I hate that I have so many words floating around my head
and I
just can’t
seem
to put
them
together
to let
you
know
exactly how I feel

Fingers slide through my short, damp hair and
Grab.
A slight twinge of revenge comes with a grasping of your ribcage
Air is in short supply in this room because you’re gasping for it
Your bare skin is intoxicating and flawless as my mouth sails across it
Ruby lips, soft and wet embrace my neck as your teeth join in
I pull your warm body closer so I can have complete control as I wrap my arms and surround you
Your bare chest is so inviting, so my mouth meets them in a slow, seductive motion
Gasp.
My tongue moves farther down yet to your beautiful smooth stomach that I oh so enjoy nibbling
Backs are rolling, hips are shifting because you know my next stop
I open your pale thighs and start at the knee where my lips slowly kiss every inch of you
I have settle between your powerful legs that jokingly attempt to choke me out
Elbows down, head down as well
Nails scrape my bare skin and I move in deeper, as if that were possible
Grab and gasp.
My neck makes a perfect target for your hands because they thought of nothing else to grab
The gasps become more frequent as do the grabs and scrapes
Next target
I slide in ever so easily because my work is evident
Grab.
You pull me in for a kiss so you’ll be quiet because there are guests in the house
It’s funny to see you try so hard
You wrap those strong legs around my waist and your arms around my burly neck to hold on for dear life
Bursts of ecstasy and desire flow through the room and we can’t stop for anything or anyone
As you turn over I can’t help but notice your beautiful and captivating....
eyes.
Through the dark room they beg me not to stop
Once again my task of pleasing you is far from over
Your smooth and graceful back is staring at me so I lean down to meet it with lips and teeth
More gasping and those glorious sounds escape from your mouth which let me know of my next target
Breathing is still flowing, however blood is not
You’re in your own high little world and our rocking motion becomes more fierce
Profanities and carbon dioxide escape your mouth as you collapse under me
I undress and slide into bed with you, our bare bodies as one
My fingers intertwined in yours, steady and calm
I wrap my arm around your waist but only for a few minutes before I can’t resist drawing on your back
First a house, then a tree, then I wrote my name, and then yours
Your steady breathing indicates you are asleep so I curl my arm back under yours and listen to the heartbeat of the mystery woman which sounds somewhat familiar
But I can’t place it
Oh well

I have always felt
like you would be
the one to come my
way and tell me that
you are always going to
come to my side
whenever
I needed it the most and
have always been
my own worst enemy although I have to
hand it to you, you
slided in and have since then been
on my mind a lot from
your point of view but it’s ok I’m a
smooth glider, sailing through
flawless waters just to get
back to you and tell you

that multiple meaning can be taken from everything so be careful how you read things because you never know what is lurking in our first words, my love.

Why does the sun rise and the moon set
Or the words said and the promise kept
That look in your eye that you try to hide
You know, where your feelings heavily lie

Opinions about the world, but not us
Because to you...
I am indescribable.

10 times I tried to say everything I wanted but
9 days went by before I saw those beautiful eyes and decided that
8 minutes was far too long to keep you waiting so I hopped on
7th street and flew to your house only to leave at
6 that morning because I had
5 million things going on in my head such as why you would stay with me until
4 in the morning just to keep me but the
3rd thing I knew about was that I was way
2 young to even hope for someone like you so I settled with the number
1 and decided I was better off searching the world and settling for someone who didn’t make my heart go
0-60 every time I even saw them but I stayed
1 more night and then before I knew it 2 months later I’m moving
2 your new house and there are
3 animals except I decided you were better off be-
4 you met me so I went running until about
5 that morning and you called me frantic about where I was so I said **** it and on the
6th of the month asked you to marry me and without hesitation you decided
7 was a good number so
8 weeks later we got hitched and
9 years later I remember how much I decided that
1 x infinity days could never be enough to spend with the girl I had to settle with because you thought you weren’t good enough for me when in all actuality we’re both pretty ****** up so instead of one not being good enough for the other how about we are just equal but you’re far more attractive than me so you could do better but we’ll talk about that later over dinner.

Daddy,
     I caught this fish just like you showed me.
Daddy,
     I can do it by myself... oh wait... ok maybe not.  Thanks for helping me.
Daddy,
     I’m nine, so that means I can get 15 dollars for my chores and not 10... right?
Daddy,
     I love my puppy.  I think I’ll name him Champ.  Cause he’s my Champion just like you.
Daddy,
     I’m not crying cause it hurt... ok... maybe I am.  You can hug me as long as you want.
Daddy,
     Thanks for taking me to get my license.   Don’t worry I won’t drive too much.  Today.
Daddy,
     I know my Drum Major uniform is expensive... thanks for buying it anyway.
Daddy,
     I know he broke up with me but you can call off your buddies from his house.  You’re the only man in my life.
Daddy,
     Thanks for helping me learn how to change the oil in my car.
Daddy,
     I’ll be home around midnight.  Don’t worry about me, I’ll be with Paige.  Thanks for the extra movie money.
Daddy,
     I’m sorry I can’t stay in this house with mom.  She’s going to be the death of me.  Oh... you too?
Daddy,
     I found a great place to live and you’ve always liked Paige... she’s me roommate.  Love you too.
Daddy,
     Thanks for getting the rest of my stuff together.  I’ll come see you soon and rescue you from mom like you always rescued me from the monsters in my closet.
Daddy,
     What do you mean you don’t remember me moving out?
Daddy,
      Please... please don’t leave me alone in this world.

All of us have those days...
I had one of them yesterday
Wanted to just lay down and sleep forever
Was going to visit an old friend, but he was dull
You stopped me by saying my name

Because I remembered that you need me
Of all the selfish things I’ve done, that was the worst
You said you forgive me

In the end, it’s still my fault
The very basis of my time is now meaningless
End it please, I can’t watch you suffer like this

The phone calls asking me where I am
Silence is all I hear in my head when she talks

In time all I wish for you is peace
The time I’ve had with you is never enough
Mourning you will **** me

Did everything in my fragile mind to keep you alive
My life isn’t honestly worth it without you here
Time will **** me if they don’t first