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 Jan 2015 Holly
laura
bleed
 Jan 2015 Holly
laura
your arms held me
together
so when you let go
and walked away
i fell apart
a million pieces of
confusion and pain
as time went on the pieces of me
became sharper and more jagged
nobody would dare try
to put me back together
for everyone i touch
gets cut
it is a lonely thing
 Jan 2015 Holly
FallenAngel93
Roses are Red,
Violets are Blue,
Please Stop Cutting,
Because We Love You!
 Jan 2015 Holly
FallenAngel93
I'm that girl that hides behind that fake smile,
I'm that girl that wears bracelets,
I'm that girl that wears jackets,
I'm that girl that is "Shy"
I'm that girl that has scars,
I'm that girl that has had a past that makes you want to cry hearing it,
I'm that girl you call strong,
I'm that girl..
Quick fix here..
I'm that girl that has too hid behind that fake smile,
I'm that girl the has too wear bracelets,
I'm that girl that  has too wear those jackets,
I'm that girl that is scared to be social because I've been hurt too many times,
I'm that girl that feels lost without her scars because the blade was the only thing there helping for awhile,
I'm that girl that has too move past her own past and never look back,
But most off all *where and the hell do you get strong from
#did #you #know
 Jan 2015 Holly
FallenAngel93
You Think you know "her"
But there is just a few things she hides from the world,
She's good at hiding,
Its what she does.
Under Her sleeves,
Down her thighs,
Up Her Sides,
Scars that could ****,
Leaving trails,
Nobody would understand,
You think You know "her"
She is so scarred,
Tears that could drown you,
You say you understand,
But do you?
Do you know her fears,
Do you know what she hides,
More less do you care?
She has a name that could shine,
Its Chastity,
Did you know?
#helped #Lost @Queen-Holly
 Jan 2015 Holly
FallenAngel93
Cry quietly in a corner
Don't make a big scene
Don't let anyone think something's wrong
Remember not to be mean

Cry quietly in a corner
Don't drown anyone in your sorrow
You only have to live through today
You can **** yourself tomorrow

Cry quietly in a corner
Shield yourself from the world
For all they know you just like to cause trouble
Just a bratty little girl

Cry quietly in a corner
Don't let them see your pain
What's the most that they can do, help?
But what from that can you gain?

Cry quietly in a corner
They'll never know what's wrong
When you try to tell he says
"Those **** emo songs"

Cry quietly in a corner
Like the whiner they think you are
Like they care about the reason
Your wrist looks like it has bars
 Jan 2015 Holly
FallenAngel93
Look in to my eyes,
can you see what
I've seen?

Can you see the
Pain,
confussion,
stress,
hurt,
and
let down?

I've cried many tears,
I've stayed up alone
just sitting there in the
EMPTINESS.

I want to feel loved
and happy.
Not just ALONE and
DEPRESSED.

So why don't you save
me from this BREAKDOWN,
so i won't lose everything.....
once again.

TRUST me to be okay,
help me trough this
so I'm not just on my
OWN.

Let down, is what i will
fell along with pain and
hurt.

Feelings have no meaning
anymore.
I'm always sad, no REAL
smile crosses my lips.

This time it might be OVER.
I can't seem to win,
this war against...Myself.
So as time goes on i will
let go of
EVERYTHING
and
BREAKDOWN ON MY KNEES.
 Jan 2015 Holly
effaced
Remember.
 Jan 2015 Holly
effaced
Remember when I told you that you don't scare me?
Well, i lied, you do scare me.
Remember the time, before we had dated, when we were
going to pretend to date, to see what my parents would say?
Remember the time that you cheated on me?
Remember the all the times i took you back?
Remember the times i spent day and night crying over you?
Remember the times that you said "i love you"?
Remember the times that we spent hours at the time on the phone, going through all the special memories we had?
Remember the night before valentine's day last year, when i gave you every diary entry about you.

If you dont, i sure as hell do.
Thank you JDK for letting me use your I lied 10w. It was so inspirational and relates so much, again Thank You
 Jan 2015 Holly
FallenAngel93
I slit my wrist to erase the pain,
you look at me, and think I'm insane,
my eyes turn red, bleeding my tears,
and still you try to protect me from my worst fears.
Look at my scars then you will see,
why I can't seem to go around and fake happy,
yet you tell me you love me, that you'll forget,
for I'll soon be gone, and I'll be your greatest regret.
So let me die, broken and scarred,
I can't deal with life, it's getting far to hard,
everything's gone wrong, it's not worth trying,
so leave me alone because I feel like I'm dying,
I don't want you to worry,
because my life is ending in a hurry,
I'll be fine, and happy you see,
for death is what I wished for and soon it will be.
 Jan 2015 Holly
FallenAngel93
Your just time wasted to me,
and that's all you'll ever be.
So leave me alone and spare the
guilt trip, I'm over it.

I don't wanna cry anymore,
I wanna be happier and on my own.
Cause you've caused me so much pain,
that i never wanna feel your touch,
hear your voice, or see you.

You lied and lied, i don't think i can
trust you ever again.
It's through and over with,
so i'm moving on.
Maybe you should also.
The pain is behind us now
i can go on and live my life
and be happy.
#**** #you #after #everything #really #you #lied #and #thought #it #was #a #game #when #it #hurt #me #next #ill #drag #yo #***
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