I can't breathe without you.
And god sometimes I feel like I will never breathe again.
My hands are at my throat and I'm trying to remember how I used to breathe before.
I don't remember.
I don't and I don't think I ever will unless there is one single moment when I can
Possibly, maybe have you in my arms again.
But I can't see that happening.
Probably because it never will.
I've made so many wrong choices in life.
I never thought that putting myself away from you was one.

(e.a.h.)