Everything around me drifts away,
No one I love is meant to stay,
Go about your mornings,
Mourn throughout my days,
I miss what I appeared to have,
I miss him again and again,
But what could possibly,
Deem me worthy of love,
What could possibly,
Make me not give up,
I balance all these hopes atop my head,
But soon they are they to fall,
And if they break they cannot mend,
So let these hopes fall,
Let them shatter in dismay,
I've given everything,
There's nothing more to take.

I've died.
Again.
Silently without a threat,
I did not scream,
I did not wail,
I've died quietly,
Again.
Crying and pleading would make me nothing but a fool,
Begging to be seen would only make me a mule,
And so I will die silently,
And not make a sound,
Because ive cried to you before,
And you didn't turn around.