Let it be like it was always
I don't want love anyways
How can my heart feel pain
My heart holds back its tears again
But I can't handle this phase
Let it be like it was always
I cried for you a lot of time
I am tired of dreaming of you with mine
There is nothing to gain
But I am still waiting
This feeling is worse
This is irritating
You broke my heart and I was amaze
But let it be like it was always
You lost me but I can't lost you
Because you do not know what you want
And now I want to live alone

DON’T READ ME… YOU CAN’T…… JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME SOMETIME…. I WANT TO BE ALONE…. JUST GO AWAY….. GO AWAY….. GO AWAY…… BE SILENT DON’T SAY

…. DON’T SAY….. OH DON’T SAY…… ANYTHING EVERYTHING ME AND MY SOMETHING …. I AM OVERLOADED WITHIN ME NOTHING…. SOME NOISE OF MINE AND LITTLE BIT SILENCE…. I AM HEARING MY HEARTBREAK VIOLENCE….. I AM TAKING MYSELF SOMEWHERE….. I CAN LIVE WITH ME THERE…..! DON’T READ ME…. OH DON’T TRY TO CHEAT ME…
I AM HAVING A HEART WITHOUT A HEARTBEAT..
….TOTAL UPS AND DOWNS WITH BREAKING HEAT..
SILENCE IS CRYING WITHIN ME…. OH I KNOW I AM DYING WITHIN ME….. I AM HEARING A MUSIC OF MY LIFE….. TUNE OF HEARTBREAK AND THE KNIFE….. MY HEART IS BEEN TORN APART…. THERE’S NOTHING IN THE PIECESS OF HEART….. DON’T READ ME YOU CAN’T….  YOU CAN’T….

We all are LOVERz in the being of BELOVEDz



I keep your LOVE secrets
Hidden in the depth of my eyes
You place your ears on my heaving *******
Listening to your melodious heart-beats

I can't even share with anyone
The intimacy YOU share with me
NO one ever has dared, except YOU
To be brave to enter my skin pores
YOU courageous! - Even to my surprised
I surrendered to your LOVE

YOU LOVE me so much that
I want to end my life in your warm hug
The way your eyes shower LOVE on me
No one has ever seen me like YOU do
I seriously can't stand so much of LOVE
Just swallow me inside YOUR being

Your presence makes my knees go weak
With goose-humps on my skin
With butterflies in my stomach
I run to the bedroom, waiting for YOU

With your breathe touching my skin
Every time, you try to breach
My personal space and private boundaries
You sown seeds and buds bloom
From every cell of my body
Scenting fragrance all over YOU
Every pore of my body craves for YOU
Your graft branches on my soul-***
Flowering colorful blossoms on me

YOU tease me much
Showing so much gentleness and respect
In the way you pluck each flower from my being
You turn me blood red with your foreplay
I bleed YOUR tears begging you to LOVE more

I want you to serve me
I want to tear your back with my nails
I want you to make it happen
Release me in a moment from living
From all the struggles life serves me

Where were YOU all these years?
Now you are here, never leave me!

When your breathe intertwines with mine
There is no gap in our sighs and murmurs
Till you are within me, you color me
Nature's creative palettes of LOVE
With joys, smiles and laughters of intimacy

But when you are not there
I become a whimper expressing
Dislike and unhappiness for every thing
When your roots of thoughts and being
Are not holding me firm, deeply
I die in your longing & crave for you helplessly

I want to run and come in your arms
And loose all my EGO, pride and status
I want to surrender my desired inert beauty
For you to worship me forever

Though I do not show my LOVE openly
I want to tell you this:

I will do everything during the day time
YOU ask me to do for YOU

I will do more for you during the night time
Those things we only fantasize about

I will be-witch you with my scent
I will cover you with my hair
I will embrace you like your skin
I will drench you under my showers
I will hide you under my bosoms
I will carry you within my womb
Where no one is / was / will be permitted ever
And I will release you only
When YOU grant me all my secret desires