i hate that shadow of myself that secretly wants to be superior over all others its completely dumb and highly pretentious

utterly disgusting.

dear self
please forget his sweet smile.

please forget the crinkle
and that slight twinkle in his eyes
remove his back profile (that you seem to always search for)
erase his melancholic voice away
let his existence fade from your heart

oh self,
he was never meant to stay.

remember
he is just another transient being
and his radiance is only a mere reflection
of the One.

annihilated
into
empty
hollow
nothingness

we were once nothing anyway

"i want your face"


"you want my face, but would you want my soul?
for it is most rotten, blemished, ugly

dear friend, this 'face' that we're blessed with
is an illusion, only temporal
while the soul within our hearts are eternal

and we do have a choice in choosing our forever"

Friend of mine,
Distant and between us
is death and time.
To you I sincerely write,
Let us meet once again
In another life.

Showing to me
What it means to be
A bona fide friend.
Showing a shoulder
Always one to depend.
Of this letter I send,
To you I hope it shall ascend.

Burn it with prayer
To travel through the realms
and traverse the air!
Breakthrough to heaven's lair,
Hoping one day I will meet you there.

One last time I wish to say
What was missed and left out that day.
Twas that you had an exceptional mind,
Your heart was spread and unconditionally kind.
So sadly caught was I, and to this I was blind.

So signed here is what was missed
Pinned with tears was this to your bier
Wishing and emotional that you were here..

oh my Lord...
i so fear the unknown
what would my ending be?

"Sufficient is He for us"