काँहा जाऊ
फिऱ फ़क़ीर ए तनहाई
चला गया ।।।
जँहा नहीं जाना चाहिए था।।
शायद दर्द ए ख़्वाब
रुकने से भी न रुका
फिर करता भी क्या
वक़्त को नज़रंदाज़ करता दिल हमेशा
फ़िर क्यों डरता इतना इतना।।।

पर अब
शायद ।।।मैं गलत हूँ।।।
तो क्या मैं गलत हूँ ?

Screenshot of mind
Blocked with beauty
Thunder in every single  cloud

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Drop of water...
In outermost electrons...
Less electronic affinity...
Helps Revolving
To combine with
Other planet of thoughts

Mesmerizing everytime...
But radius of imagination...gone beyond acceptance...
Destroyed in seconds...
Torturing within panorama of love...
Framework of anxiety
Lubricating ice in the wall of secret depression...
Healing...quitely...shhhh

Many  a times,
A door of imagination
Pretendingly kept open
To allure
To steal the emotional waves
captured...
Mocked and gained...
Wholesale
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Unware
Be aware
...
Somebody is watching you...


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Approximately approached...
Yet far behind
As unhold...
Provoked weekness...
Depression deep like voluntarily diving in bottomless sea...
Or flying in zero gravity...against the wishes of heart...
May be brain turmoils...
Eradicating... dark possibilities...
Maybe for good reason...or may not ?
Pondering n cigarettes...stock finished...
Let me go outside...
For deep oxygen...
For a deep love...
For a deep nature
For a deep down the broken snow...
And kiss the heat from the ice melting...
Watching the unwatered drought...deep inside the brain nerves
Likely to fly...
Nowhere paradise...
Anytime..
Maybe now...
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Where is mind gone
A search in the breezes of flowery moon
Still gone where what to do..
Searching in the peg of oceanic sun...
Still gone where what to do...

To do
To do
Let me check once again...
Hopefully
Loneliness vanishing
merged in the light of daffodils...
....

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Little little butterfly hovering
perpendicular to magnetic resonance of lovely bees...

A Breezes of thoughts, full of adventure
A kiss and expressed love!!!

Searching a path of love...
Probably in the way of love
Removing the barrier ...
Within own construction...
With melodious waves of fragrance...
Garland of joy...
Walking a door step of lovely ocean...
A rain will quench probability of nature...

दबे पांव
एक आहट
मन ही मन
बेचेनी
मनो की आकाश
का रंग कई रंगों से घुलता
नदियों से बेपनहा मुहब्बत में घुलता
सुलझा सा मन मनो फिर से उलझ गया
एक गहरी सोच में।।

क्या करता
नजाने कैसे ज़ी रहा हुँ
तेरे बिन।।।
शायद में तनहा नहीं।।
पागल सा हो गया हूँ।।।
दीवाना।।।
अपनी दवा।।।मेहखाने में ढून्ढ रहा है।।।
पर हक़ीक़त से दूर
खुद को रेहस्मय दर्द में डूबा रहा हूँ।।
।।।

In between the hill on one side
And deep ocean other side
I dipped in both knowingly
After knowing it's consequence
But I thought...
Let's throw ownself...
In the lamp of darkness
Let the light begin inside
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Free up the soul...to liberate...
With the knowledge of every season...
Sometimes...multiple version of reason...also not worked...
Yet we explore the newness...
Pain or pleasure...
Circling...a star...a Venus...a Jupiter in vacant time and space...

Beauty of thoughts
Vertex of my mind boggles
Trying hit n trials for extremes...
Pain or pleasure
Let it be...
Vanishing bouquet of bundle of doubts
Catastrophes of wind
Turmoils in heart
N
Caught in my own prison...
Break fail of mind of beauty...
Sleeping paradise...
Hesitation n lots of excitement...
Let's talk
Lete walk
Let's understand
Let's create a new framework of love...
Let's go...

Where is my mind
Gone in the dirt of mirror break
Flying a déjà vu

In the curry of thoughts
Blanket of half journey
Almost nowhere...

Way of imagination
Body n mind unfitted jar
Surfing above...stars...

Don't wake
Complete your dream in imagination
Cheers! Cheers! Cheers !

Cup of sugar
Your lips wonder
In love probably
Let my heart thunder
...

A touch of lime
Wine n wonderful time
Is weekend nearby.
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Covering a beautifying mole
Fushia of desires
Looking
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Painted sketched
Soothing perfumes n witches
Dancing
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A cup of love
Feel in
Relax with cardamom
Cinnamon ..

A warm regrets
Pinched in mind
Are electrons flying in open circuit of body...???
Unfolding lies n truth ...

A bowl of freedom
Captured a little more...
Enjoying earlier...
Now a jar of ocean freedom
Locked in own cage of unhappiness
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Roaming around around
Unnecessary near mall
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Food stall
N
Tea
N
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Chilling a puff
Chilling a drink
Then puff
Then drink...
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Unnecessary ....
Drinking n puff...
May I in depression?

मैं मैं न रहा
तेरे ख्वाब में छुप गया
नज़र ए दिल
दिल चोरी मेरा
तूने किया
चलो अच्छा ही किया

अब तेरा ख्वाब मेरा ख्वाब सा।।।
शायद किस्सा हम लिखेंगे अब दिल का।।

Lofty thorny bushes
Penguins in my mind chirp
Like a dolphins of joy
Escalating a piece of art
Wine n perfumes
N
Drinking ...like hell
... A moctails or cocktails
Mind boggling...
Can't sleep
What to do?

A sudden wind fall
Peg of dream
Wake up
Evening sun set
Close look
N
Last night hallucinations
Still woke up
...

Beauty of calmness
Serene and simple
Attracts like pure nature
Influence the whole mechanics of soul
Version of love redefines...
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तुम हो न मेरे साथ
जब मैं भी न हु खुदके साथ
।।।

Shinny stars smiling apart
Matching a right method to proceed
Likely deviation in choco dip love
May be all is well...
Flying guitars
Bad or good reason
Is it happening every Season ~~?
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मेरे ख्वाब ऐ मलिका
कन्हा जाऊ
मुझे न मालूम
घूम रही नीदं
सो रहा हु मैं पर क्यों ?
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*** falled in my bed accidentally
I fall asleep deep dipped with rumming effect

Can I be healed from cold tomorrow may be?

Muffins in my mind
Shakes...!!!
As her lovely look looked me
...
Adventuring her beauty
Persistently kissing in my eyes
Like a timer of counters
Blanking the reality
Drawing me to imagination
Negotiating reality...

2 nd meeting
I asked her
Can I become a full time dreamer ?

मैं ज़माने से दूर
ज़ाम ऐ दिल
वक़्त से लड़ता
कुछ समय और कहता
कहते कहते।।।
सारा का सारा वक़्त ज़ाया कर देता
और
दिल की डोर को ढूँढ़ता
नदियों से बाते करता
थोड़ा हँसता
थोड़ा रुक जाता
वक़्त को न समझता
प्यार को निहारता
और
डूब जाता
गहराई में
।।।

Waves of her eyes
Killing me with step by step
And I accepted her lovely Poisson
Kissing gently and we both fall into the deep bottomless sea


Calmness and exciting
Adventuring ownself
While loving each other
..
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Deep blue dolphin
Watching us
And said
Love is the key to life...


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N
We fall in deep love
...
Forever
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In the mixed state of mind
I left few persistence of vision behind
Wanna going for new  start
But,...

Simply an awesome
Giggling atmosphere
Kidding continues
Beauty of ambience bloom
Like a rising tulip

Beautiful poison
Quenching my heart
Almost in love

Searching
Smile of love n dancing wheel
Lubricating road of dust

Flowering kiss
N
Healing

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Over n over
Overflowing dilematic desire
Ice cubes unmelted
Waiting for fire of love!!

नज़र के सामने तू है
तेरी कशिश
तेरी आरजू
तेरी। आँखों को चूमता ये दिल ऐ दरिया
ज़माने से दूर ।।।केवल दिल से बात करता हर लम्हा
।।।

Just start...
You n me
Will be in shower of love
Trust the anxiety within the soul
A true search means afterall



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Can we meet above the possibility?


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Will see the wonder of our art
N
Heart of love ....
Will swing to new direction of happiness
Can we? Restart ...

Tu ab mat kar intezaar mila
Mein khud se dur chala gaya hu
Mumkin namumkin
Pankh mein khoya khoya chand
Bhul ja
Bhul ja
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Dooriyaan ye
Manzil e khamoshiyan
Luka chhupi
Tham si gayi..
..


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Phir ek awaaz aayi...
Mein khud ko rok na paya
...
Hasti ek takleefein..
Awaargi...

Running again n running...
Where don't know...
But cold struck badly...
Body n mind conflict


*** said relax
Shall I resolve?
We said Yes...if you can...


Honey kisses..
Warm 2 molecules of  hydrogen n oxygen gently...
Stir...n sip slowly...
If hallucinations persist...
Just sleep with blanket n
Heal a positive vibes in mind
Almost in imagination body will tune with brain...

Wake up...n relax...
Within time n space
Cheers the darkness...as well as light
Afterall we are wonder puppets with intelligence quest of quenching desires... isn't it?

थोड़ी और ठेहर जा ये दिल
न जाने राह में रास्ते और जुड़ जाये
मंज़िल को मत कर खबर
खबर को ही मंजिल बना ले।।

गुमसुम सी राते।।
खिड़की से चाँद से वो बातें
शायद अब भी याद करता ये दिल वो चाहत की बरसातें।।।
और वो चोरी छीपे फूलों का ढूंढना ।।।

पर अब कैसे है ये खामोसी ।।।
आँखों में बस यादें।।
क्या फिर से यकीन भरी दुनिया में जाये ?
या फिर याद में ही याद बन जाये।।।

मुझे मालूम था
फिर फिर क्यों
जान के भी अनजान रहा
काटो को देखता रहा।।।
कब फूलों की खुश्बू आयी पता न चला।।।

अब मैं फूलों को ढूंढ रहा हु
पर काटे ही काटे नज़र आ रहे है!!!
और नज़र से नज़र के मिलने की ख़्वाहिश
लिए फिरता
धुप में छाव को ढूंढ़ता एक दिल अधूरा सा ज़रा ज़रा।।
।।।

Tum ** toh lagta hai Dil
Tum nahi toh hosh Kanha
Phirte hu aawargi me daru aur mehkhane me
Chahe Shaam ** chahe subhah...
Mein chala
Mein chala
Najane Kanha
Najane Kanha
Kisko pata
Kisko pata
Mein hu lapata
Mein hu lapata

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Mein tera intezaar me
Baar bar
Baar bar
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Walking distance
Road nearby
Just pondering innocently
Eyes in pain...
A lot of tussle in brain
And to be very there was no rain
A person watching me said what you have gain..
Beauty of thoughts in artificial stain
His mind was in search for grain
But I am unable to judge true emotions as it is vanishing n fading like sand sculpture in rain


Many Colors ones have

What is true Colors?
Emotions are now become a market of personal gain...a kind of pyscho poison entering anytime...

Can't judge anyone...in multiple meeting also...

Is he a beggar? Or pretending to be a beggar or a situation turns him to do so with true or false emotions..
Just pondering...over possibilities...

But difficult to help truly to true emotion as doubts comes whether his or her emotions is true or just false construction
.. As seen many betrayal of false emotions... earlier...

So heart wanted to help, but can't help



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Way of life
Psychology of ideology shape
Multiple truth

Hence
One's explore
Journey
With
Unconcluded universally


Accepted or rejected
Depends upon set of patterns
By set of people
Like a bunch of galaxies
Tussling for uniformity
But heterogeneous mixtures of thoughts spreading

Homogeneous if
May be dominated or may be accepted with fear of reality...
Or
Construction of patterns...

With factors of time n space
Integrating as well as differentiating sets of people
N
Way of life
Cheers!


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तेरा दीदार
करता रहा
फिर दिशाये
बदली और
तू तेरी मंज़िल
मैं मेरी मंज़िल
गूँजती आहते
की मिलेंगे कभी न कभी
दोबरा प्यारर के सागर में
जो न जुदा कर सके हमें।
।पर अगर मंज़िल ऐ भटकी
तो फिर मिलना मुश्किल।।।
चलो देखते है कि क्या होगा।।

*** effectively
Beautifying tonic
walk walk walk
Switching
cold slowly vanishes
Soothing ...
Cheers warm water n ***
Cheers! Cheers! Cheers!

In the music
Frozen fire
Over deck
Love fades
Thought miles
Away ...away
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Almost almost
A thought n funny apple pie
Moving across the anxiety
Bridging the gap
Abridged
Un mending wall
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Limitations phobia
Relax


Depends upon what lens we wear!!!

Multiple version of truth

Cheers!!


So enjoy the journey
With time n space
Which will change
Possibly every next
Nano nano ...seconds..

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ईंट को रंगता दिल
आसमान और चंद्रमा
थोड़ा सा प्यार ढूंढ़ता यह दिल

फ़क़ीरा
एक लम्हा
दिल से दिल्लगी से दूर
सच्चा ईश्क़ की तलाश में
गुमशुदा मैं
।।।