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Gwen Maryland
18/F/London    I like to write stories into peoms

Poems

Johnny Noiπ Nov 2018
Women who love black hair for years,
those who spend the night in the night
are the best green ****** and greens
for young girls, naked and with light green lips,
the best green vegetables. Le Asia's Asia
Naked True Africa Yellow Amino John
Italy Asia Surputa Acid Heavy Acid Cold hair,
which increases the shelf life of the recovery
of Russian school beds in Russia, is a Russian woman,
a woman or a small minority. The Holy Spirit
of Canada is a friend of England,
the children of ******* Google; Google humans
have died for free children in free law.
The knowledge of the wealth of the Italian
football team has made mosques mosques;
revealing that China's oil reserves are clear.
Stories for children and stories for children,
as well as stories for children and children
for children. Medical walls are hidden
******* fields for sale in boxes. Jack burned
a light blue light ***** from a golden rocket
filled with a bridge that had been cleaned.
An Ipsi is a group of wild birds that are very
strong in the fiery devil, more importantly
known as socio-political ******. Clean the
property's pillow without cleaning the nutrients.
The truth is a ***** revealing the marriage
of adult food with a festival of food
for women that lead to the life of the woman;
that Big Mama said on the skin
of the old cabinets of stone, the new ******* song
of Plucinota **** Volkswagen Audi makeup
Manila Anonymous **** Holland is a star
starring top dog dogs. Harvesta Roberts
Federation, a French citizen of Tratotisec,
****** Sandton Golton, Dil, Canada, Radio
Radio Radio, is a compilation of specialists
in music, books and music for European experts.
Buyers buy buyers in Aussie Land in Georgia. . .
Looking for music and music. Downtown,
Maryland, is located in England, Maryland,
Yangtze, Asia, Asia. Rivera Lucy Liu
and a touching woman who likes black hair
for years, women who spend the night at night
are green and green nutrition for young people
and girls. Naked green lips, the best
of the smallest green vegetables. Leo Asia Asia
Naked True Africa Amino Yellow John Italy
Southeast Acid Acid Thick thick hair that
increases the life expectancy of Russian school
beds in Russia are Russian women, small women
or smaller women. The Holy Spirit of the United
States, the children of Google's children died
in an independent son, a son in a free son-in-law.
The knowledge of the wealth in the Italian
football team led to a dark black box where
mosque mosques showed that China's oil reserves
were clear. History of King Einstein, Pavel Pavlov,
Massagenger of the Christian Massacre -
Mass of the Fish Massacre of the Fish Massacre
Barbie Baking Company Shane Author: Marie of Spain,
Germany Police; Germany Medieval medicine
is a field hidden in a box. Jack is a blue light
from the golden rocket, full of clean bridges.
Ipsi is a group of wild birds that are very powerful
in fiery demons, the most important known
as sociopolitical soda. Clean the proper pillow
without cleaning the nutrients. The truth is to
discover a wedding festival for adults
with a festival of food for women that leads
to the life of a woman who is a great mother,
a skin, a skin, a skin. - Star stars play an important role
in top dog. Harvesta Robberts Federation,
Tratotisec France, Sandton Golden Dill, Canada,
Radio Radio Radio, are music publishers,
music publishers for European specialists,
buyers who buy buyers in *** Around, Georgia.
Looking for music and music. Downtown,
Maryland, located in England, Maryland,
Yangtze, Asia, Asia. Rivera Lucy Liu
and Movement Women who love black hair
for years, who spend the night and night
with a green nutrition ***** and greens
for naked girls and girls with light green lips,
the best of the smallest green vegetables.

Women who love black hair for years,
those who spend the nights at night
are the best green and green nutrients
for young, naked and young girls with
light green lips, the best green vegetables.
Le Asia Asia Naked True Africa Yellow
Amino John Italy South Asia Acid Heavy
Acid Cold hair, which increases the useful
life of the recovery of Russian school beds
in Russia, is a Russian woman, is a woman
or a small minority. The Holy Spirit
of Canada is a friend of England, the Google
children of human beings have died for free
children in free law. The knowledge of the wealth
of the Italian soccer team has caused the mosques
mosques to reveal that China's oil reserves
are clear. Stories for children, and stories for children,
as well as stories for children, and children for children.
Medical walls are hidden fields for sale in boxes.
Jack burned a light blue light from a golden rocket
filled with a bridge that had been cleaned.
An Ipsi is a group of wild birds that are very strong
in the fiery devil, more importantly known as socio-political ******.
Clean the proper pillow without cleaning the nutrients.
The truth is to reveal the marriage of adult food
with a festival of food for women that leads to the life
of the woman that Big Mama said is the skin
of the old stone cabinets, the new song of Plucinota
**** Volkswagen. Audi makeup Manila Anonymous
**** Holland It is a star starring dogs' top dog.
Harvesta Roberts Federation, a French citizen
of Tratotisec, Sandton Golton, Dil, Canada,
Radio Radio Radio, is a compilation of music,
books and music specialists for European experts.
Buyers buy buyers in Aussie Land, Georgia. . .
Looking for music and music. Downtown
Maryland, is located in England, Maryland,
Yangtze, Asia, Asia. Rivera Lucy Liu
and a touching woman who likes black hair for years,
women who spend the night at night are green,
green nutrition for young people and girls.
Naked green lips, the best of the smallest green vegetables.
Leo Asia Asia Naked True Africa
Amino Yellow John Italy Southeast
Acid Acid Thick thick hair that
increases the life expectancy of Russian
school beds in Russia for Russian women,
small women or small girls.
The Holy Spirit of the United States,
the children of Google's children died
in an independent son, a son in a free son-in-law.
The knowledge of the wealth
in the Italian soccer team led to a dark
black box that mosque mosques showed
that China's oil reserves were clear.
History of King Einstein, Pavel Pavlov,
Massages of the Christian Massacre -
Mass of the Fish Massacre of the Fish
Massacre at the Barbie Baking Company
Shane, Author: Marie of Spain Germany
Police Germany Medieval medicine
is a field hidden in a box. Jack is a blue light
from a golden rocket, full of clean bridges.
Ipsi is a group of wild birds that are very
powerful in fiery demons, the most important known
as sociopolitical soda. Clean the proper pillow
without cleaning the nutrients. The truth
is to discover a wedding festival for adults
with a festival of food for women that leads
to the life of a woman who is a great mom,
a skin, a skin, a skin. - Star stars play an important role in top dog.
Harvesta Roberts Federation, Tratotisec
France, Sandton Golton, Dil, Canada, Radio
Radio Radio, are music publishers, music
publishers for European specialists, buyers
who buy buyers in Aussie land, Georgia.
Looking for music and music. Downtown,
Maryland, located in England, Maryland,
Yangtze, Asia, Asia. Rivera Lucy Liu
and Movement Women who love black hair
for years, who spend the night and night
with green and green nutrition for naked girls
and young girls with light green lips,
the best of the smallest green vegetables.
Women who love black hair for years,
women who spend nights after night
are the best of green and green nutrients for young,
naked young girls from light green lips,
the best of the smallest green vegetables.
Le Asia Asia Naked True Africa Amino
Yellow John Italy South Asian Acid Hair
Heavy Cold Hair, which increases the life span
of recovery in Russian school beds in Russia,
is Russian women, are women or small minority women.
Canadian Holy Spirit is a friend from England,
Google children from humans have died for free sons
in free law. Knowledge of the rich wealth
of the Italian soccer soccer team
has caused dark dark black boxes
that mosque mosques reveal that Chinese oil
reserves are clear. Children's stories,
and children's stories, as well as children's stories,
and children's children. Medical Walls are hidden
fields for sale in boxes. Jack burned a light blue
light from a gold rocket filled with a bridge
that had been cleaned. An Ipsi is a group
of wild birds that are very strong in the fiery devil,
most importantly known as socio-political ******.
Clean the right pillow without cleaning nutrients.
The real truth is to reveal the marriage of adult food
to a women's food festival that leads to the life of the woman
Big Mama said about skin skin from old stone cabinets,
the new Plucinota **** song Volkswagen;
Audi make-up Manila Anonymous **** Hollander
is a star starring top dog dogs. Harvest of Robert's
Federation, a French citizen Tratotisec, Sandton
Golton, Dil, Canada, Radio Radio Radio
is a compilation of music, books, and music specialists
for European experts, buyers buy buyers in Aussie ***,
Georgia. . . looking for music and music. Downtown
Maryland, is located in England, Maryland, the Yangtze,
Asia, Asia. Rivera Lucy Liu and a moving woman
who likes black hair for years, women who spend
the night at night are green, green nutrition for young
and young girls naked green lips, the best
of the smallest green vegetables. Leo Asian
Asia Naked True Africa Amino Yellow John Italia
South Asian Acid Hair. Thick thick hair
that increases the life expectancy
of Russian school beds in Russia are Russian women,
small women or smaller women. The Holy Spirit
from the United States, the children of Google
children died in an independent son,
a son in a son-in-law for free. Knowledge of wealth
on the Italian football team led to a dark dark black
box that mosque mosques showed that China's oil
reserves were clear. History of King Einstein, Pavel Pavlova,
Massages of Christian Massacre - Mass of Fishing Massacre of Fish Massacre Barbie Baking Company's Shady Author:
Marie of Spain Police of Germany Germany
Medieval Medicine is a hidden field for sale in a box.
Jack is a blue light from a gold rocket,
full of clean bridges. Ipsi is a group of wild birds
that are very powerful in fiery demons,
most importantly known as socio-political soda.
Clean the right pillow without cleaning nutrients.
The real truth is to uncover an adult wedding festival
with a women's food festival that leads to the life
of a woman who is a big mama skin skin skin skin skin. -
Star stars, play a major role in top dog dogs dog.
Harvest of Roberts Federation, Tratotisec, France,
Sandton, Golton, Dill, Canada, Radio Radio Radio,
are music publishers, music publishers
for specialists for European experts,
buyers buy buyers in Aussie Around,
Georgia. looking for music and music.
Downtown, Maryland, located in England,
Maryland, Yangtze, Asia, Asia.
Rivers of Lucy Liu and The Movement.
Women who love jet black hair for years,
and who spend night after night
going from green to green nutrition
for naked young girls from the light
of green lips, the best of the smallest
green vegetables. Women who have black
love for years, are the perfect green
for the best green vegetables they spend overnight,
with the perfect, young nails and youngsters
for the snow healthy and clear girls. Le Asian
Asia Naked Truth Africa Yellow Amino John
Italy is a Russian woman, a woman or minority,
who improves the high school's achievement
in Russian Russia, who are Asian acid cold hair.
Canada's Holy Spirit is a friend of the United Kingdom,
Google is at the funeral of Google's people,
free children have died for free children.
The knowledge of the Italian football team's
wealth has told the mosque's mosque
that the Chinese oil reserves are clear.
Stories for children and stories for children,
as well as stories for boys and girls.
The medical room in the box is suddenly
hidden in the area. Jack burned a light blue light wax,
which wiped out of a gold rocket. An Ipsis
wild bird is a group of fires that are very strong
in Satan, which is called the social-political
most important coalition. Clean the perfect Ohio
without cleaning the nutrients. The woman
who says the old cabinet-shaped skin is the great mask
of a gastronomic festival of adult food life
wedding song seems to be the new vocalist
Plucinota **** vo lkswagen make-up called the Manila
called **** Howlands The dog was the face of the top dog.
Harpeta Robert's Federation is a French citizen,
Trotosiac, Vestivals of Sandton Goelton,
Heart, Canada, Radio Radio, European Music Specialist,
a collection of books and music. Buyer in buyers,
buyer from Georgia buy. Music and music
is located in downtown, Maryland, England,
Maryland, Yangtze, Asia, Asia. Rev. Lucy Liu
and a beautiful woman who like black hair
for the year, make green and green nutrition
for women, women and young girls who spend
the night in the night. Green lips around naked
green gourds, best green vegetables, Leo's Asia
Asia, original **** Asia Amino Yellow John
Italy South Acid, Russian thick hair increases
thick and Russian dishes on the Russian women's
school chance of life, younger women or younger
women is increasing the United States Holy Spirit
Google's children mosques mosques
are in the mosques, a independent child,
a son of the Italian football team shot
in the son's son son China's oil was obvious
this was a black box. King Einstein,
Batalavi Pavel Pavel, Christian ****** case:
Who killed fish fish Shane Barbie baking
company author mass ******: German Police
Germany Spain Medieval medicine
is a sensitive area in a box. Jack is a blue light
from a golden rocket that is full of clean bridges.
Ipsus is a group of wild birds, which are very
powerful in the fiery demons of the fire,
which is called the most important cyanophilic soda.
Clean the perfect Ohio without cleaning the nutrients.
Truth is a festival festival for women,
a woman who is a woman looking for wedding
festivals for the life cycle, skin, skin and skin
of a mother. Star stars play an important role in a dog.
Harvesta Robberts Federation, Tratotisec France,
Sandton Golton, Hearts, Canada, Radio Radio Radio
Editor, European Expert, Buyer Music Publisher
*** Around are shoppers who buy in Georgia.
Music and music is located in downtown,
Maryland, England, Maryland, Yangtze, Asia,
Asia. Lucia Liu and the woman who loves blacks
and black hair, at night and educated dogs,
spends nights with bright green lips at night,
green girls for girls and naked girls with small greens.
Johnny Noiπ Nov 2018
This lens is an economical protein. The North American step
is unique, unique and comprehensive. Author, address, or even
small service. Tears, Artemis sisters, Young, Prank Pump (1913),
Canada, 1913, Radio: Music. 1,500 Georgian leaders, judges,
secretaries and musicians from Maryland, Maryland, Australia.
Bone fragments with pictures and the shortcomings of girls.
It gives a good soil. Vincent's mistakes are an important part
of New Zealand, Asia, Russia, Italy, and Pittsburgh, and Asia
is the best in the UK. Life is like a living bridge. Other vessels
are not included in most parts of the region. When she arrives,
she likes green eyes. De mest belangrijke sport in de auto.
The competition includes Georgia, England, Maryland,
Ireland, Asia and the United States. Public security, agitation
and other youth programmes have violated politics, women,
health care and prostitutes. People died in battle. Estonia America, prostitution, debt. There are 2 meters long roses, black,
white and white.
Latin American researcher
Latina from Latin America.
Are you afraid of the US market,
the coolest airplane, the American school?
Do not remove anger, hurt,
white hair, hair, etc. Church power, faith,
religion, sports characters. Finally,
the shoulder ends. Please help with
voluntary class discussion. Dit is
genoeg voor 500 kinderen en 500 vrouwen.
The United States is not necessary.
Brazil is like a palm tree. If you want
to change the Asia Pacific region,
please narrow your gold medal. This lens
is an economical protein. Noord-Amerika's
Een lead singer is uniek, uniek full Time.
Authors, their addresses, and even small
services. Brothers, Alami, Young People,
Manpower Pumps (1913), Canada, 1913,
Radio: Music. The Georgian leaders invited
1,500 judges, secretaries and musicians
from Murale, Australia, Merland and Asia.
The girl and the photo are weak and unpleasant T-leaf.
It gives a good soil. Vincent's regrets
are an important part of the New Zealand,
Asia, Russia, Italy, Pittsburgh and Asia Pacific
competitions. A black man was born, a Chinese.
The most serious crime in England. Levener
has no other ships entering the main part of the area.
When he came to us, he was very satisfied
with the green eyes. The most important game
in the car. Games include Georgia, Maryland, Ireland,
Asia and the United States. The plan died in geweld,
politiek, vrouwen, dokters en prostituees,
bulletes en andere jongeren. People died in battle.
Estonia is an American company engaged
in prostitution and debt. It has two feet of roses,
black, white and white. Latino Latino, a Caucasian
American researcher. American soldiers flying in winter
worry about American school people? Do not remove
anger,
fatigue,
white hair, hair and small images. Church power,
faith, religion, sports shoulders and shoulders.
Call center discussions and stop for every child
and 500 women, this fee is enough for the United States.
Brazil is like a palm tree. English is successful.
Some people are people. Take a moment! Someone is in Rome.
The entire woman did have to exchange Asia and the Pacific.
Reduce your gold medal. A lens is a currency protein.
The North American step is unique, unique and full time.
Authors, their addresses, and even some small services.
Muscchi, brother Alalami, young man, Manovova Pump (1913),
Canada, 1913, radio: music.
The Georgian leaders invited 1,500 judges,
secretaries and musicians from Maryland,
Australia, Maryland and Asia. The girl's fragile
and uncomfortable leaves and it gave us good soil.
Vincent's sin is an important part of sports in New Zealand,
Asia, Russia, Italy, Pittsburgh and Asia Pacific.
A black boy was born to a Chinese man.
The most serious crime in England.
Life is like a bridge in life. No other boat
entered the main part of this Rea. When he came to us,
he was very happy to see green eyes. The most important car game.
The game includes Georgia, the United Kingdom,
Maryland, Ireland, Asia, Asia and the United States.
Violation of politics, bulletproof plans for women,
doctors and prostitutes, bullets and other youth.
People died in the war. Estonia is a US business,
******* and debt. It has two feet, two long roses,
black, white and white. Latina Latin, Latin American
Caucasian scientist. American market, cold aircraft,
afraid of people coming to American schools?
Don't eliminate anger, rot, white hair, hair, small pictures.
Church power, faith, religion, sports figures.
The front ends of the shoulders. Call the discussion center
and stop the help in the kindergarten class. This fee is sufficient for every child and 500 women. The United States is not required.
Brazil is like a palm tree. English is successful.
Some men are men. Take a moment! For some Rome.
The whole woman did not fall. Asia and Palestine
Glass is a financial protein. One step in North America
is a unique person, a unique personality and the rest of the time.
Authors, domains and even services are the smallest. Mucchi,
Muslim Brotherhood, His Young People, Manovova Pump (1913),
Canada, 1913, Radio: Music. Georgian leaders invited 1,500 people
from Maryland, Australia, Maryland, magistrates, prosecutors
and Asian musicians. Soft and careless leaves are ****** girls and shadows. It gives us good soil. Vincent's sins are an important sporting event in New Zealand, Asia, Russia, Italy, Pittsburgh and the Asia-Pacific region.
The black boy found a Chinese boy. The worst criminal in England.
Life is like a bridge of life. In this place, other ships enter a large,
unused area. When she came to us, she loved the green eyes.
The most important game is a racing game. The game includes Georgian, English, Maryland, Ireland, Asia, Asia and the United States. Black programs, slippers, etc. Teenagers prohibit political groups, women,
doctors and prostitutes. Warlords destroyed people. Estonia is a business
in the United States, prostitution and debt. We have two legs, two roses long, black, white and white. Latin Latin, Latin American skin and white skin are American scientists. American artisans, safe air, are you afraid of people going to American schools? Do not wipe anger, blur, white, hair
and small pictures.
Supreme religion is strong, believer, religion, big color.
The first two shoulder straps. Call the call center.
Steal two help requests from the babysitter. This cost is adequate for both children and for one woman there are 500 breads. America is not needed.
Brazil looks like a palm. Good birds are in English. Some men are men. Make room!
This is the case with some Romans. The entire woman's skin is dark.
Asia and the Pacific want to change nature.
Regeneration of the greatest golden light.
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2024
It was 3:00 a.m. in Bowie Maryland in the year of our Lord, 1861.

A drum roll passed by in the night not more than a mile away, and Billy couldn’t tell whether it was coming from the Yanks or the Rebs. Both of Billy’s brothers had left home in the past two months.  His oldest brother Jeb having joined the Army of Northern Virginia, while his next oldest brother Seth was now fighting for the Union with Major General George G. Meade in the Army of the Potomac. Billy’s family was like a lot of other families in Maryland, and the Western Shore of Virginia, with some men choosing to fight for the North while many chose the South.

Billy was just about to turn sixteen and still had not chosen his side.  He had friends and family fighting for both and knew that the time was getting short for him to choose.  He couldn’t imagine fighting against either of his older brothers, but once he decided the possibility would definitely be there.  Billy pulled the bed covers over his head and thought back to a more pleasant time — a day when his two older brothers had taken him fishing in Mayo along the western shore of the Chesapeake Bay.

His brothers couldn’t have been more different.  Jeb was large and domineering with a personality that fit the profile of the typical soldier or warrior.  Seth was more studious and would rather have his nose stuck in a book than behind the sights of a Springfield Rifle Model 1861.  The 1861 was the most widely used rifle on both sides. The south called their version the Fayetteville Rifle, and Billy’s Dad had given his to Jeb just before he died last year.  Billy had never fired the big gun and had only carried it for his father and brother when they went on their weekly hunts for deer and small game.

Billy Finally Drifted Off To Sleep …

The next morning, his mother told him that Union soldiers had passed by in the night under the command of Colonel Elmer E. Ellsworth.  They were on their way to Alexandria Virginia to join with Colonel Orlando B. Wilcox in an attempt to retake Alexandria and drive the confederates out.  It was just too close to Washington D.C. and had to be secured. For several months confederate troops had been infiltrating Maryland and sightings had been reported from Hagerstown to Anne Arundel County. Billy wondered about the fighting that would take place later that week and hoped that wherever his brothers were engaged they were safe and out of harms way.

After breakfast, Billy decided to spend the day fishing along the Patuxent River just southeast of his home.  He rode their old Tennessee Walker George as his blue tick hound Alfie ran along side. It took Billy an hour to get to the river and he used the time to once again try and decide what the right thing was for him to do.  He had sympathies for both sides, and the decision in his mind was neither black nor white.  He wished that it was because then he could get this all over with and leave today. Billy was famous in his area for being able to get across the water. Whether it was a makeshift raft, dugout canoe, or just some drift lumber available, Billy had made it across long open stretches of the Chesapeake Bay — never once having been deterred.

He Was An Early Day Chesapeake Waterman

Billy returned home from fishing that day and found his house burned to the ground.  His mother was standing out front still in tears with her arms wrapped around Billy’s little sister Meg.  A rear-guard unit from Ellsworth’s column had gotten word that Billy’s brother Jeb was fighting for the South and just assumed that the entire family were southern sympathizers. Billy’s mother tried to tell the soldiers that her middle son was fighting with the Army of The Potomac.  No matter how hard she pleaded with the sergeant in charge, he evacuated all in the house (Billy’s Mother, Sister and Aunt Bess) and then covered the front porch in coal oil, lit it with a torch, and then just rode away. He never even turned around to watch it burn.

That Union Sergeant had now made Billy’s decision crystal clear, at least for the moment.  Once he got his mother, sister, and aunt resettled, he would make his way to Virginia and join with his older brother in the confederate cause. He remembered his brother Jeb telling him that the Confederate Soldiers had more respect, and he couldn’t imagine them doing to his family what the Union Army had just done.

It took Billy two weeks to get his Mother resettled with family up in Annapolis.  He then packed the little that remained of his belongings, loaded up old George, and said goodbye to the life he knew.  It would be a week’s ride to get past the Union Camps in Southern Maryland and Northern Virginia, and he knew he would have to stay in the tree line and travel at night.  If caught by the Yanks, his only chance of survival would be to join up with them, and he couldn’t imagine fighting for those who had just destroyed his home. His conviction to get past Fredericksburg was now determined and strong.

All Billy had to arm himself with was an 1860 percussion squirrel rifle that his brothers had bought him before going off to war.  It was only.36 caliber, but still gave Billy some feeling of security as he slowly passed through the trees in the dark. His plan was to hug the western shore of the bay, as far as Charlotte Hall, and then take two short ferry rides. His first would be across the Patuxent River and then one across the Potomac on his way to Fredericksburg.  He prayed and he hoped that the ferry’s he found were not under Union control.

Billy spent his first night in Churchton along the western shore. It was quiet and uneventful, and he was actually able to get a good night’s sleep.  He had run out of oats for George though, and in the morning needed to find an understanding farmer to help fortify his mount.  As he approached the town of Sunderland, he saw a farmer off to his right (West) tending to his fields.  Billy approached the farmer cautiously making sure he rode around in front of the farmer and not approaching from the rear.

The farmer said his name was Hawkins, and he told Billy there were oats over in the barn and two water troughs in front of the house.  He also said that if he was hungry there was a woman inside who would fix him something to eat.  He then told him that he could spend the night in his barn but since it was still early in the day, he said he was sure that Billy wanted to move on.

Billy thought it was strange that the man asked no other questions of him.  He seemed to accept Billy for all that he was at the moment — a young man riddled with uncertainty and doubt and on his way to a place he still wasn’t sure was right for him.  The look in the man’s eyes pointed Billy in the direction he now needed to go, and as he turned to thank him for his hospitality the man had already turned back to his plow.

In the barn were three large barrels of oats and five empty stalls. Two of the stalls looked like they had recently been slept in because there were two empty plates and one pair of socks still lying in the stall furthest to the left.  Billy fed George the oats and then walked outside.  Everything looked quiet in the house as he approached the front door.  He knocked twice, and a handsome looking woman about his mother’s age answered before he could knock a third time.  The woman’s name was Martha and as she invited Billy inside, she asked him when was the last time he had eaten?
Yesterday morning Ma’m, Billy said, as Martha prepared him some cold pork and cooked beans.  Billy was so hungry that he thought it was the best thing that he had ever tasted. Martha then told Billy to be careful in the woods because both union and rebel forces had been seen recently and there were stories of atrocities from both sides as they passed on their way.  Martha also said she had heard that Union forces had burned a farm up in Bowie a few weeks ago.  Billy stayed quiet and didn’t utter a word.

Billy Remained Quiet

After he finished his meal, Billy thanked Martha who had packed salt pork for him to take on his way.  Billy walked George to the water trough and waited as George drank.  He looked across the fields and he could sense what was coming.  This tranquil and pastoral scene was soon to be transformed into blood and gore as the epic struggle between North and South finished its first year. It was late fall in 1861 and Billy’s birthday was in two more weeks.  This was never the way he envisioned turning sixteen to be.

Billy thanked Martha, put the salted pork in his pouch, and remounted George. Martha said:  Whichever side you are riding to, may God be with you, young man.  Billy thought it was strange that she knew where he was heading without him telling.  He then also thought that he was probably not the first young traveler to stop at this farm for some kind words and sustenance. He rode back out in the field to thank the farmer, but when he got to the spot where he had met him before, the farmer was not there.  Billy wondered where he could have gone.  As he rode back down the cobbled dirt road, he noticed a sign at the end where it reconnected with the main road — Billett’s Farm. That wasn’t the name the farmer had told him when they were first introduced before.

Hawkins He Had Said

Billy worked his way towards Charlotte Hall.  From there he would head East to Pope’s Creek and try to get on the short ferry that would take him across the Potomac River and over to Virginia. Then Billy was sure he would finally be safe.  Tonight though, he only made it as far as Benedict Maryland, and he again needed to find secluded shelter for the night. Benedict was right along the banks of the Patuxent River where the farming was good, and the fishing was even better.

It was getting dark when Billy spotted what he was looking for.  There was a large farm up ahead with two large barns and three out buildings.  Billy sat inside the trees and waited for dark.  It was inside the outbuilding furthest to the east that he intended to stay the night.  As darkness covered the fields, Billy walked slowly towards the large shack.  He led George behind him by his lead and hoped that he would remain quiet.  George was an older horse, now fifteen, and seemed to always know what was required of him without asking.  Not that you can really ask a horse to do anything, but George did just seem to know.

Billy got to the outbuilding and put his ear to the back wall to see if he could hear anything from inside.  When he was sure it was safe, he walked around front to the door, opened it, and he and George quickly walked inside.  In the very dim moonlight, Billy could see that it was about 20’ X 20’ and had chopped wood stored against the back wall.  There were also two empty stalls and a loft up above about 10’ X 20.’  Billy decided to sleep downstairs in case he had to get away fast, and after tying George to the furthest back stall, he laid down in the stall to its right and fell fast asleep.
Billy doesn’t know how long he had been asleep, but all at once he heard the sound of clicking and could feel the cold hard press of steel against his left temple.  He woke up in a start and could see five men with lanterns standing over him in the stall.  As his eyes started to adjust, he noticed something strange.  Three of these five men were black.

Whatcha doin here boy, and where you headed, the biggest of the three black men asked him?  Billy knew that how he was to answer that question would probably determine whether he lived through the night. I’m headed to Virginia to try and find my older brother. Our farm was burned a few weeks ago and my mother and baby sister are now living with relatives.  I need to let my brother know, so he will know where to find us when the war is over.
I think this here boy’s fixin to join up with the Rebs, another of the black men shouted out.  Tell the truth boy, you’re headed to Richmond to sign up with old Jeff Davis ain’t you?  Billy lied and said he wasn’t sure of which side to fight for and that he had a brother fighting for each.  With that, the biggest of the three sat him on a barrel in the corner and began to talk again …
What you done tonight boy is decide to camp in a rural spot of the Underground Railroad.  You know what that is boy?  We have a real problem now because you knows where it’s at.  We can’t trust that you won’t tell nobody else and ruin other’s chances to get North and be free.  Billy just stared into the man’s face.  He had a strength mixed with kindness behind his eyes and for a reason Billy couldn’t understand, he felt safe in this man’s presence.

Son, we is makin our way over to Preston on the western shore where we catches a train to the North.  We have one more stop before there and that’s at the Hawkins place just thirty miles up the road.  Billy then knew why the stalls back at Martha’s barn had looked slept in.  He still wondered why the sign at the farm entrance had said Billett instead of Hawkins.  The black man then said: My names Lester, and those two men over there are brothers named Rayford and Link.  By now, the two white men were gone and only the four of them were left in the stall.

Since you say you haven’t made your mind up yet about which side to join, let me help you a little with your choosin.  Lester then went on to tell Billy that Rayford and Link had five other brothers and two sisters that were all killed while trying to escape to the North.  Not only were they killed, but they were tortured before being hanged just outside of Columbia South Carolina.  Lester then asked Rayford and Link to remove their shirts.  As they did, Lester took his lantern and shined it over both of their backs.  Both were totally covered with scars from the several lashings they had received on the plantation where they had worked back in South Carolina.  Lester said this was not unusual, and no man should be treated that way.  This was worse treatment than the slave owner would ever do to any of his animals.

Lester then said again: It’ll be a shame to have to **** you boy, but for the better good of all involved, I’ll do what I gots to do. With that, the three men walked outside, and Billy could hear them talking in hushed tones for what seemed like an hour.  Lester walked back inside alone and said: What’s your name son?  We’ve decided we're taking you with us up the road a piece.  You might come in handy if we need a hostage or someone with local knowledge of the area as we make our way t’wards Preston. Go back to sleep and we’ll wake you in an hour when it’s time to go.

Billy couldn’t sleep. It had been a long day of interrogation and darkness was again approaching.  He heard the men talking outside and from what they were saying, he realized they did all of their traveling at night hiding out in small barns and shacks like this during the light of day. He wondered now if he’d ever see home again.  He wondered even more about his previous decision to fight for the South.

In an hour, Lester came in and asked Billy if that was his horse in the stall next to him.  Billy said it was and Lester said: Get him outside, we’re going to load him with the chillens and then be on our way.  When Billy walked outside he saw eight other black people in addition to the three he had previously met.  It was a mother and father and five children all aged between three and eleven.  Lester hoisted the three smallest children up on George’s back, as the other two lined up to walk alongside.  They would make sure that none of the younger ones fell off as they maneuvered their way North through the trees at night.  The mother and father walked quietly behind, as the three large black men led the way with Link scouting up ahead for anything unforeseen.

Just before dawn, Billy recognized where they were.  They were at the end of that farm road he had just come down the day before, but the sign now read in faded letters Hawkins.  Billy looked back at the sign and he could see something written on the back.  As he squinted into the approaching sun, he could see the letters B-I-L-L-E-T-T written of the back of the board.  Billy was now more confused than ever.  Lester told them all to wait in the trees to the left of the farm road, as he took out three small rocks from his pants pocket. The sun was almost up and this was the most dangerous part of their day.

He approached the house slowly and threw the first stone onto the front porch roof — then followed by the second and then the third.  Without any lights being lit, the front door opened and Lester walked inside.  In less than a minute, he was back in the trees and said:  It now OK fo us to makes our way to the barn, where we’s gonna hide for the day.

After they were settled in the five empty stalls, Lester decided who would then take the first watch.  He needed to have two people on watch, one looking outside for approaching strangers and one watching Billy so he wouldn’t try to escape.  What Lester didn’t know was that Billy wasn’t sure he wanted to go anywhere right now and was starting to feel like he was more part of what was going on than any hostage or prisoner.

In another hour, Martha came in with two big baskets of food: Oh I see you have found my young friend Billy, I didn’t know that he worked for the road.  Lester told Martha that he didn’t, and he was still not sure of what to do with him.  Martha just looked down at Billy and smiled. I’m sure you’ll know the right thing to do Lester, and then she walked back outside toward the house. Lester told Billy that Martha was a staple on the Road to Preston and that without her, hundreds, maybe thousands of black slaves would now be dead between Virginia and Delaware.  He then told Billy that Martha was a widow, and both her husband and two sons had been killed recently at the Battle of Bull Run.  They had fought on the Confederate side, but Martha still had never agreed with slavery.  Her husband and sons hadn’t either, but they sympathized with everything else that the South was trying to do.

Billy’s head felt like it wanted to explode.  Here was a woman who had lost everything at the hands of Yankee soldiers and yet was still trying to help runaway slaves achieve freedom as they worked their way through Maryland.  Billy wanted to talk to Martha.  He also wondered who that man was in the field the previous morning when he had stopped to introduce himself.  He was sure at the time it had been Martha’s husband, but now Lester had just said that she was a widow. More than anything though, Billy wanted to talk to Martha!

Billy asked Lester when he returned from his watch if he could go see Martha inside the house.  Lester said: What fer boy, you’s be better off jus sittin quietly in this here barn. Billy told Lester that if he mentioned to Martha that he wanted to see her, he was sure she would know why and then agree to talk with him.  Lester said: I’ll think on it boy, now go get ya some sleep.  Oh by the way, did you get somethin to eat?  Matha’s biscuits are the best you’ll ever taste.  Billy said, Yes, and then tried to lie down and go to sleep.  His mind stayed restless though and he knew deep in his heart, and in a way he couldn’t explain, that Martha held the answer he was desperately in need of.

In about two more hours Martha returned with more food.  She wanted to dispense it among the children first, but three were still sleeping so she wrapped theirs and put it beside them where they lay.  After feeding the adults, she walked over to Billy and said: Would you help me carry the baskets back up to the house? Billy looked at Lester and he just nodded his head.  On the way back to the house Martha said: I understand you want to talk to me. I knew I should have talked with you before, but you were in such a hurry we never got the chance.  Let’s go inside and sit down while I prepare the final meal.

Martha then explained to Billy that she had been raised in Philadelphia.  She had met her husband while on a trip to Baltimore one summer to visit relatives.  Her husband had been working on a fishing boat docked in Londontown just south of Baltimore.  It was love at first sight, and they were married within three weeks.  Martha had only been back to Philadelphia twice since then to attend the funerals of both of her parents.  She then told Billy what a tragedy this new war was on the face of America … with brother fighting brother, and in some cases, fathers fighting their own sons. It not only divides us as a nation, but divides thousands of families, especially those along the Mason-Dixon line where our farm is located now.

She also told Billy her name was Billett, but they used Hawkins at night as the name of her Railway Stop along the Road. Hawkins was Martha’s maiden name and to her knowledge was not well known in these parts. Hawkins was also the name distributed throughout the South to runaway slaves who were trying to make their way North. Martha felt that if they were looking for someone in her area named Hawkins, they would have a hard time tracing it back to her.  The Courthouse that she and her husband had been married in burned down over fifteen years ago and all records of births, deaths, and marriages, had been consumed by that fire.

By reversing the sign at night to Hawkins, it allowed the runaway slaves to find her in the darkness while protecting her identity in the event that they were caught.  Under questioning, they might give up the name Hawkins while having no knowledge of the name Billett which in these parts was well known. Martha also told Billy that she had nothing left to lose now except her dignity and pride.  Her two sons and husband had been taken at Bull Run and now all she wanted was for the war to end and for those living imprisoned in slavery to be set free and released. Her dignity and pride forced her to try and do everything she could to help.

When Billy asked Martha … How did you know the right thing to do? she said: The right thing is already planted there deep inside you.  All that’s required is for you to be totally honest with yourself to know the answer.  Martha then turned back to her cooking.

Lester then walked into the kitchen and said: Martha Ma’m, what’s we gonna do wit dis boy?  Martha only looked at Billy and smiled as she said, Lester, this boy’s gonna do just fine.  Lester then looked at Billy and said: Somethin you wanta say to me son? Billy asked if he could go feed his horse and then come back in a few minutes.  Lester said that he could but not to take too long.

When Billy walked back into the barn, George was tied to a wall cleat in the far left corner.  He walked him out to the water trough in the dark and then back inside where he gave him another half- bucket of oats.  He looked in George’s eyes for that surety that George always had about him.  Just as he started to look away, George ****** up his head and looked to his left.  The youngest of the black children was walking toward George with something in her hand.  She was with her older sister, and she was carrying an apple — an apple for George. George took the apple from her hand as he nudged the side of her face with his nose.  Billy looked at the scene, and, in the moment’s revelation, knew instantly the right thing for him to do.

Billy went back inside where Lester and Martha were drinking coffee by the fire.  Billy told Lester that NOBODY knew these backwaters like he and his brothers. He also told Lester that by joining his cause he would never be faced with the possibility of meeting either of his brothers on the field of battle.  This seemed to strike a nerve with Lester who had a brother of his own fighting for the south somewhere in Louisiana.  In Louisiana, many of the black’s were free men and fought under General Nathan Bedford Forrest where they would comport themselves with honor and bravery throughout the entire war.

Billy then told Lester he had never agreed with slavery, and his father had always refused to own them.  This made the work harder on he and his brothers, and some of their neighbors ostracized them for their choice.  Billy said his father didn’t care and told him many times that … No man should ever own another or Lord over him and be able to tell him what he can or cannot do.

Lester then asked Billy what he knew about these backwaters.  Billy said he knew every creek and tributary along the Patuxent River and all the easiest places to get across and get across safely where no one could see.  Lester said they had a friendly ferry across the bay to Taylors Island, but many times the hardest part was getting across the Patuxent to where they were now.  From here, they would then decide whether to go across the bay to Preston or head further North to other friendly stops along the Road to Delaware. Billy said he would be most helpful along those stops further North and on this Western side of the bay as he knew the terrain so well.

For four more years Billy worked out of Martha’s farm hiding and transporting runaway slaves on their way North.  He would make occasional trips back to Bowie to fortify the barn that the Union soldiers had not burned when they torched his house that day.  His family’s barn would become the main Railroad Stop before taking those last steps to freedom that lay just 100 miles beyond in the free state of Delaware.

After reconstruction, Billy went on to become a lawyer and then a judge in Calvert County Maryland.  Martha had left Billy the farm in her will, and he now used it as a haven for black people who were freely emigrating from the south and needed a place to stay and rest before continuing on to the Industrial cities of the northeast.

When Martha was dying, Billy asked her who that mysterious farmer was that was out tending her field that morning when he first stopped by so many years ago? Martha said:Why don’t you know; that was my father, Ethan Hawkins. He worked that field every day since my husband and two boys were killed.  I’m surprised he let you see him.  I thought I was the only one who ever knew he was there.  But, but, but, your father died many years ago I thought.  Martha looked at Billy with those beautiful and gentle eyes and just smiled …

Seeing him that day had changed Billy and the direction
of his life forever, making what seemed like King
Solomon’s choice — the right and only one for him.


Kurt Philip Behm