लेकर चला रे मन बावला
फिरता एक तंहाई के आलम में
मस्त डूबा एक ख़्वाब में
धुप में बग़ीचे के छाव में
।।।

A tension spilling ..
Like  burden of fear...
Kites of joy and happiness
Peace of mind...
May be in deep love
unexpressed
Depression...
!!!

Voyaging   extra miles...
A forest...a divine
Meditating
a bottle of champagne

A *** mystery
A honey and moon
Love hut

Snakes , deer and cow
A shadow of containment
Purifying beauty

Near the desert ...
Roses and Lilly's
And sun gazing...
Light rays...
Sometimes intenses
Fading sublime
.
A smile
That's it!

A deep pondering over
possibilities of
Happiness
....

I am in fear...
not living O dear...If, I  am out of fear,my soul will be free!
Listen dear!

Dragon fish inside turbulent mind
Unease to relax
Going for rhythm divine!
May be I will be fine!
Cheers and shine!!!
Water or wine please!
...
..

A battle in my mind
Rushing like chronicle cyanide
Conquering the rigid pulpng darkness..
A fear.. triggers..
Automatically like a demons flying in the sky
...

A slow walk...near the forest

Silence of stars...n green leaf's
Dogs running and running
Jumped over me...
Boggled temperature in my heart


I am in white dress completely
Uneven fast running started
Any how lifted the dog's inertia of motion from front attack  
But,

Many fox around...
Playing a trick of eyes...
Angers and anytime jump
At any direction
Collided n hurt...









Shouted ....
Screaming....



Again shouted ...
Screaming...




Spalshes...of water...


Over my bed...
And
Fire Crackers simulation in my heart



Wake up!!!
Wake up!!!
Wake up.....

Slantly a pillow above my upper arms and arms  was pressed underneath the pillow by head ...
Bumping pressures...slow the blood moves...
Drop of nightmares ignites like a tsunami or torpedoes or hurricane or ghosts...rupturing sleep shell to hell...
...
I woke up
Blood circulation with normal flow..
Started after sometime


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..
....



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......
......

Underwater...
Bubbles speaks...
A place of enthusiasm...
Clear...and crystal...
Beautifying tonic
Jellyfish n starfish
....
Rocks and unimaginable plants...
Looking upside down
magical laughing streams...

A gazing road...
Both side untrodden mystery
Decided to walk in trodden walk...
Night and nightmares ...kissing...
Dreams will pic an element of untrodden negatives..
And will merge with possibilities and dream will awake...whole night...


So safely..
Twisted the move
To trodden fall...
But, not every times...
Sometimes untrodden excitement...is like understanding more and more hidden journeys...a soul quenching for...

Tuning the balance needed...
Gearing to trodden walk...!!
With known patterns!!!
Cheers!!
...
..
.
.
..
...

Silence eye's...
Looked here and there
As if...someday is always watching
Visibly or invisibly...!!!
Like a phobias ...
Drying mind and soul...
Meditation relaxes and soothes mind and soul...
A sip of imagination...
Over dose ...turns...to ...curious... sleeplessness...
Clouds of memory in the flashback...
Rejuvenated...and thunders and sparks...
Beauty and pains...laugh...emotions..
Jumbled in the peg of champagne...
Hallucinations...!!!
With a set of packed imagination


...

Fragrance of roses...
A chilling lemonade..
Drinks and different size  ice cubes..

...
Peg of smiles...
Let's start reading...with hallucinations
Overflowing and overpowering...
Cheers!!!
Like a beauty within the peg of smiles.

Reading ...unreadable...
..
!!!
Cheers!!!

Let's relax with the aroma of rose
Sun is bright ...in my mind near the dark snow...
Daffodils shouting on me ...
Saying don't think dear...
Love is the most precious ...
Come and love me
...then we gazingly meeting each other...
Day by day
Parking our love in the park...!!!
Looking more greener...
And dancing
Smiling
...
Like a soul connection
Happiness
N
Calmness
Clicks
Whether
Cold Breezes...or scorching heat
...

Thinking too much
Undecided
Yet stopped...
Needed to go somewhere...
Or the other...
.. seemingly... dreaming..while standing in the crowded road

Buttercups..and daises..
In my mind...
Fluttering in the soil of midnight
Saturn's and Jupiter's
Far far...
Let's enjoy where you are...
Isn't it??
Shall we enjoy...??
If not now..then when ?!..
There is no perfect time...
Let's make it perfect...
With our own construction...
Shall we???

Waqt ke sath sath jeena chhor diya...
Aur ja ke mehkhane me pina jor diya...
Berukhi si jindagi me dhoop me aur dhoop
Tanhai me sulaya khud ko...

Bewajah ek sapna jor kar...
Chal rahe hai

Yunhi

Chal rahe hai

yunhi
Na jane kanha jayenge...
Ya
Wanha jana theek rahega yanha log nahi jate...

Phir..
Chal diye

...
Manzilon ki talash me...
Pal pal manzil badalte...
Khuch rukhe se swabhaav me
Khud par bar bar hanste...
Kya yunhi kat jayenge saare raste
Khuch pagalpan me...
Aur
Khuch deewangi me...
Aur
Awarapan me
...
..
.

It happens..
Life is full of possibilities...
Cactus and rose dancing..
So what!! Let them dance..
I am going to become blue moon..
As everyday is not a new day...
Let's light landscapes in my mind
Connect the greenery of divine ocean
Let me fly
Let me fly
In the cup of daises and lilies..
I am a broken zombie...
So what!!let me walk
Let me walk...
Where no one goes...
Don't talk...why am I broken???
**** it ...
Uncertainty  ...

तेरी आँखों की झलक
डूबे की अब कँही के न रहे
सारा वक़्त मेहखाने में बीत जाता है तेरी याद में
और केवल सपने में ही मुलाकाते।।
और हँसती मेरी आँखें अपने आप पे।।।
।।।

Intezaar aur pyaar
Bas yehi kya jindagi
Do pal ki...

drinking  more n more now
...to understand life mechanics n cosmic energy .... because when I look at sky , I see vastness of possibilities azure n beautiful infact.
..may be we all will fly...one day
...

Don't know...
..
What to do
What to do
Life is a beautiful venom
Darkness is part of life
And
cherishing with breakfast or dinner...

Like a lotus in mud
Like a sun smile
We walk
Neglecting pains
N
Cherishing brain
Infact what we gain
Yeah a set of happiness
cheers!!!

Yeah, disappearing the disappeared...
I am in the lofty world of sun darkness...
No matter I try ...
But I fall in graveyard...
To rethink...
What is this life...
**** it...
Then I relax with green nature...
Above the mountain height ...
Looking at sky
And
Just looking...
With no thoughts no thoughts n no thoughts

..

I am in graveyard darkness
But seen more depressed people in graveyard...
So I am in less graveyard...
That means
Less graveyard must not feel low...
infact..turns me to move on

...
and
I am out of graveyard just by positive clicks
Shadowing negatives
cheers

Much needed sleep
A green tea and shade of balcony
a sip and sun little rays...
Calmingly looking sun and outer ambience
Wide the sky...
Azure and full of vastness and possibilities...

Thinking...with another sip...
Speaking nothing...just watching beauty of vastness loveliness...
Cheers!!!

Transition of positive to positive negative
Means and way of life...
Expanding with ageing

Slowly slowly
Sleep calls
Much needed
Exhausted

Good will gestures
A features of blue moon
Less appears...
Every time waiting for ...
A new beginning may be
Cheers!

Soothing...
Bench in a park...
Breezes...cheers!!!

Alone...
Just introspect...
And
Close eyes...
And open slowly
....
And
Yeah..
Don't forget to look moon beauty
And like a persistence of vision
Relax
..

insomniac looks
Mad proposition...
Quick and calmn fear...
Neglect...
And cheers don't heed much attention...
Be aware of frawd encounters...
Cheers !

Long distance...
A moon watch...
Soothing and relaxing...
Like a purification of toughness
Calmness ...

Life is beautiful...invest 15 minutes time...
Just look moon with naked eyes...
With a pin drop silence...
Inhale the breezes...
And exhale it...release slowly...

Sprinkling water...
Resting in the break ...
Park and nature...
Extending break...

Folded mind
Unwrapping..
In the box of love...
Dilematic desire..
Unsolving solved puzzles..
Turning into mystery undecipherable
.
.
.

In the new beauty route...
Difficult to leave old...beauty ..
..

Diving into the sun glow...
Smile and skills of connection...
Over the jumble idea of shadows...
A cup of love...
But , hearts burning with fire...

Ecstasy of tanning in heat...
Heat to beat
Beating hearts..
Call for rest...


A butterfly hovering...
A sign signal...
Fluttering birds and barren mind
Trees waving...and energy is vanishing in nowhere land...

Over the darkness...and light...
And mud *** and anonymous eyes watching
Probable steps...

Almost dying...
Love me O trees!
Give me shelter in the scorching sun...
O trees of earth divine

Thirsty mind and body...
Running to look park side..
Trees love!and plain water...
And sun boiling atmosphere...

Tranquilizing
A broken...pains..in packets...
Love undefined...
Anonymously poissoned with love...
Uncontrollable
..

Her calmness...
Clicked my mind...
I was in the deep thinking...
Of the possibilities of pure divine soul connection...
Didn't talk...
But looked at each other...
With the reason to overcome depression...
Soothingly we eloped to new world...
Just in dreams...we both don't know...
Just talking in dreams... considering reality as a set of illusion...
Or may be at the bottom of heart...
We both are running away from reality
Cheers!!!

I am getting mad
Possible living parameter will be
After I become  chilled with all debts of mind
Already almost dead
I am
Anyway I will die anyday nearby
That's why I am chilling like hell
Even hell is so boring
That's why they are not selecting me to enter
Even heaven surprise n rejected me
So I am living in earth
Just to  die
Losing hopes...
Let it be
Let it be
I am going to merge with  bottomless ocean one day
....
May the day is near...
Cheers!!!

Conquer your weakness
Enlighten your enthusiasm
Trigger your skills
Chill...
Future life is more bright  than being past rejection
Cheers
After all world is full of probabilities
N
Just apply correct permutations n combination
Calmn
N
Rethink
Go to meditation
Jot down routine
Bang bang
Look deep into water
N
Say yourself you are great
N
Then step above n reach at top...sit n think...
What you want to achieve in life
Money or enthusiasm
Click on money
N
enthusiasm
both
Cheers
n
dare yourself to do current n future prospects
N
Earn healthy wealthy n wise
After completing the dedicated routine
I am going  to confess
my sins...
Because I was born human being , but now not...I am going to become an illusion for tomorrow...

Beauty n choclate
A cup of enthusiasm
Sizzling eyes
And
Wine mesmerising
Unparalleled..

Quantum of love mechanics...
Photons of magnetic resonance
And beautiful laugh
That's driving to this world different time and space reality
Probably in enthusiasm triggering
Calmness and beautifying tonic
....

Unfolded the love
A click of enthusiasm
Unimaginable
.

Peg of cards
One by one a depression
Show



...

Dice...and exhausted


Still playing in dreams...

Forgetting reality...

Almost...tough...
A game of imagination...
Many gateways..
Many possibilities...
But, when alarms rings...
Snoozed...and before second snooze...
An imagination remembered many a times...
Connecting the crooked reality and fall and rise....!
...cheers!!!

Palindromes of running...darkness...
O sun or moon...
Let's talk...
Nothing and reveal everything...
Cheers !!!

Like a darkness...
Celebrating the pains...
Inside a hollowness...fractures in heart
Unresolved...
Yet, but, whatever...
Let the wings... insomniac...thunders
Seperating reality or imagine...
Locked reality
unlocking in the imagination

Singing...over a peg of mushrooms...
Dancing
And chilling pains ...

मेरा पागलपन
तेरी याद
क्यों जुड़ा हुआ।।
ये सोच के
मेहखाने की ओर चला गया

Running vehicles...
Beauty of scattering Lights
An artificial light
Apart from moonlight
Watching ... and running whole night...
Almost beauty of thoughts...
Light artificially
Beauty of  wonderful invention
Cheers!!!and life goes on and on...
Running all time...
Cheers anytime!!
Photons and electrons..
Moving...in mind...
...

Dancing Rotten tomatoes..
Half sleep ...loss of water
Loss of memory...
Lethargically doing nothing...
Trying to do , but in vain...
Needed complete sleep to rejuvenate...
A sound sleep...very important...!

Lost in the loop of soup...
Dialing my own number again and again
Avalanching mind...

Slow drop of sun ...energy...
And beauty of waving tree leaf's...
A relax ... beauty of tree...


Mesmerising...
Kiss of solar love...
And a long afternoon walk...
And finding the water...in the desert...
Like a winning the body and  soul...happiness...

Half filled sleep
Water gone
Scorching sun..

Half zombie..

Screaming
For waterfall
Beauty of rocks
Lost in barren mountains...
Where to find beauty of water...
Water where aew you
Sorry we wasted too much of you
Scarcity of water...
Mind is low...
Lethargically half zombie
Turning full zombie...
Anytime collapse...
Be aware!!

Looking at each other eye's
First time
we meet like a stranger...

And

I said I am a stranger
She said I am also a stranger...
We laughed and said that means we know each other
And second meeting begins....