reya: Poems

1d · 41

#008

reya 1d

#008

i wish
i could cover my hole body
with a huge veil
never missing any single prayer anymore
being faster than the time itself
and erase all my sins

#wish

1d

#007

reya 1d

#007

i cried.

i cried because i couldn’t name it.
once again it’s something i thought i’d never fall for,
i do not worry ‘cause i know it would collide,
so, may your love never quit
your mind, it’s a part of my heart’s core.

#cry

1d

#006

reya 1d

#006

it would end between my pen and i.
when i would know why
does every poem start with i.
and it’s always i, you, and, me, but, how.

#pen

1d

#005

reya 1d

#005

i wish you far,
i wish you smart.
but all you do is acting immature,
all you do is being an old version of me,
something i don’t like, because i know what the end would be.
i hope that at least this time, you will leave it for sure.

#addiction

1d

#004

reya 1d

#004

if i could change my body i would.
not because of what is mine,
just because i’d like to fit in something sinless.
something that i’ve never done *****.

#newbody

3d

#003

reya 3d

#003

i would write, i hope someday, some news
about how i decided to lose.
i had to choose
someone between you and me,
and it’s obvious that i chose myself,
but only because i chose you too many times in the past,
that i had to save myself at least once,
which i never did at the start,
so i chose me, and i choose me.

#finally #healing

5d · 7

#002

reya 5d

#002

i’m thinking about
how in a room full of bodies
she wants hers to be the thinnest so badly.
sad. it’s the way she keeps herself from burning out.

#health

7d

#001

reya 7d

#001

i wish i didn’t look like her
i wish i couldn’t even look like her
which is impossible, because blood runs faster than everything
but condemns us to escape from anything
as how much i want to be you
and how much i hate it to be you

#daughter

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