If I could hold onto anything in this life
It would be to the end of each of your sentences
Or the corner of your smile
Those are the two things I never want to end

The way you left made me want
to wish upon a couple of stars
For every night
inside me was a war

It was the most piercing silence
I have ever heard
And it made me want to
hide from the world

I wish I could pick a star for you
So I wouldn't have to look up for a wish to come true

I wish I could hand a star to you
So you can see I can not only give
you a heavenly body
But also every speck in the
galaxy

I wish you could see
the soul within me
So you could see it was only yours
it wants to be with

I wish my arms were as long as
my agony
So I could wrap it around your entirety
Feel every warmth in your body
Breathing and absorbing the way it
fits me

I wish you could see beneath
my breaking bones
That even though I'm weak and sore
I would still without a
second thought
Carry you home

All the foundations that were once built
Have seemed to diminish
As i try to find some way to make the finish
I try to find ways to replenish
My sorrowful soul
It always hits me hard and i don't know why
I've gotten better about it but it always seems to smack me full circle
It's not a wasteful existence but my mind is telling me so
And i've done nothing to make myself feel this way
I just do, and it's eating me alive
I want to permanently be happy and thrive
But the shrouds of darkness is trying to take me alive
If you have to put up with this much black
Than i want to come back

I hate change
Not the type you find on the ground
Or the inspiring differences
Just the way things falter, transform and corrode.

34 hours. Feels like 3400 days

Don't you ever worry
You will never be one night
Hopefully you'll be in the thousands
But not everything goes to plan like we want it to
What does a poet like me to do?
I want you to keep gazing at me like that again and again until my death
The best women keep you from having a breathe
Because they constantly take it away
And when I say that, I'm no bluff
You're going to make me have Asthma
And I think I can vouch for that
Don't you question your value in this world
He might of seen you as an object
He might of used you
But I will make sure your dreams come true
By getting the treatment you've deserved all this time
Don't weep, it will be okay
They can't hurt you anymore
I'm here to take all the pain away
I'd much rather it be me than you
I'm uses to this more than you know