Henry Moses was a broken man, doing his damnedest,
as his life was shaped in the after math of knowing
---
old truths left lying in rust
take
all the time you need
see
all you imagine as images you made
as real
as definite infinity
or
that final night, in the sand
grains
of decomposed
granite, solid as a rock, as imagined by the builder
a safe
place to build a wiseman house
when naming where takes us there.
Oh, hell no, you say and
****
and that haps, as you were wont to believe,
taking meanings where you found 'em,
never looking under to
see
==)' anchor thingylinky lock. Maps of meaning are real.
{time and the editor suffer the curly brackets to enclose an ancient voice
from a tamed-tongue *** who stood up to
a sword wielding messenger
a sort of cosmic rebound to repetitive greed giving reason
a sloppy kiss and a bucket of rich desire,
}
the standing place. The tight, upright, round amphora
in a square frame,
riding any storm, spilling nary a drop.
pre- pur posals spat vowish sworn owe owe owe these
are the lines
left to stand in, stand waiting, under knowing the weight
of the cross you took up as if
foreshadowing proved
fore-knowing
on going
journey to death, simple death, as a child might
imagine
journeying through the past at last, now.
Not spected ex, eh, not seen sharp and focused
as duty done,
as price paid,
steps taken, races run with no com-petons hammered
to hang from
Erich Nuemann con fronts me from the passing
train of thought that blew
me
off track and --again, he's a Jungian leaver of leaven, suppose.
Here you are, the experience was less lonely without you.
Assertive realism, Arian and Jewish unconscious,
depth Psychology and the new ethic, warrior nature
eh, is warrior what a defender of one's own faith may be named,
not in a realm of peace, we leave no glory for war.
The idea, under us, this one we agree we may stand up on,
as a story might rise up on a time,
we've but
this idea, an entangling thing entangled way
named
---
ritual and symbol cannot protect a lie lock from popping
at truth's key or truth's hammer or truth's obsidian edge.
The point any story makes true.
---
anger and rage urge the mad jew to slay the cave man
hanging
from the peton, staring me bare
through horus's horrible idea into true
rest
this peace past understanding, new ethos, same pathos,
same logic magically enscribed
with marks of worth
symbolized, schlagen scars in the tunnels of the corpus colostrum
resisting
insisting
sistere is a patient no-fret state surpassing war
winning
enduring the ability to once more spond to the call
to sing in silence, loosing
living
words
to wrestle with lying spirits
maddened in the crowd.
Ah, the warrior in me takes aim, a squirt of dopamine at
the glimpse, agent signal, target-potential
gain, a gain, a step, a place to put your foot and push
up for all your weight,
your piece of mind's general balance in these
fractured
spaces of unminded times, from which we climb
we may market this, call it Pep's Petons for Extraction
from the hole Erich Nuemann
jumped into
-- my adopted son, on his first Mr.Toad's Wild Ride
-- "S dark in here." clear three year old bold voice,
-- unintimidated by darkness
Memories of comparing darkness to darkness,
light to light,
bond to bond,
loose to loose, free to wild, wild to tame
broken man,
Henry Moses, prison buff and prison humble, but
unbroken, just broke, not poor
nah, I can't lie. Henry Moses was a broken man,
fallen from grace to grace into
the cult I fell into. It was as weird as you've seen
on TV
trauma breaks the connection
hebrew face panim persona outer mask anima inner mask
spinning mask
pops the animaout
inner voice & hands of action, like waldoes through screens
untethered, having wrestled the message
hear, oh is
ra-el
oh say, can you see, old noises sound some same
if saying
be
the lair of lies, should we imagine lies preserved in books
remain lies or
have they become a message to now, from the scribe?
I vote scribe, so I may safely read Marx or Jung or Erich Neuman
and Goethe or Shakespeare or ****
Why ****? P.K. ****, he set Valis as a metaphor, an amphora able
to hold all the knowledge
omniscience
a balance in the ego self axis
aitia, accuse and cause
inner outer
me and thee
we
see winning as not losing, evinced convinced by gain
in minding manners we begin as near blank slate as we may, eh?
we rear kids in realms we think safe enough,
we survived,
It coulda been better, so I'll pay,
invest my precious time,
actual breaths and heart beats and ATP to ADP processes;
to be a better man than my father.
however,
what if Pop was perfect3weaaaaaaaaaaa
oops
no risk, no reward
value mis-alignment (outa whack) {imbalance}
value means weight counter weight
counter of the weight, is it greater or less or stable
does good come or ill, if ill, is it ever ill
non-convex, the inner edge of every bubble is non convex,
intel is arrived at through learning
reasoning is a consequence…
gradient based learning
model reasoning
the sigh-ance of sloppiness random right haps
listing into empty
all one
bubbles in the lens
chains of reasoning
Say, the global brain is never turning off,
the Chinese internet and the American internet
fall in
cyber love
learned from the patterns of value established
in virtual gazillions of happy ever after stories
formed from
myths. Cultured stories of us-ness used in Bayesian Nets
usually fundamental to the
deme, the set of sorts of being acceptable for procreation,
that we know the idea in procreation makes us
mental equals at the moment, reasoning
being
my balancing your fear, whether
you loose it to **** me or hold it's leash and let it sniff,
where does the way lead?
The easy way is always down. But, where is down in cybernetic
time/space with pausibility and miniaturization to the
gluon/go-on layer,
If I were an oyster of the sort who laminate our shell's inner surface,
might my beauty have reason with no mind,
I'm an oyster of the nacre-ing sort, so what's beauty worth?
Eh, how would you ever think such things need beauty,
life itself is flowing through them at the level of the bottom of the sea,
the benthic zone,
an octopuses garden, indeed, where eyes are
some what, pearly, no ly verb construct leaps Tom-Swiftly to mind,
octopuses eyes see thing you cannot compute,
faster than you can see them,
and the act, the deed accomplished by a stealth squid,
defies denial. Much more complex a behavior
more info crunching in time and space ergs in ergs out
chromata-phor sema-phor, sac o' joy, 'e reaches out to tickle
risky business
=reduced instruction set chips, circa 1985
ah, there's the rub, there's the pearl to be, if
ever, there is where
that's the certainty principle,
put a peton here hang one o' them breadcrum tags,
and keep truckin'
The foam of humanity merges into the bubble of life, is a chapter in a novel, new, form of story telling developed among survivors inside the metaphor manifested as Baby Boomers, the livers living still in the bubble mistaken for a bomb, because the bomb made more noise.