It surely is dramatic
But i feel as if my wife divorced me
And i hadn't seen it coming.

And i wish that wasn't the case, but
I can't ask her to come back though 
Because we're not divorced 
And weren't married in the first place.

Yes, I'm single
And no, she's not my wife.
She's my best friend 
Or well, she was.

I know it sounds  cliché,
But it feels like
I've lost an important part of myself.
As we're sitting next to each other
But I'm writing about our distance.

It feels like the metaphors have been wiped away,
Nor any simile comes to play,
Maybe it was always supposed to be this way.

It almost seems pointless,
It seems to be in vain,
As i try and fail to find the write words to express this pain.

Would you have loved me
If i was a worm?
Crushed and torn
Like i mattered nothing at all.

Would you have searched for me
n the soil ?
Would you have made your hands *****
For a while?

But the truth is that
It doesn't matter if I'm a person or worm
I would always have been
Torn and torn and torn.

Would you have loved me
If i was a worm?
Crushed and torn
Like i mattered nothing at all.

On wobbly knees
And shallow breaths,
I took
A
   Leap
            Of
                 Faith