A family of five Hoodie Crows lay siege to our small valley. They command the whole panorama; their calls can be heard everywhere. They are clever. Do not trust Man, they impart to their offspring, handed down the generations. A wisdom learnt through experience.
I tried water wading, floating, drowning the pooling and spilling of years immersed myself holy deeply to find the fear dark in the deep end the coming home to soul the pain of it all unknowingly I'd slept heart wrecked frozen in fear unwilling to look until there was no other choice until one day discovering hidden truths beyond my darkest void.