i care too much about the wrong things,
i care too little about the wrong things.

sometimes i just say your name over and over to hear it again.
sometimes i like to mention you in conversations with my friends
just to think of you.
god i miss you
i miss you more than anything and anyone, i feel like we just have a very special connection.
im tired of longing for you,
tired of repeating your name

your smile was so sweet,
you laugh like a dream,
until i realized
it was just you & me.

it’s been so long
3 years maybe
since i’ve loved you