I sat with my anger long enough,
Until it told me it's real name was grief.

Even a wilted flower who is losing its color and hanging its head, still has life when you continue to water it...

Heal.
So you can hear what's being said without the filter of your wound.

When it seems like all hope may be lost,
Just remember that after the last fire burns out, the lands will blossom.

If you don't heal what hurt you,

You'll bleed on people who didn't cut you.

Heavy is a mind
That is chained to its past

Heavy is a soul
That knows no way forward

Heavy is a spirit
That keeps running around in circles

Heavy are the eyes
That never stopped shedding tears

Heavy are the ears
That remain slaves to your voice

Heavy are the hands
That knows no other feeling but you

Heavy is the heart
That is struggling to forget everything

Heavy is a person
That drags himself down
To memories that will never
Become a reality

Heavy are his dreams
If these dreams can never be
And will only be
The source of his nightmares

Heavy are the arms
That helplessly linger for yours
Constantly waiting for you
Though never to come back

No more
Please?

I've had enough

Alone.
I am so achingly alone.

In a world full of souls,
Mine has been trapped in a void.

Alone,
So painfully alone.

Deserted by all
But the pain I bear,
That my existence  
Will only be
mine own.

There is a war raging inside of me
Feels as though I'm being eaten from the inside
An anxiety that will not relent
An ache no poison could feasibly palliate
Founded beliefs of a love, one so true
Begging God for an answer
For what reason do I deserve such torment
Of being away from the One
That takes away all of my blue