These times we have
I cherish them the most
the laughters from our stupidity
the smile that only I can see

you're moody,
I know
You always tease me,
It's okay.

You physically hurt me,
I love the pain
you're clingy,
Yeah, well, me too.

Everyday we walk together
our shoulders touch
I see you walking in front of me
The urge to hug sinks in.

I hold back, always.
on what I do
on what I say
I wonder, do you do too?

Our relationship is like glass,
so beautiful
yet so fragile
everyday is a walk in a minefield

one day I'll do it.
I'll hug you
one day I'll say it again
"I've always loved this"

I am a boy filled with want
for a girl that I'd give everything
a girl who wanted nothing
from a boy who thought can give everything

The boy was common
neither rich nor poor
smart nor ignorant
handsome nor ugly

He loved girls who broke his heart
He knew this girl could break his
and yet he didn't stop falling
He knew the risks and gambled

Pain was the path he walked on
every step he made cracked his heart
he kept it together for her sake
till found a detour to happiness

The boy reminisced on his path
he gave up and took a detour
to another woman
for a shorter route

not knowing the path of pain
required one last step
to sought for which he wanted
to achieve the wish he endured for

not knowing the pain blinded him
The boy lost himself to pain
pain blinded his heart
and his heart shattered

he broke.

To the girl I love
you're precious to me
the smile you show me
the laughs we have

It was painful to see
how you looked at him
the way I looked at you
and so I said my feelings for you

Though I said what was in my heart
Why has nothing change?
everything and everyone is the same
It hurts. it hurts. it hurts.

Our friends know what I feel
yet they choose to hurt me
involving you with other men
pushing you away from me

taking you away
pulling us apart
I hate it!
It hurts!

All the happiness I was expecting
it's having its darkest turn
perhaps this is what I get
perhaps I was not right for you


Your touch, your voice.
Your warmth, your smile.
And I want you
I need you
I love you

The magic in your eyes,
The "make my knees weak" smile,
The "my heart skipped a beat" moment.
The "world stopped turning" for a while.
That electric feeling,
when our elbows touch,
That comforting lie,
"I've missed you so much"
The heat of the moment,
When my hand wraps around your waist,
and I pull you close,
with the other hand on your face,
The "drumroll" leading,
to the firework kiss,
The warm embrace after,
that always makes me wish,
That if clocks could be broken,
Then so would be time,
And I wouldn't have to hurry,
In this paradise of mine,
and all these heavens,
that begin with a hello,
All disappear,
and time begins to slow,
and I try my hardest not to show you,
but no matter how hard I try,
The hell in hello,
is when you say goodbye.

Unless I love myself you won't love me
and so I searched for what it could be
Love is what I have aspired
for love is what I have lacked

can I become the man for you?
a man doesn't make you cry
A man holds you tender in cold nights
A man makes you smile during hard times

How can I be the man for you?
You cried when I left you
I didn't knew I was being cold to you
And I wasn't there when you needed me

Would you forgive this stupid me?
for giving up on the love I thought wasn't true
I gave up the past to be with you
because you gave yours up for me

Now I ask a chance that could hurt you
A gamble that I want us both to do
Together is all I need
I love you, please love me.