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This question comes
As unexpected as it was
that you would fall ever for me

But I'm still asking
Do you still love me?

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you're always returning,
even in the winter
i can see you peering through the clouds

*please teach me your ways

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there are stars in the sky
and i can choose tell you about them
or i can choose to tell them all about you

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This is what happens when i give you my heart
wrapped up in paper and ribbons-
it's delicate
and gifts are made to be kept

of all the things
that i have had a chance to learn
i have realised
that living
is exhaustion

though we were never taught,
we all smile
when we're sad

I thought i was drowning
but the moon casts only beams
I thought i was drowning
then realised  it flooded out from me

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Because my science teacher taught me
that the moon evokes the tides
But she never taught me
how humans were like him too

There is a summer
but even she comes with the rain.
Youre type of season
that never brings the pain

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you are in love with a girl
and you think she is beautiful
you remind her everyday

you want her for yourself
but she has shadows
and they chase

her smile is empty
though you think
it's her prettiest curve

And her veins
they run with blood
she hates it -you've observed

you are in love with a girl
but she has nothing to offer
she despises herself, there is no heart to rob her

their screams are so loud
it makes my heart beat faster
but fails
to break the silence

i am falling in love with the way he speaks
because he shouts
then he mocks
and demands to be heard
but then he listens
and he stops
but promises his return

You may not always see him
but i promise he is there
he will always steal your breath
but Death
i do not care.

though, my heart is beating
so loud i hear it in my ears
and though my wrists
may be painted blue


why does it feel like death?

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There is a sinking feeling in my stomach
and I feel the need to cry
all this water I had swallowed
when I once tried to drown
everything else
around me out

i find it hard to breathe
and even the air
is weighing me down tonight

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Because i live in a world filled with people
and there is only one of you

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For you are everything
I have nothing to give you

But perhaps
you may still love me

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I want to fall
I think ill fall
but if i fall will you catch me.....


*because there is a bridge and i want to fall

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i will be reaching,
and so will you
we dont care if it burns us
because the sun, is in view

i will always expect the worst
rain has always fallen

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you give people flowers
for they create happiness
why don't you offer them you?

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There's a full moon
And nights like these shouldn't be wasted
Because for once,
I'm not just over here
And you're not just over there

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