the thing is you think i will be fine but step in my shoes, live my life, see through my eyes, tell me im fine, tell me that you fine living in my shoes, my life, seeing things through my eyes, you would be in tears if you could  read my mind, people say im weak for walking away but im not, im the strong one that can live through out the pain

You can't take her away from me,
She is part of me,
I would die,
Mentally,
Physically,
Emotionally,
She is my world,
My sweetheart,
My baby,
My babe,
My babygirl,
My everything,
My Future wife,
Please,
Please,
Stay with me,
Don't let them take you,
Away from me..

I want you,
I need you,
And I want you to see that,
**** it,
The thought of loosing you makes me want to **** myself,
I've attempted,
Don't you remember?
Don't you see?
I can't say it anymore then what I have,
I need you,
I want you,
I'm your girlfriend,
I'm suppose to know,
I'm suppose to care,
I don't know if you have ever had one that does,
But I do..
And I'm here to stay,
So get use to it,
I should  be the one you come to,
I don't know what is wrong,
I don't know how else to say,
I need you,
I want you,
I want you to be the one I marry,
I want you to be the one I have kids with,
And get my life right,
And all that ****,
But you simply don't see that,
It's like it is all blind to you,
And it kills me..
So More like If  you leave take this as my,
Goodbye note,
Love you.
D
O
N
**E

Why pretend?
Everyone always ask,
Why pretend?
So here is your answer,
Through out my childhood,
I was taught what happens today,
Happens today,
Don't bring it up tomorrow,
Because its a new day,
Don't cry you're too old,
Move on,
I'll take you to therapy,
Then you won't cut,
No.
I'm sorry but no.
Therapy doesn't help,
And neither does you judging me,
You will be okay,
Smile,
It's not hard,
Smile,
Even if you're not happy,
I'll be back in a few weeks,
Okay.
Freaking out as I lock the door home alone,
But,
She is my mother,
The one that birthed me,
I love her,
I'm who I am today,
Because of her,
So that's why I pretend,
Because the world don't care,
And you don't either so,
Stop saying you do.

I don't want to be here..
I don't want to be alive,
I don't want to feel anymore,
I don't want to cry anymore,
I don't want to smile anymore,
I don't want to be here,
But
I'm going to be here,
I'm going to be alive,
I'm going to feel,
I'm going to cry,
I'm going to smile,
I'm going to be here,
For one person and one thing from her,
For my world as I refer to Leah,
And the one thing is for her to love me..

do you know that girl that you called fat, she went home after school and cut because of you
do you that guy you called stupid, he gets abused at home
do you know that girl you called ugly, her family hates her and she wears makeup to make she self pretty
do  you know that person you called emo, she has no one there, everyone hates her, she has no friends, and she has so much pain, so the only way she can get ruin of some of that pain is if she cuts because unlike someone people she has no one to turn to
stop bulling, stop saying **** , stop and get to know that person before you start judging,  please people around the world are hurting and getting bullied, let try and make it stop,