No need for jealousy
I only love you I promise
I don't love him I swear

Stop imagining things
Things I stop thinking,
Things I regret for happening.

The moments I spend with you
are far more beautiful.
I can't think of tomorrow
without your smile on the picture.

it's me.
the real me.
leaving without evidence.
leaving as if nothing happened.
It's me.
don't worry.
in a situation like this, I have to put on something useful.
to ease the pain.
to forget my mistakes.
wearing it again.
it feels nostalgic.
the mask.
very useful.
pretending.
show the fake until everything is normal again.
.
.
.
painful.
deep inside my heart is beating painfully.
i can't expect anything anyway.
It's not something I have to fight.
I'm just expecting....
expecting too much.
And it hurts. it hurts so much that I feel numb.
same pain for the last years - the pain of leaving.
no, maybe the pain of being unloved, insecure, ignored and.....
Maybe i love him so much that leaving is the hardest thing to do now.
If I will not do the right thing, I'll just feel this pain over and over again.
or let this mistake become right??

what to do? what to do?

Let me stay like this.
Holding your hands, touching your lips.
Let the sun silently strikes our skin.
Let the morning air moves in this small space.

Let me stay like this.
Looking at your beautiful face
Face I waited so long to see
Eyes closed, thinking of nothing, thinking of peace.

Let me stay like this.
Listening to the beats of your heart.
Closer, so that I can hear my name in every pump.
Your heart gives me peace, and my heart wants to jump.

Let me stay like this.
Let the time stops.
Don't go morning, don't leave me, my heart.
Don't leave me, my love. You're the morning I stare.
Your breath warms me. You're the soul I want to stay.

Let's stay like this, don't mind the tomorrow, don't mind the world.