Renae

Renae Oct 2014

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How was I to know you'd be all wrong
I was convinced you were amazing
I was sure
I thought nothing less would suffice
Until I saw your true colors
Blazing
Now I pay the price
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Renae Oct 2014

A Little Advice

Never be anyone's downtime, part time or half time; be their all the time. All the time on their mind, with all of their heart. With all of your heart. Because that's the love story that lasts. When it's driving you crazy mad, know that's what's real. Pure emotion.

Lust is over and gone quickly but love remains long after you have to walk away. It is overwhelming, it's pain, it's knowing you'd be there if they needed you even though they couldn't stay. Love is the strongest emotion and it's so hard to find. So if you find it, never leave it, because you will only be cheating yourself. Loyalty and love are endless treasures.

Renae Oct 2014

Crush

You said it
You did it
I never gave you the green light
You said what you said
Knowing exactly what you were doing
Anybody ever told you
There's a reason it's called a crush?
Just don't pretend you never
Said or did what you did
To light the spark
You're the one
Who started the fire
I'm the one who put it out

Renae Oct 2014

Laughter (10w)

What is life without laughter
Do you know what I mean?

Renae Oct 2014

Our story

You looked, I listened
You attempted, I gave a response
I invited you in and you accepted
We began the story of us

I watched you; so captivating
so very devenaire
Was I caught up?
Could this really be?
Could you really be so sincere?

I'm so scared
I've been hurt too much
I don't want to go back to that
Then all of a sudden
you showed me your instinct
I about had a heart attack

It was confusing; oh so tragic
I couldnt help myself
so I panicked
Like a crumbling puzzle
A sudden sadness
I began to fall apart
For I knew deep inside
you would only break my heart

Time went by for hours and hours
Every moment of everyday
I couldn't stand it any longer
I thought about you constantly

So I did the only thing I knew
I could do
I had to find
my way back to you

I attempted, you reponded
To my shock and suprise!
Together we both decided
To continue this wild ride

Again you accepted
my invitation back inside
You continue to shock me all of the time

I though I was seeing
You were not like the others
You seemed different I think
I know all too well fairytales don't exist
Charm me with the truth
Sweep me off my feet

Doran

Renae Sep 2014

Not for me

For a moment
My world revolved around you
To see you to hear your voice
To watch you live
To know you had a choice
To think I was it
I was thrilled
Your passon for heroism
Your complicated fears
Your parenting skill
Just your presence was enough
I was wrapped up in you
Then you ran away from my love
And let me weep in grief
One mistake to the next
Love is not for me......

Renae Sep 2014

The game of life

It's too bad hurt is prevalent today while love is scarce. Communication is lost and attractions don't last. Seems to me life is a game, I am always losing.