Step
By
Step

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The more I think...
Sleepless till dawn
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What should I do
A spilling pills?
Or
A peg of drink?
Or
Simply fall in love
Within dreams of dreams
Supposing I am in sleep ...
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Walking distance...
I stopped in between middle of ocean
Little thunder
Galvanized me within the extremes
Bombardment of electrons...

Free minds
Hallucinations within
Walking...
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....

Giving Space of thoughts
Respect love n respect
Kites of flowery cactus
Listening key skill vanishing with ego
Rethinking

Mediating
Stepping into others shoe
Probably
Thoroughly introspection
Anger evaporates
Many a times
While
Thinking
Twice

Situation
N
Probability

What we imagine?
What we lost?
Shall we gain if not lost...

Something something
I need a copy and a pen
I will rise up
And will stand
...
Look look
I dance
I glance
I dance
I glance
Each words of book
I am crazy without book
O I need a book!
O I need a book!

Don't know
Just walking side lane
Looking inverted roots of old tree
Whispering a whisky smile
Old tree said me
I am just a quick copper clouds...
Appeared only in blue moon
Sooner or later a mask in me
And
I will be
in the beauty of lovely coffin
Mid night stars laughing impromptu
And saying I am not a human, but a zombie without walking ...
Bright and bright

Then!
I wink inside my mind
Darkness click

Releasing pains
Madness right
Laugh and laugh,
vampire in my heart turns zompire
Unbelievable twists
Live

Real time
Upheavals and dark park
Crashing minds
Clashing

Looking Pain
Trusting the subconscious easily
Emotional fool

Switching packets of currents
Open circuits...
Loosing holder of brain

colourless pains
And
careless beauty


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Champagne smile
Over the peg of flashback
Wonderful sunshine
...

Beautiful leafs
A song above terracely stars
Sparkling...
Lights of love!!!

Silence eye's...
Looked here and there
As if...someday is always watching
Visibly or invisibly...!!!
Like a phobias ...
Drying mind and soul...
Meditation relaxes and soothes mind and soul...
A sip of imagination...
Over dose ...turns...to ...curious... sleeplessness...
Clouds of memory in the flashback...
Rejuvenated...and thunders and sparks...
Beauty and pains...laugh...emotions..
Jumbled in the peg of champagne...
Hallucinations...!!!
With a set of packed imagination


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Like a violin
You're entering in my mind
And I close my eye's
Drip
By
Drip
A
Drop
Of
Cactus
Heaviness in heart gone

Impatiently we kissed
Like never before
Violin beats

Beauty
Cute patience gone
Love
...

Eye's open
And a dreamy door
Knock knock
..
rotating fan
Cats dancing in basin
Laughing on me
!!!
I knocked my mind
&
Gone in sleep unnecessary
To extract the dream...in next dream
Like a chain of violin in love
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After a while loop gap
Cocktails laugh and said
Do you forget us so easily?
I thought n thought...
And gone with interrupts O dear! I said, walking with the beauty
... I forget you...O drink... Just think
Don't boggle me too much!!!
I am in love!!!

Building castles
Above the dreamwalk
Crosstalk
Sliding moon
Jumping nowhere
Gravitational upward
Outside the fire n ice
Rings of Saturn
Evaporating breezes
Flying everything
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In the bottom of thoughtful journey
Beautifully moving in the Depth of ocean
And eventually fall down and the another world




Wake up
Wake up
Splashed water
And rejuvenates drink
Getting back to work...

Another glance
A fear horrifying ...
Cigaretting mind
Pinching yet remains...
Hence chain smoking till sleep...
Tomorrow if...
Then
Else
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Do while loop of soup of past
Dinch of electrons of memory spark
Eruptions of beauty of calmness...
...
Integrating...
In the cloud of space ...in dreams ..
Yet differentiated...in reality...!!

A peg of smile
Alcoholic walk a miles of mile...
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Like a charming lane...
Cactus and roses...
Coincide...

A park of sublime beauty
A lots of scintillating rays
A boggling walk...
An unknown desires ...

A sudden electromagnetic delusions...

What I can say yar...
I am in deep illusion
Constructing a longest Dijkstra's algorithm in my mind...
An unsolved mysteries...


That's why dear...
A need a beer...
That's why I fear..
Please don't mind O dear!
..

Cheers!!.!

Mocking...
Beats of thunder in snow
Birds flutters

Deck of ship
Penguins kissing
  In déjà vu

A drink with evening clouds
Dancing bricks of hallucinations
Looking sky.
I see you
I see you
My love
A rainbow magnetic resonance
Let the rain begins
Fill with love
Just for you
Just for you
My love

Reading life love calculator
Then a sip of wine
Cheers to rhythm divine
Please don't mind
Go for breezes n cigarettes...
Rest chill n relax...
I am doing wine exercise
Dancing fairy
And beautiful rain
Night dreaming...
**** it, I can sleep at night ...
Also becoming slow social animal
Earlier was zombie sleeplessness
Cheers!!!

A walk... pretending possible joy
Illusionary and time consuming
Slow walk

Sun shines...
A sprinkling of water ...
A toiling sweat ...dances with the buzzing bees and breezes...

I need you
Like a soulmate
Possibly
...

Come soon...


Another glance
Situation
Turns

A panorama
Desiring deserts of love
High sky
Vastness
Lot's of enthusiasm
Cupcakes
N
Coffee lakes
...

What will I do?
Let me know
Let me know

If you are far away from my souls shadow
Let me sing a song
In the breezy cold
In  a zero visibility...foggy dawn

Drinking hot organic tea...
In the walking footprints
Desserts and desert...


I find you...
Yes I find you...
Just You and me...now
Watching each other archeologically
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A cup of sleep
Waiting for long
Longing you
Every night
Believe me

Addicted  in  love with you
Sleepless night without you
While watching stars bright
simply love you whole night!!!

Is it good to be in love, isn't it?
Rather than living dead with just pumping artificially pure heart
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तुम कन्हा हो
मेरी नींद
मेरी चैन
मैं तेरी याद में
खुद को याद कर रहा हुँ
जैसे की नीला अम्बर।।।
और प्यार की बूंदों में
वह नए नए रास्ते में घूमना
पलकों में ईश्क़
और मस्ती की महक़
और
तितली की तरह
बावरा भवरा मैं
चले प्यार में
चलते चलते
हँसी  दिल  में लिए
।।।

काँहा जाऊ
फिऱ फ़क़ीर ए तनहाई
चला गया ।।।
जँहा नहीं जाना चाहिए था।।
शायद दर्द ए ख़्वाब
रुकने से भी न रुका
फिर करता भी क्या
वक़्त को नज़रंदाज़ करता दिल हमेशा
फ़िर क्यों डरता इतना इतना।।।

पर अब
शायद ।।।मैं गलत हूँ।।।
तो क्या मैं गलत हूँ ?

Under the music beat
Big screen and beauty of imagination
Walking in many direction
Chilling mind and perceptions varies
Similar walk and increases puff of smoking  puffs
A fire and Beau of classy cocktail...

Battle within
A continuous string...

But, a ***** shot
And addiction...
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Will you change my addiction??
Cheers !!
Let me sleep...
In the profound well...
Can't swim...
But,
Can solve things
Unsolved
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In the middle of frozen frustration
Cactus sings
n
leaf's beautiful wing
Almost flying with open eyes
Day dreaming while walking

Almost painting anything
without colors
N
disappearing   reality
Or
Imaginative reality

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Blue wine
Wind
Rewind...
Cup of love
Flashback

..L

Bottomless ocean
Tussle within own consciousness
Hiding self
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वो दर्द में है
वक़्त से लड़ रही है
और वक़्त कोसो दूर
एक फ़रियाद लिए
दरबदर भटक गया है
किसी तरह वह
वक़्त से जीत जाये
और
जिंदगी को जिये
फिर से खुशी में
।।।

Almost calmness
Singing at gardens serene beauty
Sculpture of my mind
Ignited with love n anxiety
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In the sand grains
I look you with my scorching eyes
Thirsty petals of my mind
Drying like sweet hell...
Salt like perspiring barren footprints
Overwalk a fall
Raining pains of desires
Recklessly wasting time and space
Soothing shade of chilling wine
Numbness of darkness

Cactus kisses...
Wailing while heart pumping with dry fear of lotus rays... scintillating souls....in the broken fires...fuming like zombies walking unknowingly anywhere in the lukewarm road of half awake!!!!

Another glance
A peg of glancing shadow
Murmured look...

A silent daffodils
Shouting at rain
Conditionally

Beauty purple
...red

Park turns forest
Vapours of mixed fear and love
Beautifully

Yeah, disappearing the disappeared...
I am in the lofty world of sun darkness...
No matter I try ...
But I fall in graveyard...
To rethink...
What is this life...
**** it...
Then I relax with green nature...
Above the mountain height ...
Looking at sky
And
Just looking...
With no thoughts no thoughts n no thoughts

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Dancing fairy
Dolphins walk
Painting...
Sizzling snakes
Coloring possibilities...
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Let the wings...fly
Let the birds ...chirp
Lets resume
Cheers!!!

Close your eyes
Relax
Recollect!!!

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Running again n running...
Where don't know...
But cold struck badly...
Body n mind conflict


*** said relax
Shall I resolve?
We said Yes...if you can...


Honey kisses..
Warm 2 molecules of  hydrogen n oxygen gently...
Stir...n sip slowly...
If hallucinations persist...
Just sleep with blanket n
Heal a positive vibes in mind
Almost in imagination body will tune with brain...

Wake up...n relax...
Within time n space
Cheers the darkness...as well as light
Afterall we are wonder puppets with intelligence quest of quenching desires... isn't it?

Don't say..
Who we are...
Let's dive in oceans of love
And throws the keys in deep ocean...
Let's wonder for wonders
Wonderful journey..ahead
Cheers my love!!!

Bright kiss
Unconditional love
Blushing
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A bucket of water
Chilling midnight dreams
Ice creams of joy
Melting...with sip of coffee
Unknowingly slowly... slowly



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बार बार लिखता हूं
तेरे बेगैर अधूरा में
अंजान हु सबसे।
पर तेरे लिए जान हु मैं
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Fog...n latent love!
  Haze of happiness...
Crazy luscious kisses
Bon nature...
Bon fire n music
Dancing wild...
Daffodil smiles
Cheers!!!

Streaming a dream
A boat fall under radar of love
Nothing, needed a love
No option!
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रहता हूं तेरे दिल में
हाँ पूरी तरह
तेरी आँखों में क़ैद में

जुड़ गया हूं
तूझसे मै
खुद मे
।।।

Freely falling like a
sparrow of darkness n beggerness
Like a beam of  beautiful twilight
Golden fish and missing opportunity
**** it
Becoming a frozen trozen horse
Lamenting like eagle and snow of melting desires...
Laughing stock...
dreaming...just
Cheers

Flamingo
Searching the fire in the passage
Dipped ice n rain...

Over the cup
Dancing fairy
Beautifying tonic

Overnight
Spilling
Ice rock
....

A warm water
A honey kiss
A ginger n lemon
Wonderful ***
Can cold fly away ?...
Just pondering
While having peg by peg
Soothing...may be...

Alright
Let's cheers!!!

Window impromptu opened
Half moon
Hey!
Look at the dreams...
Chase it...
I am a kite flying...
Will merge
At sky waves
If moon say yes!



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Snoozing alarms
Rings of goodnight dreams...
Unlocking knock knock...
A rhythm of love
A gazing... Blue lagoons...


Kick
Kick
Kick

Chasing midnight dreams
electromagnetically
Cheers!
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Molding with different colors
Gone with opposite beat
True colors disappearing...

Almost in lost world
Tracing anything
Reaching anywhere

Hoping a hope...
Unconnected
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Cutting real boundaries...
Entering in virtual world of imagination
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Reflections of thoughts... almost sinking...
Retrospection n deep hallucinations without drinks...
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Magnetic resonance
Flying guitars of past memories
Missing something parallel
Anytime soon we will meet
Again
like past or we will be in future
Thinking past
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