...
I have faith in you
I believe its only you
Who will walk with me..
in paradise...