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 Jan 2013 Sarah Villaluz
CMT
Letting people blow their grey ashy clouds all around me
so that the musty scent clings to me
the way I wish you would.

Finding my hands trembling once again for a pen or paintbrush
even though I thought colour never came naturally to me,
You smiled and made me believe it did.

Gazing upwards at watercolour sunsets and pin-pricked stars
while I hold my breath and wait for you
to appear under the same sky as me.

Rekindling my affair with old tunes and aged records,
exploring the worlds of melodies yet unheard,
because I want to find you in every song.

Feeling my ribs collapse one by one around my heart in silent shame,
remembering the blurred but honest words I slurred
and realising yours didn't feel quite the same.

Blindly falling into traps I refused to see,
burning red and ashamed that I let you own me so completely,
without you ever belonging to me.
 Jan 2013 Sarah Villaluz
Emma
It is raining Chopin
Reminding me that together we are an arpeggio
Alone, I am played in legato
I plant myself in every horizon and
at one end of each rainbow; the other end belonging to somebody else.
I watch the clock and can tell it is 8:00 when the train passes
but I can’t see the hands move.
It is 2012 not because of the fireworks in
limbo between December and January, but because
I can feel the red yarn in me tightening –
I have less.
I am empty
Again

Where my center should be
there’s a gap.
A considerably large gap. larger than most, I’d bet.
And it’s filled with water.
***** water.

Lift my canister,
Try it.
Tip me over
It’s not as hard as it looks.
Water the flowers.

And when you notice the
plants shrink away,
Make a puddle.

In a while, I’ll dry up.

And each evaporated molecule
will whisper “*******” in a
different person’s ear as they rise to the
heavens.

And when I get pieced
back together
in the clouds,
I wonder if I’ll fall back to earth.

Back into my puddle.
Again and again.
But one day, It will get
cold.

And the people won’t want to stay outside.
And my ***** water will freeze,
And solid, I will stand.

Again.
Your own lady Lazarus.

And, again, and again,
My lips will move—
“Fat Lady, have mercy on me.”
But the heat from my lips will
Melt me—
Again.
Copyright 2009 Frankie Solomon
I am in wonder
of the softness in the rise and fall of your cry
growing melodic through fever
then firestorm symphony
Crescendo!
An unstoppable force
Taking everything
just as certainly as you are
Becoming everything.

In receding  rhythms
our echoing atoms do not so much fade
than shimmer, a resounding hum
until settled shapes in its aftermath
Are we.
Copyright ©2010-2013 Sean Winslow All Rights Reserved
Envision
an appreciation
of your impurities
exfoliated into an aura
rather than a facade
unbalanced on
secrets.

Unlike a lace gown
sewn to his eye's perfection and fragile to intrigued fingertips.

Separately framed from other self-portraits
displayed for onlookers to applaud the absent authenticity, and
for the egocentric to endorse their entitlement.

Beautiful
     (noun).
                  Uniquely embellished soul
     (adjective).
                  Not merely innocent
                  Not purely ******
                  Not fearful of the exotic
     (verb).
                  Facing the sun and forgetting
                  All analysis of the world around us,
                  Splashing each other with our reflections
                  In the puddles rippling the rainbow.
Hand clinches
into a fist.
Which I could use
against you
Not a care in the world.
You say I'm blasphemous
I say your weak.
Screaming demons,
muscles writhing
in pain.
Blood stained eyes,
my tongue
sharpened like a sword.
Begging for mercy
upon a liars chair.
I can
I am.
tears shed,
spit it out.
Dying one more death,
to be redeemed again.
I live on.
Calloused hands, scarred sanity
hate is divinity
I am almighty.
Cast in gloom by unstirred night,
Set in shade by hellish light,
The hours expend their restless plight
Upon my weary, arctic eyes.

And no soothing turns of fitful head
Can transgress to sleep within this bed,
For to shelter thin my heart's been led
By an angel with fluorescent eyes.

It is sleep for which my body pleads
But from taunting dreams I do recede
For fear and dread within them breed
Fear of vacant, careless eyes.

What once was filled with pleasantries
Cascades forthwith to miseries
And in each eye where once was love
Reside two empty sarcophagi

Phantoms parade their blustry gowns
And taunt me with their golden crowns
Memories mix with unlived lies
Behind their lucid, ghostly eyes

And when I find the rest I need
It greets me like an evil ****
It passes by and leaves its seed
Of tortured, lurid, silent eyes.
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