Tranquilizing broken soul
Unrevived
Needed
Much needed love
Broken quantum of life dynamics
Depression is like
Next to hell
...
Can love has power to revive depressed broken souls ?

Be ready
I am going to take you
above imagination

Feel your heart
Feel your soul
Just be relax
N
Just rock n roll!
Cheers!!
I hope you're ready
Shall we go?

जिंदगी
और हँसती यादें
क्या करता
रविवार  बीतता
केवल याद में
बिन चाय पिये
बस लेटे हैं
यूँही यूँही
तड़पती आत्मा की तरह
फिर एक आवाज़ आयी
तुम क्यों जिन्दा हो?
जवाब दो
जवाब दो
जवाबे आवाज़ चली गयी
एक जवाब लिए
ख़ामोशी आँखों में
और बहता वक़्त
।।।

Darkness ...
Misunderstanding...
Smiling while masking undefined
....

Take me to the stars
Follow me , I will follow you
Let's become follow-follow me

In the deep soul...let's kiss invisibly

And

leave the ocean of possibility...
Rewind memories
stored in the lovely clouds...

In the real time and virtual space...
our memories remains in coded and encoded forms...
Sometimes encrypted and sometimes decrypted...

Beauty of machines...and technologies...
Shaping our life...whether we like it or not...


Looking behind the nature's...
Green grass looked me... And said...with deep emotions
Hey please you leave all this world of imagination...
Come to us...feel us...
and
  live with spiritual strength of binding love with cosmos...


I said to nature...
Friend...I tried and tried...
But, let my heart burns completely...
I will dip inside your heart...
Merging with you... completely...
with latent mystery undecipherable....

Like never  before
Tricking smiling masking lovelily
Seen Beautiful poisson
...

Everything goes in darkness...
you're are pure
always my heart says...

but
our relation which was nothing but connected souls like enlightening type gone bitter...

  

May be misunderstanding
Which is inside brain...
And intense heat
Listening sweat drop
Sanddunes piercing our heart
Like a cyclonic hurricane
...
May lord enlighten us today !

..I am ready for  nature's challenge
as revenge to humans !
Since I am a nature
N
will completely merge with nature
if not today,
then tomorrow surely as a truth
..
But, anyhow we play with nature
At our own future cost
N
Sometimes present cost



When will we completely
Fall in love with nature's
From die heart
..
.

You're kidding me
I said let's make it true...
Then, we  started laughing under the love tree

Tree flowers blooming with each smile...
Beauty connecting two heart
Like a divine art
...

..

You're diving gestures
A cup of beautiful weekend
Craziness in heart
Boggling mind never sleeps
So we go  fake sleep just
Saying heart...
Sleep
Otherwise same old day will be tomorrow n new day will never come if we won't sleep...
Heart laughed...
Body tuned with mind
Slow music
Zen water..
Drop
By
drop
Water drop sounds...

Chilling sleep

..
.

Break inside my pressured mind
Chilling heavily without gravity
Overnight I will sleep
Yes I try to sleep
With pills of your dreams

Yes I am a  human being now, not zombie
But vampires of blood pressure
Pumping unnecessary my necessary heart

Almost I am dead
To be very true
Relax, I am not kidding
Your vampiring kiss can rejuvenate me
To be honest
Then
Probably I will live...once full moon
Cheers!!
Look outside the beauty of moon
Crescently awaken
..
...

Drop me
Bye
Diving in the ocean...
Surfing snow inside my mind
While sinking in the plantation underneath ocean...
A dark adventure in the deck of induced suicide lovely ocean flowery invention afterlife....
....
Wake up buddy
Wake up buddy
Wine and *** was splashed on me
Blood circulation slow in sleep
Traumatic dreams as one hand pressed by depressive head...
Mind was searching a new route...
Heart was happy...floating in the relaxed mood...

Eventually I woke up with a splashed whisky...
And I found all organs attached with body and soul
Mind laughing...
Hallucinations overpowering
Persistence of vision...in circulation loop of dark dreams!!
....
..
.

Wafa dhoondhne me chala
Phir kya

Jindagi me hasta chala gaya
Tanhai ke alam e josh me
Na mujhko pata
Na osko pata
Aur mera pagalpan e dard
Wo wafa karti  nahi...
Aur mein bewafa hota gaya
Haan mein bewafa...kyuki wafa nahi kar saka...
Dard e junoon...
Phir sharaab e sharaab
....aur toota sa kaanch me dhadakta ye dil...

Teri nur e aankhon me chubh gaya...
Har aashq tune mere naam kar diya...
..
...
..
..
..
.
.

Windows open
Early dawn beautiful winds kissing
Fans closed
...

Let's start
Away from noise
A bench in a park
Looking at each other
In the flowery dream
Let the green grass waves
And we smile with every kiss of love


....

Visible to invisible
Transition of  complex situation
Hair loses




.

I am freezing n frustrating
Over my own construction
I  am nothing
Just a peg of dream
Screaming hor
Self alienation

...

फ़िदा हुआ
ऐ दिल ए मुस्कान
दर्द भरी मंज़िल इ जुनूनियात
तुम्हारी मुस्कान ए दिल
दिल आज़ाद

।।

Road side...
Sitting at the stop
All buses gone

Aaaa
Aaaa

Trees laughing
Saying O Nature Boy!


Let's love our immobility
Then
a ring of roses...
Kissed
with soft petals...

Wild n beautiful
Joyfulness n ecstasy
With thread of love....
to nature's mind

Spring or fall
Rainy or summer

Love n layer of soil
A water n oxygen
Mud of pure beauty
Started getting mobile walk
And
we walked together in the never ending ocean.... looking each other...
....
..

Like a violin
You're entering in my mind
And I close my eye's
Drip
By
Drip
A
Drop
Of
Cactus
Heaviness in heart gone

Impatiently we kissed
Like never before
Violin beats

Beauty
Cute patience gone
Love
...

Eye's open
And a dreamy door
Knock knock
..
rotating fan
Cats dancing in basin
Laughing on me
!!!
I knocked my mind
&
Gone in sleep unnecessary
To extract the dream...in next dream
Like a chain of violin in love
...

ज़िक्र तेरा किये बगैर
मेरा दिल टूट गया है
अब तन्हाई डस रही है
कुछ  पागल हु मैं
हाँ जानता हूँ
पर जैसा हूँ
तेरी आँखों में अब भी हूँ कैद
यादों की तरह।।।
फिर से लौट आ
मुझे रिहा कर दे।।।
फिर से लौट आ
एक बार
मुझे तेरा दीदार करा दे
ज़न्नत ए अप्सरा
।।।

Fragrance of beauty
Your world my imagination

Itna toot chuka hu
Tere yaad me
Ki sach me 2 +2 bhi nahi jord pa raha hu....

Almost dried up
I am in the pace of against own will...
Walking like dried leaf's
Over the deck of beautiful dancing garden...
You looks like illusion
And I am mirage of love...
But eventually locked in own thoughts
Firing a piece of doubts...and going against the beat...


Will my beating heart
will merge   with dream moon
before rising dawn

...or



the sanddunes in my mind
will broke me
like ashes of chain smoke....!!!

Are you thinking this gonna  work ?

I am hoping
to get full love in short time,

rethink
Once again
Love me if you can

...you will find me interesting
more n amore
... Just tell me
We will be happy
...innocent kisses

...just take care.
..someone is always watching you...

  don't ask me why!!!

..making things complex..

or

...then laugh for a little while

n
wait n watch
see the game of dark innocency, cheers!!!
be confident n please continue, everything
I know whatever I try..

pseudo love
.. I am writing so lengthy!
Just to convince you
~~|

You are my garden of beauty
Watching Ice tea
You n me

Stirring

n

Stealing time
And going to wonder place
Where adjusting the time of love

Eyes were kissed
Drinks taken
Still in love
Or
In hallucinations of love
But one thing is common
Love is purely there...
And will remains... forever...

Can we dance?

If you want

Let's go to the Mars
N
To the tango
Or
New dance ever seen before
Are you ready?

Tum tak
Tum tak
Mein dhoondo tumhe
Muskurahat me dekho tujhe
Jaise ki aasman me ishq ki baarish
Tum aur mein
Dono bheeg chuke hai...
Chalo ab laut chale...
Ishq ke gaon me
...
Mein ruka hu
Nadiyon ke par
Chal rahi ** na ?
Kya kaha
Phir se kaho na ?

...
..
.

Mechanics of life
Scratching smoothly
Flow unrevealing

Unreversed
Turns
Magically reversed
...

...

A cup of sleep
Waiting for long
Longing you
Every night
Believe me

Addicted  in  love with you
Sleepless night without you
While watching stars bright
simply love you whole night!!!

Is it good to be in love, isn't it?
Rather than living dead with just pumping artificially pure heart
...
...

*** n whisky
A kiss is not risky
You a pure coffee, am I a tea~?

Gazing mind
Troubleshooting wind undefined
Overnight

.


.

Can we go?
Where no one's know
Just plan and let me know

Can we fly
Just you and I

Common
I am feeling sleepy

Come
come
Come

Let me know
When will you knock knock me
In pure dreams!!!
...

Let's rethink
Your charming mind
And my brilliant looks
Let's go
Let's go
Don't ask where?
Let's celebrate
Brilliant mind
...

Half filled
A water container
As if I have lived life half...
Where is my love ?~?
I asked ocean of love
She replied,come near me
and scuba-dive
n
Search
.



Search
.

Search
..

.
N

Find you beautiful mermaid!!!

Stop me,
But I can't
Kiss me
Before I  sleep
Let me
Live in love
Before I die
Anytime
...

Peg by peg
You entered into my eyes...
Blanking reality
N
I said let me live in imagination?
Are you real or just peg of imagination?

Dreamy dreamy
Lovely lovely
My wish,can I kiss?

Little fog
Hungry fishes
Both enjoying below the deck of ship
N
N
N
A forest inside deep ocean
Jellyfish n starfish
Dancing
.
.
.

Tum bolo toh neend le lo meri...
Ya phir...jagta rahu...ek nayi raah ko band khirkiyo se...
Ek tarfa...hi jeeta chala jau...
E dil e naadan...
Mujhe kya hua hai...?
Kya mujhe pyaar ka bhoot to nahi ** gaya hai?
Aur bhoot ki tarah...
Lamhe lamhe...
Boond boond...
Beparwah... awarapan...
Ek awaaz...ishq ki jheelon me
Ghumta ghumta
Chand ki taraf...dekhta dekhta...
Aur hawaaon se khirki tod di ...
Tum paas aayi

Thoda Pagal mein...
Thodi pagal tum
Aur dono chale...
Pagalpan me...
Masti ki kasti me
...meelon dur...
Raat ki neend aankhon me liye
Aur raaste pyaar ke banate hue...
Anjaan se jaan bante hue...
Aur phir aur...

Rottenly dancing
to reverse tune,tuning
Fog and mist
Cactus in my mind
Turning beautiful charm
When you kissed me
with honey lips
My routine rewind
Brevity of sunrise
I see you
Mesmerising me
With your lovely smile
Knowingly
N
Unknowingly
I started loving you
I believe

...
Let's love
Nothing in this world remains forever, except memories...
It's better to fall in love

Isn't it?

थोड़ी सी मस्ती
थोड़ा सा प्यार
और बीत जाये ये ज़िन्दगी
थोड़ी ईश्क़
थोड़ी मुहब्बत में
और
थोड़ा प्यार में
।।।



।।।

मैं लिखूंगा तेरे लिए
शायद ।।।
क्योंकि मैं रहु या न रहु
प्यार तुम प्लीज करते रहना
।।।बिन ईश्क़ मैं मुर्दा ।।
फिऱ क्यों जियूँ मैं
क्यों
।।।

Am I in dream
Or my alarm is not ringing???
Deep snoozed
Or

In two state

Mind is not in rest
Still I walk
I walk
I walk
Thinking new corners can heal me
But, in vain...
Then I laugh
I laugh
I laugh
Kissing the rays of sun
Turning dark daffodils without ***
.


.

1st half in dream

Dried with the beautiful leaf's
A touch of eyes aromas...
Heavens abode...
Emotionally connected...
Within eyes to eyes...


Corner of will sleep under the shadow ...
Light searching a pinnacle of calmness...

2nd half in reality

Heavily doped with gadgets loo
I hop and hope...
But little talk
Can I conquer my ego???
A bird above the sixth sky
Gravitionally kissing
Warming mind outside third world...

Going for deep sleep
With fushia of imagination
Tranquility of patience
Let me calm down
Let me drink a peg of past smiles...
Let me drink a peg of beauty of past ...
Let me dive in endless ocean of possibility
Let me fall in bottomless ocean of thoughts n thoughts n thoughts...
Let me drink a coffee of walk...
Let me walk miles...
Let me walk with smiles...

Meet me
As soon as possible
Otherwise I will turn to
*** or whisky...
Kiss me
Take the risk
I will be in imagination of love
Where turtle n daffodil n dove
Enjoy like never before
A kind of bliss

Do you want to get
Chill with me ?
Don't think twice
We will repeat history of great love in future  loveland
...
Shall we fall in love
Presently ~?

Sixth sense sinusoidally
Saying you must go go in
deep deep love
...

मुझे मालूम है
की तुम मुझे पागल शराबी समझती हो
पर मैं फिर भी तुम्हे
इतना चाहता हुँ।।।
की कितना चाहता हूँ
वह केवल मेरी शाराब की कांच की खनखनाहट ही बताती है।।।
मैं पागल तेरी याद में ।।।
तेरी आँखों में डूबा ।।
जो तेरे नाम हो गया।।।
।

I am taking sleeping pills of imagination
Trying to hold my art of liberation
Winds of kisses...
Love the beauty of her quest
Taking chilly lemon tea
An art of gardening windpipe
demons untouched  technology
**** it
I am a nature loving creatures turning to learn to erupt volcano in my heartless heart
**** it, but cheers to darkness n light of triggering sea
I hope drinks of  Art
Will vanish my resuming mind
But will enrich my heart of art
Cheers,|

I am nothing, but a peg of smile...

Going for sleep
Inducing
I have become a molten zombies
Over the peg of smile
Connecting beauty
Overnight
A stream of beam
Reflecting mind
Yes I,
different quadrant of darkness...
Chilling like hell
Sleepless heart
..