By seven I knew I was different
By eight I thought I was weird
By nine I thought I was fat
By ten I thought I was ugly
By eleven I started to hate myself
By twelve I thought I shouldn't exist
By thirteen I wanted to die
By fourteen I began to selfharm
By fifteen I planned my death
By sixteen I was long gone
Honestly this is a little off.... Everything started a bit earlier I suppose and not exactly defined by a single age, but it's close enough