I'm scared of losing you,
With these words are true.
My feelings isn't a bluff,
And i love you more than enough.
Is there a motive to lose you?
Or do you want more and I'll do it for you.

I'm a great mistake
coz everything that you take
you always say it's fake.

I'm a great mistake
Coz every breath you take
You will always give me a heart ache

I'm a great mistake
coz every step you make
You could hurt again whom you forsake.

I was just an obsession to you
A hobby, a toy
That you could play with one day
exploit all of its wonders
see what it could give to you
And the next day just casually toss in a shadowy attic
To be forgotten
To be found far in the future
Old, and dusty
Not broken, just dark from disuse
and abandonment

This is what you thought of me
This is how you treated me
Like a novelty, a child's toy
I can't believe I fell for your casual ways
The way you made me feel special
But I was never special
I was just another brief obsession of yours
A curiosity
I drew your attention, piqued your interest
But now you've found a new toy to play with
And I'm left here collecting dust

THE UNIMAGINABLE PAIN
THE MERCILESS TORTURE
THE ENDLESS SUFFERING

i adore you,
yes i do.
you don't know me,
but i you.

you wrote songs,
but not for me.
though i think they are,
to fulfill my wildest dreams.

i adore you
with all my whole.
and i'll take the leap,
when you fall
even though i know,
you won't be there for me at all.

all i ask is a little bit of your attention.
a little bit of your smile
a little bit of your laugh
a little bit of your time
a little bit of your heart
a little bit of your love.

it may sound selfish but,
a little bit of something
means everything, to someone
who has nothing.