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195 · Aug 2019
The Glow Inside
Ian Robinson Aug 2019
Every dim-lit day,
There is a cracked window
That I pass on my way,
That emits a soft glow.

It's always in the corner of my eye
It's not my business though.
I'm sure you'd see the rain
In the season of the snow

As days to weeks,
And weeks to years,
As time makes me weak,
They begin to grow: fears

What could be inside,
That emits such a light?
I'd like to say it makes my eyes wide,
But that's simply not right

If I'd stop I would be late
To what is unknown,
And i don't wish to berate
Will I find a house of bones?

Something inviting
Something dreary
Something homely
Something weary

When lust for life is swelling
As my money collects with time
Soon that dwelling
Will be mine

Something inside senses change
And as if a slap to the face
The house begins something strange
It twists and contorts as if it isnt in the right place

The seething rage
Boils my blood
At the sight of this seeming cage
Walking by in my shoes stained in mud

Sometimes the light glows bright
Like a crackling fire in a cave,
Sometimes it isnt even in my sight
Right away at least. I still cant be brave

Enough to turn to look inside.
As I approach early in the night,
I see a "For Sale" sign and I stand, petrified,
Standing there, getting bumped, left and right

I finally have it,
Though I haven't looked in
And I can hardly sit
I have to find the room it is in

And sometime later, I give up
And realize I want more
Than what is in my cup.
I still feel poor

Yet I throw a party, something grand
Seven days too long
I sit in slump, hoping the band
Plays on

I sit alone but not in silence
I hear the light calling to me
As if to give me guidance
Reminding it all started from an apple tree

I follow it to a wall and smell
The scent of fire
And the sound of a bell
My dinner looks something dire

The wall it opened upon my return
It showed me something cursed
And so I let it burn.
I closed the door and it faded away at first

Then a few moments later, a fire burst
It blew away the wall like dust
As i ran from the house
Passerbys glanced at me with disgust

After fire crews diminished the flame
And the crackle of embers was all that's left
All that was left was the window frame.
While looking in, I watch the glow fade to death
194 · Jan 2019
Head Over Heals
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Grab me an ice pack for his ache
I'm head over heels
And now I now how it feels
But I don't think you know what's at stake

Oh I've fallen
And now I'm sore
I feel like I was hit with a boar
So now I sit here callin'

I feel the birds and butterflies
In the pits of my belly
It's turning my insides into jelly
And it makes me want to cry-

-Out in joy
and I promise I won't play
You aren't my prey
And I won't be coy

I'm so madly in love with you
I'm head over heals but I'm feeling blue
193 · Jan 2019
Island
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
I live on an island
In the sea of my own thoughts
Life is never stagnant, neither is the sea
That is why i choose to stay
Where in isolation, I am least alone
192 · Mar 2019
White to Black
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
Clear skies of white
         Darkness consumes
Life exhumes
                 The angriest parts of humanity
The blight of the people persists
    Meager Goose can not suffice
                 to say what is needed
and yet
              belligerent behaviors build boastful tendencies
to fill that void
                          left by last lovers leaning on opposing walls
of the singular mind
I hope this speaks to someone
191 · Jan 2019
Secrets
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Deep in those woods
Behind any good house
Lie secrets worth exploring

Secret lovers
Secret adventures
Secret secrets
That stem from imagination
The kind we all love to find out

Evil demons
And beautiful damsels

Where you learned to master swordsmanship
Where you brought your first love
For a cheesy picnic on la Grande Jatte  
That we saw in art class once

Secrets are kept
In those woods out back
191 · Jan 2019
Heights
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Those not afraid
Are the ones most bound
To fall
Straight to the ground
And the ones who are
enjoy the tranquility
of falling
190 · Mar 2019
Boy of a Shell
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
What's left to say
188 · Feb 2020
Love N Stuff
Ian Robinson Feb 2020
Like Calamity loves to disrupt the Calm,
Like A Bad Day loves driving one, unloved child off the edge
Like a cat loves to eat her first child
Like a bee loves to help a flower ****
Like a crackhead loves their first pipe
like a Saying loves to be painstakingly true
Like how you love me
I will love you
Been a while
187 · Dec 2018
Black and Blue Moon
Ian Robinson Dec 2018
Where were you, when the moon split in two?
I thought I saw you looking up too

I wondered where you were between the far and few
Please come back I am blue

If for you I’d have flew
I wish I knew, I would hold the line just for you
So

Where were you
When the moon split in two
187 · Jan 2019
Dissociate
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
I write this through cold fingertips
Dipped in the blood of my heart
I see my own soul in the bathroom mirror
It's weird i can see myself so much clearer
So while i lie here alone
And stare deep into my phone,
Call out to me,
I'll reply with the cold dead truth

The cold dead oak tree
Roots itself inside my head
But i have never bled
185 · Jan 2019
Falling Backwards
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
I see you in my dreams
But I don't know you yet
But that's okay because I know you;
You are beautiful, in your own way
You are smart, in your own right
You are short, by that I mean with me
You are everything I need

I am a mess. a train-wreck.
I know I am a handful,
But you'll be able to handle me
I won't just be attracted to you
I'll be attracted by you

I'm from Evergreen
If you know what I mean
so I'll be calming
You're probably from Sunshine
Because you already brighten up my day

I'll never have to see you
way back in my rear-view
185 · Jan 2019
Zelig
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
I just wanna write down my thoughts
While I write something without being caught
For all the wrong that I’ve done be it all for naught

What if I’m not really depressed,
And all I am is stressed
And I really, just need to rest

And I boast
Much more than most
About how my life is like a sea coast

And I think I’m gonna drown
I keep on sinking, down
And now I sit on my bed bound

To be the next big thing
Unable to really speak or sing
And now I cling

Onto life and fall
Matter over mind when I crawl
Can’t even step up to hit the ball

I am just a chameleon
An aspiring Machiavellian
Now I have the look of Mephistophelian

Deep in my eyes
I cannot cry
Tears all dry

Gin and tonic
I’m addicted to toxic
Unaware of how ironic

It’s is to be with someone
I don’t connect with no matter the sun
184 · Mar 2019
Lemonade Stand
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
Lemonade, fresh squeezed
Brown sugar sweetener
Cubed ice
Paper cups
All a summer's dream
183 · Jan 2019
Love's Sorrow
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
I'll
Miss
You

What do you want your last words to be?
183 · Mar 2019
The Way I love You
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
Everyday I want to learn something new
about the way you love me
But the way I love you is quite simple
The stars in your eyes shine brightly
My hands are always cold, except while holding yours
And your cute dimple only shows up when I make you laugh
Not to mention that adorable laugh and snort when I say a good one
But my favourite thing, is that I get to love you
How I want to love you
And you still know I love you
180 · Jan 2019
Oh, Love! Oh, Life!
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Oh, Love
How creative be you
bring me up when I feel blue
bring me to me knees
give me a clue

Oh, Life!
Joyous as thou might be
i propose to you on one knee
to no avail
somehow filled with glee

none-the-wiser
my first ode
180 · Feb 2019
My Thorn-filled Rose
Ian Robinson Feb 2019
When I watch you grow
I realize, a thick stem is better
Than a long one
For a thick stalk does not break as easily
179 · Feb 2019
Daily Grind
Ian Robinson Feb 2019
Wake up
Eat
Go to Work
Sleep
Repeat

But what really is it
That gets us on our feet

For some it is
Money

For others it could be
Honey (wink wink)

I think it is kind of funny
How we relay so much so often

When all we’re ending up in a
Coffin.

Every-so-often
A loved one ends up in the Earth

But very every pound of Earth
Is another Birth
So be it a Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde
We all have a chuckle,
And some of us have even cried

While some get high
To pass the life away

Some choose to look high
And forward to the next day
179 · Feb 2019
6 word poem #5 Poptarts!
Ian Robinson Feb 2019
Jam filled, crust wrapped, glazed top
177 · Mar 2019
Experience
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
They say
"You don't have the experience to be a poet."
"Don't even try."
"You may have talent, but nothing to nurture it with."
"You're. Just. A. Kid."
But being a kid
I have a better imagination
I can create better visuals
And stimulate senses better
Like soft serve on a softer summer day
Or the crumbling of a stone statue heart stuck on a girl
I am just as good at you
Though I lack experience
I can be better than you
Getting fed up with people telling me I don't have enough life experience
176 · Mar 2019
Worn Through
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
Tattered teal trousers
Are real worn through

Childhood chances cherishing
dreams, shatter by choices

Weathered weakened windows
the wither away with time

Knowing now never
waste a moment
176 · Mar 2021
Where Was I
Ian Robinson Mar 2021
Floating whisps wrap my throat.
Subtley starving my blood.
I watch my ocean of love disappear-
Don't go...
The butterflies bounce in fluttery breaths
Only known by those who watched You fly.

Clarity never cleared my vision up,
But it seems doldrums cloud the glow, situated on my path.
How unfortunate it seems this boat cannot be fled from
Although flight seems at a beat's fail,
Death evades those it suffers but doesn't release.
Even sobbing duress cannot cry for
Where I was
176 · Jan 2019
City-Scapes
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
towers towering too high
lean left so those down low
have a hap-chance of happiness

children change climates
wishing the world will win
over ginormous giants gripping
concrete cause-ways creating creatures
night-bound by nocturnes
176 · Mar 2019
Favourite Flower
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
Flowers of so many flowers all meaning
Different things,
Tulips: cheerfulness, royalty and forgiveness
Roses: Love and lust
Buttercups: childishness
But favourite of all
Hydrangeas: Heartfelt gratefulness
I love hydrangeas
175 · Mar 2019
Moon
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
Get you a moon, and the stars will never shine quite as bright
Get you a star and the moon will never shine in your eyes
175 · Dec 2018
Man's Final Lesson
Ian Robinson Dec 2018
One deep... breath
Pushing the daily grind
Contemplating in his mind
The thoughts of an old soul
In a young man's heart

Still as the world revolves
But not his
174 · Jan 2019
Colorado
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Hippie Heights
those who know, know
174 · Jan 2019
Source of Strength
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Strength is a subjective term
One of which that applies to all
Sometimes I loose my grip so firm
And I drop the ball
But I alwasy get back on my feet
Because i am my own source of strength
174 · Feb 2019
1st Timers
Ian Robinson Feb 2019
Why do I always fall in love with them?
171 · Mar 2019
Slaughtering Time
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
Tock Tock Tock Tock,
The clock Ticks on
As I sit and lie in my wake
Of silence that has grown attached to my ears
I start to leave and everything brings me back
Yet peace pulls me away,
I want myself,
I am burdened to listen to the drawl of time
I am upside-down and inside-out on my futon
Figuring out how to fish in an empty pond for
Anything
But nothing happens, nothing said
Nothing lost
Nothing found
Just
an empty pond
to Slaughter Time with
170 · Mar 2019
Deep Breaths
Ian Robinson Mar 2019
Somber slow
Deep
Breaths bring bleak
Thoughts to
Compensate choreographed
Flaws flowing for future figures

The truth touches tongues
Silencing secrets simply structured
In intimate interjections
170 · Feb 2019
Unusual
Ian Robinson Feb 2019
I admit what I did was rather unusual
maybe even somewhat unruling;
Although i'm not sorry for being me
i just wanted to make you happy
170 · Jan 2019
Prompts
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Trees only bear so much fruit
The grass can only be so green
Writers block can only block so much
Snow can only fall so fast
And now
Ideas can only come in a blue moon
169 · Jan 2019
Spring Nights
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Spring nights know no dawns
      Winter dead and gone
fights of house cleaning
                seeing isn't believing

A spring child born
     enduring such hardships
though it head filled will knowledge
         knows no bounds
or bonds
168 · Jan 2019
Dear Budding Rose
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
I've cared for you for who knows how long
It's time i said my "I Love You's"
168 · Aug 2022
Plop
Ian Robinson Aug 2022
Tear drops from the sky
Replay in my mind
Swinging heartstrings

Life falls through my eye
One left closed and blind
Safe in Memory

Rain plops on puddles
Drowning syncopation

Unbeknownst, Unrealized
Some how enshrined
Time doesn't just pass by

World forever lost to time
Marching on ahead of mine
Idle idealation tends to be the cause of human demise.
167 · Jan 2019
Blasted
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Eyes dart back and forth
Heart rate high
No longer wishing i could cry
Not sure where is magnetic North
Palms are moist
Nerves are weary
And so I foist
wishing to be alone and dreary
He's definitely blasted
163 · Feb 2019
6 words
Ian Robinson Feb 2019
For all that I am:
Nothing
163 · Feb 2019
Belly of the Best
Ian Robinson Feb 2019
And so I sit
And here I write
Although my space is very tight
I sit with my poetry kit
And hope for better
In the belly of the best
162 · Jan 2019
Faux Feelings
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
You said it
I believed it
I ate it up
Like the starved child i am

Now I sit in silence
Wishing
161 · Sep 2021
Glacier Lakes
Ian Robinson Sep 2021
The cool breeze side-to-side
With a smile and a hard glare
The child in me wants to take you back
It's hard trying to show you what's within
When I know I have nothing
But forward momentum left.

Somehow I feel deep inside,
That the hard rock-rolled beach
Is where we should call home
And it's selfish of me to say,
I want to see you walk into that
Glacier Water Lake again
A fluid contradiction
160 · Feb 2019
What is Time
Ian Robinson Feb 2019
If time only exists when we forget it exists, when it ceases to exist, then what really is time?
160 · Jan 2019
Crying
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Sometimes I cry,
I cry for happiness's sake
Sometimes, in sadness
Rarely in anger
I mostly cry in sympathy
but I do not pity
156 · Jan 2019
falling faster
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Am i falling
in deeper?
my heart
cant keep her
i am but
just a weeper
i can't admit
i need her
156 · Sep 2021
Selfish, selfless
Ian Robinson Sep 2021
The contradictions I speak
Stem from craving versus desire
The passion I feel,
Against the love I harbour
Flow freely from face value
But caught and fought in fire
Of what I want, to what I want to give you
It's hard to remember to love oneself when all one wants is to love someone else
155 · Jan 2019
And So..
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
I use
this
ribbon
to tie
the
knot
of truth
and
honesty
154 · Jan 2019
A Life Worth Living
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
On a regular basis
I encounter Death
As if the safest place
Would be in stasis

At 10 years old
Guillain-barre
Almost took me
But my cards i did not fold

new born
i was failure to thrive
and my head 3 sizes big
now i life with a chest cavity deformed

Not to mention the multiple
attempts on my life
but that's my own doing
i'm culpable

yet this life
is still worth living
154 · Jan 2019
Classroom Calling
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
Come, come
                       the classsroom is calling
                                                         ­         pencils stopped falling
the teacher lectures and
                                              shuts the door
kids bags strewn out on the floor
                        Open discussions open more
like every door that closes a window opens
                              Roping in students for a grester quest of knowledge
152 · Jan 2019
Diet Dirt
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
remember when you were a kid
and the most fun you had was
when you were bored eating dirt?
remember banging on *** lids
and it was all just because
even though doing so would probably get you hurt?

Those were the days,
so long since past
now hair grays
and the days long since last
were the ones you wish would stay
151 · Jan 2019
Silence
Ian Robinson Jan 2019
If i could sit in silence
I could go back to when i was a kid
and write about that
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