We all have
Someone we
Love,
Cherish
Protect
Would do whatever
It took
Your breath
Blood
Tears
Strength
Your very life

You never doubt them
I have been there
A few times before
And each time
I ended up crying
Until I became aware
Of one
Fragile yet determined
Heart showed me the way
From Darkness to Light

I cant turn back
Not now
So with these words
I call you
By name
In my own way
Lover
Husband
Best friend
Protector
Lifemate

These are the words
I call you
And with this
I close my eyes
And die
In order to be
Reborn
In Your Love.

Traveling along
Through space
And time
The ageless question
Haunts me
Are you thinking of me?

It tears at my core
When I worry
I reach out
For a chance
To touch you
However lite
Feather like
As it may be
I feel a sharp pain
Circculate through
Every fiber of my being
As I recoil
I feel it from you
It is visible in your eyes
What have I done...

Please tell me
Dont let
Me become a mere
Memory
Dont let the rain
Wash away the love
We have for each other

I watch the tears fall
Onto white sands
We saw the same sunrise
And now the same sunset
Dont let it set on our end
Please instead
Let the sun set on our new
Beginning.

God I know you are there
Please take time to listen
To this sinners prayer
I know Ive done wrong
Throughout my life
I just wanted to be forgiven
And make the wrong things right.
I have a big heart
Or so I am aware
But why make me suffer
Hardly seems fair
So show me your way
To make me strong everyday
God I know you hear me
Now I bare my heart and soul
For only you to see.

Should I die tomorrow
Will you carry me down that isle?
How would you handle
Seeing me lay there
As if sleeping

Will you carry me down?

Your tears would fall
Upon my cold skin
Never to feel the warmth
Of your touch
Never to see
Your smile
Nor to hear your voice

Will you carry me down?

Could you face me
As they lower me into the ground
Under the ever graying skies
Would the rain wash away
Your sadness
And pain
As they shovel dirt
Onto me
As I lay
In my final resting place

Will you carry me down?

Would you visit me
Every year
On the day of my death
Or would you walk away forever
I am asking you

Will you carry me down the isle on that final day?

After a long day
I lay down
In my empty bed
As I drift to sleep
My mind formulates
An image

No not fabio
No celebity
Just a man
Ordinary in looks
That is pefect for me.

Sitting beside me
Hes easy to talk to
We talk about so much
He smiles through most if it
Until he reached over
And touched me

Leaning in close
He kissed me
I felt everything
All his emotions
Just from that one kiss

"I have to leave you tonight.
I will see you again my love..
Until then I love you."
He said as he faded away.

I awoke feeling warm
As if someone held me
Throughout the night
I smiled

I feel I know him
But your name never leaves my lips
For now until I see you
You are my Dream Partner.

Tears can mend
A broken heart
Hide a shattered soul
Can speak in volumes
Unseen or felt

Words that cannot
Be expressed so easily
The emotion bottled up inside
The good and the bad

They can be shed
With each new life
And spilled when another ends

Without these
We are shells
Hollow beings
Walking around
Not caring
Not concerned with
Daily struggles
Or constant battles

So they chose
To forever be this way
But those who shed tears
And look at the moon at night
Please remember...

Tears can mend a broken heart
And hide a shattered soul
While the moonlight
Guides you
On your freedom journey home.

Facing your darkest fears
Waking up in cold sweats
Going to the mirror
And what do I see
Me..
But I see the cuts on her skin
Blood flowing from each wound
Pooling on her chest
Her shirt is ripped
Blood soaked
As pieces of bone
Are easily shown
She smiled
With the ****** mouth
What is the matter
I am you
You ignored me for too long
Ill show you what you do not wish to see
She reached through the glass
Grabbing my arms and pull me through
I saw tortured souls
Chained to the ground
As their tormentors whipped them
The whips tore their flesh from bone
As she lead me further
I saw demons doing strange rituals
Sacrificing souls to fill their masters desires.

I turn to run back
To escape into my safe world
Chains shackle my wrists and ankles as the sky darkens
To a dark crimson
She laughs and pulls the chains
Dragging me until I fall back onto
A cold stone slab alter
I try to struggle
Only to hear sinister laughter
A flash of silver
Before my eyes
A flash of pain in my chest
And smell of blood
Fill the air as my heart
Is carved from my chest
The chains grow slack and fall away
As my life force flows forth
Along the ground
I draw my last breath
And die...

Blinking rapidly
I am back in my room
I see her smile
A heart chilling smile
Death lingering on her lips

"Show me your greatest fears
And I will show you eternal hell
I promise...."