I was taking a walk. Thinking of you. We're going to meet. I thought to myself, my life is like a romantic drama film. We talked then we were going to meet and have our date, but you couldn't make it. And yet I still waited. Now time has past and you're in my mind again. We got back in touch and now we're actually going to meet and have our date. Just like in a film which the couple try to be together, but they're separated for some time. Then they get together. I hope we get our happy ending.

I'm thinking about you, N. We're going to meet. Will we like one another straight off? I don't know. I hope so; I hope we do. I don't know what's going to happen. When I told my friends about you and they got excited for me. But I didn't tell them everything I know about you because they didn't ask me. But I think about your situation and I think we could get past it. Some people might tell me "Don't." "Go find someone else." I don't think I could do that. Unless it really doesn't work out between us. But when we talk; I send you a message. And the nervousness hits me after I send it. Then I'm shaking a little as I wait for you to reply. But after you reply I try to think of something else to say, and I'm suddenly hit with writer's block. That mixed with my nervousness about you isn't good for me at all. "Forget about her past and embrace her." a friend told me. And as I think about you, I'm willing to do that, N.

P.S. I wonder what you would say if I told you this.

I still want to see you. I still want to go on a date with you. I still want our date. I am still wanting to see you even after these few years. I still want to see what's going to happen between us. I still want to talk to you more than we have done before. I still wait for you; for us to meet. I still hope the meeting moment for us comes soon. I still want. I still wait. Still.

I think about our time together and I smile. Being with you is a pleasure. I enjoy your company. When I'm with you, I feel an astounding amount of feelings that I know of and aware of especially around you. And when I look into your eyes, I see happiness.

You are the one.
You are the one I think of.
You are the one that I have in my heart.
When I'm with you, you show me you are wonderful.
You show me you are beautiful, cute, adorable.
You shine.
You sparkle.
You light up my day every time I see you.
You are.
You have.
You are and have my love because you.
That's what I love about you.

We met. I kept looking at you. Your simple beauty is drawing me in. We glance at one another. The brief moments of your beauty strikes me every time. And I hold onto those moments between us. The moments reside in my heart. With each moment the love I feel fills my heart. And when I finally told you that I love you; your beauty radiant beyond anything I've ever seen. And it dawned on me, I will always love you.

Is something I like. It ranks up there with Coca-Cola. I always put them together. No matter how far one is away from another. I get them and I'm happy. I focus on them. But when you even walk in my view the pizza and Coca-Cola, that brings me such joy, is left there untouched as I look at you. Then when you depart my view my attention goes back to the pizza and Coca-Cola. But when you are in front of me, I could only focus on you.