I've been told that a catapiller wrapped snuggly in it's cacoon like the bed-time burrito of my youth feels very simular to the feeling i give when i hug. I've been told that i squeez just right, with the warmth of a summer night. I've been told I hug like a lover seeing her soldier for the first time in years. The few people i hug ask me how i hug so well.
I don't.
I hug with the pain of yesterday.
I hug with the scars on my wrists and the blood on my legs.
I hug with the overdoses, the addictions, the emptyness, the abondonment.
When i hug, i send a message.

Abondonment is expected
Maybe even created
Self fullfiled prophecy or Destiny?

Exhausted from the rage
Incapable of withstanding this,
Your eternal storm.

Trapped as always
Bound to yet another villain
Growing crueler as I strengthen

I think I forgot how to cry
This well of sadness won't release
Maybe I'll simply disappear tonight

The vagabond abondonment promises mom!!  I'm a police officer I get the house those are a *****

Ventura mom.  

No homekey hopes. My way

The dudes twin from the office or something peeps his head out on the avenue lived in the basilica humbled
Runs to sanctify groceries then hampers back to his jimi neutron second city musical pals
I hate these guys
They are not door dashing you

They will leave sudakis **** mustach in your nightmares

I hate Jason

Leave Ventura Jason

Sock puppet historical home owners associate dues welfare ***

Putnam county boys don't pay for rappers

Sotherbys ghetto auctioneer has irwindales chip decoder magnetic ring viewer portal to subsidy fraud on the door

****** little hopeless Berkshire complex mock up

Purell economy is enforced in the immobilized pile of child carcasses they have hidden in those ****** sq ft apartments

Sanitized. Billion