Someday it's going to
consume me.
The darkness inside me
that grows everyday.
I'm going to become
my worst fear.
But I can't stop it.

and now i sit here
in the rain
pondering my life
and the use of capitalization.
and why we so very
seldom appreciate
the birds or the sky.
but i understand
the need for liquor or smoke
because it's a hard fight.
it's been a beautiful fight
still is.

My best friend
My shoulder to cry on
We were so close
But now
Now I see
You just needed me
So you could feel better about yourself
Because I was too messed up
I was beyond repair
But you
You just needed some of my essence
My "best friend"  
May I ask you this
Where did you go

Darling can't you see?
I'm the one
Who can cause the pain
To be numb.
I'm the one
Who can devour your soul
And take you captive in my kiss.
Even if it's a just a second
Darling I can be your drug.
Let me take you somewhere.

I'm cold
Right down
To my soul.
I'm mean
Right down
To my bones.
Don't fall for me,
I am a monster.
I am incapable of love.
I'll ruin your life
Before you even make a place in mine.

I'll be your destruction,
But you,
You will fall in line as another casualty
To my cold and cruel ways.
I wish to help you escape
Before you become trapped
In the labyrinth of my mind,
But not even I can escape.

My eyes,
as cold and silver as a bullet,
will pierce through your mind,
heart, body and soul.